Chapter 372: , Desire Breaks the Dam

Santana.

To Li Heng's surprise, the car Huang Zhaoyi was driving this time was a Santana. Honestly speaking, it didn't quite match her noble status and her grand, open-and-close temperament.

Huang Zhaoyi probably saw his doubt and explained: "This car is low-key."

Li Heng secretly complained, in this era, having a private car was already not low-key at all!

But a moment later, thinking that for people from families like theirs, driving this kind of car could indeed be considered relatively low-key.

How did that saying go? Different classes have different ways of speaking and different underlying behavioral logic.

Pulling the car door open and sitting in the passenger seat, Li Heng then entered a silent mode, his gaze drifting outside the window, completely without any intention of wanting to chat.

He didn't speak, and Huang Zhaoyi didn't know how to open her mouth?

After a long time, she finally tried to say: "I've been following your new book, it's written very well."

Hearing this, Li Heng slowly came back to his senses. "Have you read the news reports in the newspaper?"

"Mm."

Huang Zhaoyi hummed. "I've read them too. Including the good ones and the bad ones."

Li Heng withdrew his gaze from outside the car and asked out of the blue: "Then do you think *Bai Luyuan* is vulgar?"

Is it vulgar? This was a very abrupt question.

After asking, he was stunned, then his eyebrows furrowed tightly, and his gaze inadvertently swept over her body, and he actually had a restless thought.

This was something that had never happened before.

In the past, she was very beautiful and very charming, able to make the vast majority of men remember her at a glance. But in Li Heng's eyes, although she was beautiful, he instinctively didn't think too much in that direction.

Regarding this question, because of her persistence and infatuation, Li Heng had explored the reason when he was bored.

At first, he thought it was because of her age, and his instinctive resistance.

But after thinking carefully, he denied it. He had lived so many years in his previous life, and his psychological age in this life was theoretically much older than hers. This kind of woman who was ripe and full of charm was actually more attractive to older men with rich bed experience. Thus, essentially, it wasn't a problem of age.

It was!

It was that he didn't lack big beauties around him, which led to him not being so hungry.

It couldn't be denied that if she were as beautiful as Song Yu and Zhou Shihe, he would sometimes be unable to control himself. For example, during the Spring Festival Gala rehearsals in Jingcheng, under the same roof, he had several times had crimson fantasies about Zhou Shihe.

The reason he could hold back at that time was, one, his willpower was still considered strong; two, Yu Laoshi was also in the same room.

Three was that Zhou Shihe's family background was not simple, and he was currently just a small person, so he suppressed himself deep in his heart not to touch her.

How to put it, a man having peach-colored thoughts about an excellent woman is out of a male instinct. From a physiological structure point of view, it is understandable.

The key lies in self-control!

If a man has no thoughts about a woman who is at the ceiling level in all aspects while under the same roof, then it is estimated that only a eunuch could do it.

In other words: self-control is also relative.

That is to say, in the face of desire and life and death, he only had to abandon desire, being more afraid of death.

And Zhou Shihe's family background was not something he could be half-hearted about at this stage, so under various conditions, he showed very strong restraint in Jingcheng.

Li Heng never boasted about his emotional exclusivity, nor did he claim to be a saint. He had just experienced the baptism of peerless beauties like Song Yu, Xiao Han, and Chen Zijin, so his immunity to excellent women was slightly stronger than that of ordinary people.

But essentially, he was just an ordinary man!

Other men have thoughts and yearnings for beauty, and he has them too. Other men have seven emotions and six desires, and he has them too, perhaps even more so.

Just like when Yu Laoshi whispered teasingly in his ear, his body reacted directly several times.

And like, ordinary men finish in ten or twenty minutes, but his physical fitness is super strong. He had been tossing and turning between Song Yu, Xiao Han, and Chen Zijin for decades in his previous life, and he had never felt powerless.

As Zijin complained with joy and anger: This is talent!

God rewards you with food, no one can help it, and no one can envy it!

Huang Zhaoyi was very sensitive, especially when facing this man who made her heart move, she was even more sensitive than usual. His gaze fell on her, and she immediately noticed it.

Combined with his abrupt question just now, Huang Zhaoyi subconsciously turned her head to look at him.

This look was not good!

Looking, she found his eyes were slowly turning red, and the look he gave her was completely different from the past.

In the past, Li Heng could always be calm as water when facing her.

And this time, as time passed, his breathing was gradually intensifying.

Finished!

The thought "finished" appeared in her mind again. A big disaster had been caused. Little Yue was playing for real; it was estimated that she really drugged him.

Thinking of drugging, Huang Zhaoyi's heart was very chaotic and also very guilty. She was fascinated by this man, it was true, but she had never thought of using this method to get close to him, to get him.

Because she disdained this, and was also ashamed of it.

The gaze collided, Huang Zhaoyi hurriedly moved away, trying hard to calm her mind and answer his question just now: "I think it's quite good. Mm..."

At this point, she thought for a moment and worded it: "I don't know if it's an illusion? I've read the first 12 chapters of your *Bai Luyuan* seven times. I always feel that Bai Jiaxuan is just a soul figure connecting the past and the future, and the most important and characteristic one is Tian Xiao'e, from whom the sorrow and tragedy of the era were torn open..."

Besides being a Peking opera performer, she also had an amateur title, which was a literary critic. Initially, it was because she loved literature that she wrote a reader's letter to Chief Editor Liao to pass to him, thus opening this "fate" that couldn't be returned.

Although this fate was just her wishful thinking so far, she had never regretted it. Knowing him, being fascinated by him, and finally falling in love with him uncontrollably. Although she became lonely, her inner world became richer, and life was no longer boring; from then on, she had a longing.

Even if this longing was illusory, very difficult to realize, and very difficult to reach, it was enough to support her living wonderfully.

Regarding feelings, she was quite contradictory. While being very picky, she was also a person who was easily satisfied.

She had no ambition for him. If he gave a smile, it could brighten her entire spring.

She expressed her insights from a professional literary perspective. In the end, she said a sentence that resonated with him:

"Perhaps, you very clearly understand that writing these contents will bring huge controversy. But you just want to show all those obscure, hard-to-tell things. This has been highly approved by my teacher."

Listening to these words that completely matched his own heart, Li Heng's gaze toward her became dazed. A top-tier woman with such talent, such looks, and such a family background had accidentally tied her feelings to him. For a moment, he didn't know what to say?

He was very confident in his appearance. Not to mention Fudan, even the "Takakura Ken" in the movie, he felt that this actor couldn't compare to him. This wasn't his delusion, but the conclusion drawn from countless excellent women rushing into his arms in his previous and current lives.

But even if he were handsome again, for a woman of Huang Zhaoyi's status, it shouldn't be to this extent. Thinking back and forth, it was still because the "scholar" skin was too tempting.

This was the limitation of the era, and also the flowering and fruiting of the era.

Seeing him staring at her fixedly without speaking, Huang Zhaoyi pondered for a moment and asked: "Is there anything I said wrong?"

Li Heng shook his head: "No. It's not wrong, but you just happened to say what was in my heart. When I wrote these plots, I hoped to show all those obscure, hard-to-tell things, which was highly approved by my teacher."

Hearing this, a faint joy grew in Huang Zhaoyi's heart for no reason. This joy was indescribable, feeling like she had received his appreciation for the first time, with a sweetness of a green girl meeting love for the first time.

Although this sweetness was extremely deceptive, she still swallowed it like honey.

The Santana drove forward again. Suddenly, Li Heng shouted: "Stop!"

Huang Zhaoyi braked several times, slowly stopped the car on the side of the road, turned her head to look at him, with a face full of worry.

It was true worry, because in her line of sight, his expression was changing at a speed visible to the naked eye, becoming full of desire, becoming more aggressive. It was very clear that the medicine was taking effect, and he was trying his best to suppress himself.

She couldn't help but scold Liu Yue again in her heart. Too reckless, too spoiled since childhood, but while scolding, she didn't know what to do?

Taking a few deep breaths, Li Heng said in a low voice to her: "Turn around, go to Xu Hui, go to Shanghai Medical College."

There was no other way, he had to make this decision. He felt he couldn't hold it anymore, his blood was racing, and the ocean woven by desire was about to drown his rationality. He wanted to let go at this moment.

And returning to Lushan Village didn't have a suitable woman. Mai Sui, who made his heart move, had a knot in her heart; Zhou Shihe, who made him have peach-colored fantasies, was impossible; trying Yu Laoshi would be seeking death.

Hearing about going to Xu Hui, Huang Zhaoyi subconsciously raised her right wrist to check the time. "It's 9:37, it's estimated to be almost 11 o'clock when we get to Xu Hui. Is it still in time?"

"Then you tell me, do I have a better way?" Li Heng, who said this, had anger in his tone. If the culprit Liu Yue were here, he would definitely let her taste the consequences of her own actions.

Seeing his bad tone, Huang Zhaoyi was stunned, then didn't speak, restarted the car, reversed, turned around, and drove toward Xu Hui.

Along the way, fearing he wouldn't be able to handle it, fearing he would lose control, she drove as fast as she could.

For a time, she focused on driving, he cast his gaze outside the window, trying to distract his attention, and the car was dead silent, neither of them speaking.

She had the heart to speak to divert his energy, but didn't know where to start?

Because of this matter, she felt that this man had a prejudice against her.

Huang Zhaoyi was very bitter. The cause planted by little Liu Yue, this kind of evil fruit could only be carried by herself. Because the root of everything, if traced to the bottom, was on herself. If she hadn't been obsessed with him, today's incident wouldn't have happened.

Both people in the car were suffering.

She was suffering mentally, feeling sorry for him.

He was suffering from both mental and physical torture, almost going crazy. He didn't know how much medicine that silly girl Liu Yue had actually put in?

He was already like this, where did Liu Yue, who drank more alcohol, go to solve the problem?

Driving out of Hongkou, passing through the Jing'an central urban area, and about to reach the border of Jing'an, Li Heng suddenly shouted again: "Stop the car!"

His shout of "stop the car" was a bit hoarse. After shouting, he closed his eyes tightly, his hands gripping the seat hard.

Huang Zhaoyi looked at him, understanding in her heart, understanding what kind of situation he was in now? Immediately, she drove the car a bit further, turned right at a fork in the road ahead, turned into a small road, picked and chose, and finally stopped in the reed bushes.

Li Heng frowned. "Why stop here?"

Huang Zhaoyi answered the question with another, asking with a face full of concern: "Can you still hold on?"

As soon as these words came out, the car fell into silence.

No one was a fool. Stopping the car in a place with no people and saying these words, how could Li Heng not understand her guilty thoughts?

The evil caused by Liu Yue, she was willing to repay with herself.

Fearing he would misunderstand her further, after a long while, Huang Zhaoyi lowered her head and broke the deadlock: "Everything today originated from me, I apologize to you."

While saying this, she murmured another sentence: "Don't worry, after today, I will disappear from your world and won't disturb you again."

She was expressing her stance, indicating that it really wasn't her intention, but she was willing to bear the mistake caused by herself.

When she said this, she was nervous, afraid, trembling, and also had a determination to die.

Hearing these words that were humble to the dust, Li Heng was stunned for a moment, then slowly turned his head to look at her.

She was in bright red, her figure was slender and full, she was beautiful, and her bearing was extraordinary. She was a proper big beauty, a proper peerless stunner.

No wonder when they were rehearsing for the Spring Festival Gala in Jingcheng, Feng Gong and others all praised that she was the best template for a Great Qingyi in Peking opera. Seeing her, the Great Qingyi was concretized.

Feeling her thoughts, at some moment, Li Heng said in a hoarse voice: "Pull your hair up."

Huang Zhaoyi raised her head and looked at him, her eyes as if saying: The hair is pulled up.

Li Heng raised his finger with difficulty and pointed. "Pull it up a bit more, it's a bit messy now."

Is it messy? Huang Zhaoyi subconsciously looked toward the rearview mirror and realized that after rushing on the road, her hair was indeed messy, and the rubber band had loosened by several circles.

Steadying her mind, Huang Zhaoyi wrapped both hands behind her head and, just like that, in front of him, first untied the rubber band, then took out a comb from her bag and combed her hair again.

Her movements were very elegant, full of aristocratic atmosphere, flowing like clouds and water, with extreme ornamental value. Before long, she skillfully pulled her hair up, giving people the feeling of a cluster of green leaves mixed in a cluster of flowers, very bright.

After tidying up her hair, she put away the comb and looked at him again after pondering for a while.

The gazes collided in the narrow space, and an indescribable aura arose, as if indicating many things in an instant.

She asked softly: "How is it now?"

Li Heng suppressed the dryness in his heart and said: "Quite good, your swan neck is the most perfect I've ever seen, the lines are soft, the collarbone is fascinat..."

Halfway through the sentence, he stopped and didn't say it. This damn desire still filled his entire brain, making his speech a bit mindless.

Huang Zhaoyi seemed to see through his self-contradiction, thought for a moment, and asked with rare courage, "Then, do you like it?"

At this time and place, in the wild with no people, in a narrow space with limited room, when he was about to be unable to control his carnal desires, these words were full of temptation, full of guidance, as if adding a fuse to the nuclear bomb that was about to explode, undoubtedly very fatal!

Huang Zhaoyi wasn't dissolute, nor was she frivolous, but rather, knowing that in this situation, instead of shrinking back in guilt, it was better to do something for him?

Or, from Hongkou to Jing'an, seeing him so uncomfortable, she had been struggling ideologically all the way, doing her own ideological work, trying to persuade herself.

Honestly speaking, in the dead of night, she had fantasized more than once about sleeping in the same bed with him, fantasized more than once about the scene of them making love.

Even a few times when she couldn't hold back, she would think of him while solving it herself in the shower.

For this man, she was willing. Whether it was her heart or her body, she was willing to give it to him without a hint of hesitation.

And the reason she struggled like this today was actually because she didn't want to spend the night with him in this way.

The reason was very simple, because he was unwilling at this moment, was angry, and perhaps even had complaints. If she took the initiative to throw herself into his arms in this situation, it would be very difficult to explain clearly. She was afraid he would misunderstand, misunderstand that she had set the trap today, misunderstand that Liu Yue was instructed by her.

She knew that no matter how she washed away the suspicion, as long as he thought in this direction, she would never be able to wash it clean. Therefore, she made the painful decision to stay away from him.

She would rather never have him than let him think she was despicable.

During the self-ideological struggle, when the car drove away from the main road to here, it meant she had already made a decision.

Since she had already made a decision, she wouldn't cover it up anymore and simply be free and easy for once.

Right or wrong, if he hated her, after tonight, she would never appear in his world again, never bother him again.

A sentence "Then do you like it?" completely detonated the heart lake, completely detonated the deep-water bomb, and completely blew open a hole in his desire.

Instantly, his desire found a flood discharge port, rushing over like ten thousand horses, Li Heng swallowed his saliva with difficulty, restrain! Restrain! Restrain until he collapsed directly after a long while, and reached out his hand.

(End of chapter) ===== CHAPTER 374 =====

Suddenly, his desire found a floodgate, rushing toward him like a vast army. Li Heng swallowed with difficulty, restraining himself! Restraining! Restraining until, after a long while, he collapsed and reached out his hand.

(End of chapter)