Chapter 362
A sentence "stay and accompany me" directly made Xiao Han blush.
Li Heng, who reacted later, also slowly put her down.
Looking at each other, the study was very quiet for a while.
After a while, Xiao Han slowly raised her right hand and gently drew a "ten" on his heart, cleared her throat and said: "I seem to have realized.
Or rather, I have always understood what kind of person you are, but the heart... the heart here is always blocked, always standing at the door of your heart and not daring to take the last step."
At this point, she paused, smiled sweetly and said: "But now, seeing your nonsense just now, seeing your deliberate affectation, I am neither angry, nor regretful, nor aggrieved."
Li Heng didn't make a sound, quietly looking at her.
"Does Professor Yu like you?"
For a long time, Xiao Han rubbed her nose, tore open the disguise behind all his unseriousness just now, and pointed directly at the heart.
Hearing "Professor Yu," Li Heng subconsciously glanced at the third grid of the bookshelf on the left, and the "Jane Eyre" placed there was gone, disappeared.
Li Heng pondered for a short while, and said: "She never said it bluntly."
Xiao Han tilted her head and asked: "What about other girls at Fudan University?"
Li Heng said honestly: "I receive love letters from time to time, but I have never opened them actively."
Xiao Han was very satisfied with this answer, and asked playfully: "Then Mr. Li, you refused me twice in the past, how do you know that I will definitely accept your confession today?"
Li Heng was silent, and after a while said: "This is like taking a long-distance bus too much, a thief doesn't need to steal anything to distinguish who is a pickpocket on the bus, some things are enough to see at a glance."
What long-distance bus taking too much? It is clearly that the emotional experience is rich, and she was seen through at a glance, Xiao Han thought sourly, but didn't ask any more about Mai Sui.
Because she knows that she cannot push all the girls around him to the opposite side.
Especially a beautiful woman like Mai Sui who is always by his side.
People often live by a layer of window paper. Once the window paper is broken, many things will lose control and become crazy.
Yes! Xiao Han knows better than anyone in her heart: Mai Sui likes him.
Otherwise, would she be willing to help him manage the small building?
Otherwise, could she enter his study at any time?
Otherwise, would there be a swing in the attic? And purple wind chimes?
The reason why Xiao Han chose to relax Mai Sui and not press Mai Sui is because a move by Mai Sui moved her.
What move?
It was Mai Sui who anticipated her thoughts in advance and rolled up her luggage to move out of the small building 26 in advance.
This is a strong signal!
Through this signal, Xiao Han understood part of Mai Sui's heart: not willing to intervene too much in his emotional life.
At least for now, not very willing to intervene in his private feelings!
As for why it is like this?
Xiao Han thought hard for a long time before reaching a few possibilities:
It may be the power of morality.
Loving someone may be uncontrollable, but morality can effectively restrain her dangerous behavior.
It may also be avoiding Song Yu. In the three years of high school, Song Yu and Mai Sui could often be seen walking around the playground, eating together, and going to class together. From here, it can be seen that the friendship between the two girls is extremely deep.
It may also be avoiding Chen Zijin.
During the first and second year of high school, the time Chen Zijin, Song Yu, and Mai Sui spent together was not small at all. Even if it was not the deepest, it was definitely in the category of good friends.
And the last possibility is, clearly who is in his heart? Who is important in his heart?
Mai Sui may understand that she cannot replace anyone in a short time, so she simply doesn't intervene, it's better to be fresh and clean.
Sun halo day will rain, moon halo noon wind.
For a moment, it seemed that everything no longer existed. She stared blankly at the man in front of her, as if she had plunged into the past like smoke.
Let's be like this, since she promised to be his girlfriend, try to ask less about some things, or never ask again.
Seeing the black-bellied wife's gaze gradually condensing, staring at herself in a daze.
Li Heng reached out and gently rubbed her head, and then his movements slowed down and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"
Xiao Han raised her eyebrows and said pitifully: "I am afraid."
Li Heng asked: "Afraid of what?"
Xiao Han paused and said crisply: "Just as the book says, marriage is the tomb of love.
I am afraid that I am not as good as you originally imagined, abandoning Beijing to follow me to Shanghai, and after being together, it will break the beautiful longing and be disliked."
Li Heng nodded slowly, and then shook his head: "Actually, I am the same, afraid that I am different from what you heard."
Xiao Han raised her head, and suddenly realized that she was not the only one who "crossed the Chencang secretly" here. In the night sky that was gradually darkening, the dotted dim yellow electric light gradually melted into the dark sky. She didn't know where to start. Those "heard" were not just superficial respect and admiration for the man who fell in love at first sight and became a legendary writer.
However, she instinctively felt that she understood his fear.
Just like he comforted himself!
She didn't know how to make him understand that she didn't just hear about it.
When the two were just classmates and friends in junior high school, she had countless times used nine-point false and one-point true lies to express her bitter secret love to him—and when he behaved like a piece of wood, she was used to using sweet smiles to cover up all the depressed emotions.
But with Li Heng's third proposal, a piece of ice in Xiao Han's heart collapsed, and she suddenly reddened her eyes.
She finally understood where she had been wrong all along? It turned out that she had delayed too long in this long-lasting silent secret love alone, was familiar with every kind of sadness and disguise, but had never realized it as deeply as now. In the emotional world of two people, what makes the final decision is the wisdom of heart-to-heart, the enthusiasm of being equal, and the heavy feelings of being dead-set.
However, the most critical thing is pity, appreciation, and perseverance.
It is that little bit of helpless reluctance in a dilemma.
Xiao Han said: "Actually, the reason why I secretly loved you was never these, nor was it stereotyped. Perhaps, it can be described as meeting late."
Li Heng asked expectantly: "Does this feeling still exist now?"
Regarding his urgency, Xiao Han smiled with small dimples and gave a warm response: "Yes! It has never disappeared, but has become more and more intense."
As she spoke, her ears couldn't help but start to burn.
As the words fell, in the eyes looking at each other, the overwhelming was all moving, and the bright love suddenly arose.
For more than 6 years, the destination that she had been careful about but could never reach, at the moment she went all out, after he talked nonsense like a nerve, she saw it standing in front of her.
It really corresponds to the ancient saying: Looking for him thousands of times in the crowd, that person is in the dim light.
Xiao Han secretly made up her mind: This time, she will not shrink back again.
When eating dinner, Mai Sui, Zhou Shihe, Yu Shuheng, Sun Manning, and Ye Ning 5 girls looked at Xiao Han several times subconsciously.
Don't know if it's an illusion at this moment?
They felt that Xiao Han had changed, as if the beautiful jade had sublimated, fluorescent and shining, full of energy, and even breathing with a pleasant atmosphere.
After the meal, Yu Shuheng was the first to leave. Before leaving, she didn't forget to glance at Li Heng and Xiao Han. When she turned and went out, there was a kind of indescribable chaos in her heart.
There is one, there are two, and the same is true. After Professor Yu left, the other four girls also said goodbye and left the small building 26.
Coming to the alley, Ye Ning, who didn't know why, couldn't help but ask: "Eh, what was going on just now? Why is Xiao Han so mysterious?"
Hearing this, the three girls looked at each other and didn't make a sound.
Finally, Sun Manning stood out and said: "Ye Ning, I'm going to Wujiao Square, accompany me."
"Buy something?"
"Right!"
"Then what are you talking about? Let's go."
The two girls walked away chattering, Zhou Shihe said gently: "Don't want to move anymore, let's go to the second floor."
"Okay." Mai Sui responded.
Entering the house, going up to the second floor, Zhou Shihe poured a cup of tea for her girlfriend, then sat opposite her, without words, silently accompanying.
Regarding Xiao Han's changes, they know it well.
Drinking a few sips of tea, Mai Sui suddenly said: "It's a bit stuffy in the room, let's go to the attic outside and sit for a while."
Zhou Shihe's clever little mouth pouted, wanting to speak but stopping, and finally stood up and followed to the attic.
Coincidentally, Professor Yu of the small building 25 diagonally opposite was also sitting in the attic at this time, holding a cup of steaming coffee in her hand, drinking it slowly in small sips.
The three women who had just separated met again in this unique way, but no one disturbed anyone.
After a while, the sound of closing the door came from the small building 26 next door, and only Li Heng and Xiao Han walked out side by side, stepping on small steps, along the blue slate road to the outside.
Watching the man and woman leave, Zhou Shihe turned her head and looked at Mai Sui worriedly.
Mai Sui seemed to feel something, shook her head gently, indicating it was okay.
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