Chapter 232: I Temporarily Lost Her
Ruoruo has never known my family background; to avoid scaring her, I simply let things take their natural course and didn't say much more about it.
She still cannot remember who I am.
Even though I often play the movie "Love Letter" in front of her, she still cannot remember.
She even thinks I have a family in America, or a lover in Beishi.
This little girl always thinks the worst of things.
She doesn't believe she can receive the best things; when something good happens to her, she assumes it is a conspiracy.
This romance of ours is both sweet and, at the same time, leaves me feeling a tiny bit helpless.
But what can you do about the little girl you love? You can only cherish her well.
That time, when I explicitly told her I wasn't gay, that I was a normal man, and kissed her, she fled in a panic and hurriedly signed up for an activity to Xijiang, lasting for a whole month.
I was nearly angered to death.
But as soon as she left, my heart was constantly preoccupied with her.
While resenting her, I also started posting on my social media feed.
I never used to post on my feed, but I wanted her to know my situation.
As far as I know, Ruoruo isn't someone who likes to post on her feed either, but she also started posting, and so, with great tacit understanding, we both posted every day about what we were eating and what we were doing.
This world seemed to turn sweet all of a sudden; even the white clouds in the sky tasted like cotton candy.
I often hugged my phone and giggled; if her post was a little late, I would become extremely anxious and worried, fearing that something had happened to her over there.
As it turned out, something really did happen.
The day she suffered from altitude sickness, once I learned the situation, I immediately dispatched a plane to bring her back.
I saw her again.
Separated for a month, seeing my beloved girl again, I could hardly hide my excitement.
Yet, in front of her, I still maintained my damn restraint.
After her altitude sickness, Ruoruo was delirious.
Upon waking, she thought she was dreaming; she praised me for being handsome, even more handsome than the Four Heavenly Kings, and wanted to take a photo with me, and even touched my muscles. At that moment, my mood exploded with joy; this feeling of being in love is just like a roller coaster, rising and falling.
In this world, only Ruoruo can sway my mood.
During the two days she was sick, I insisted on taking care of her in the hospital, carrying her to the restroom, wiping her body, and feeding her porridge.
Taking care of the girl I love is not tiring at all.
Perhaps she felt my love; after being discharged, while I was cooking in the kitchen, she took the initiative to hug me tightly from behind and even said she wanted to give herself to me.
At that moment, I could no longer restrain myself; all my strength was waiting to erupt, so I turned around, hugged her, and kissed her fiercely.
Perhaps it was because the kiss was too forceful, causing her fear, but she bit me again!
……
However, our relationship had made progress, one could even say it had advanced by leaps and bounds.
I started taking her traveling, eating the same biscuit; we went fishing, kissed by the rocks at the seaside, and she finally stopped biting me.
She even really wanted to give herself to me.
But looking at her "death-defying" expression, I knew she wasn't actually ready; she just felt that I wanted it and felt guilty in her heart.
Yet, the more I refused, the more guilty this woman felt.
Until that time, when I returned from Beishi and we had a small friction.
She thought I had someone else in Beishi and was suspicious of everything.
I finally could not hold back and decided to possess her completely.
Once there was a first time, there was a second; we finally had that kind of life like a normal married couple.
Ling Feng says that for many girls, once you possess them, the girl changes from a "white moonlight" to a "mosquito blood."
But it is different for me with Ruoruo.
She changed from my white moonlight into my goddess; every minute and every second, I long to possess her.
……
During the Chinese New Year of that year, Ruoruo seemed to remember something.
She suspected she had had a first love.
She even went to look at the lake from time to time.
I was very excited at the time; I hoped she could remember me. If she could remember me, she would surely know why I wanted to marry her, and she would surely know that she is very worthy of everything she has now, and that this "flash-marriage" husband of hers is sincere toward her.
But she didn't.
She thought she liked someone else, and then, Meng Ze appeared.
At first, I didn't know about this person, Meng Ze.
Because I believed Ruoruo would not do anything to wrong me.
Moreover, at that time, I was handling matters regarding the Second Branch.
The people from Second Uncle and Second Uncle's branch were never satisfied and never knew how to be grateful; they thought everything they received was taken for granted. In the past, out of family affection, Grandfather always tried his best to satisfy their needs, and the result of this was raising a bunch of ingrates.
On one hand, I tried to find ways to sever the ties between the Second Branch and the company, and on the other, I filled the loopholes they had created.
However, I was still negligent.
I didn't expect that the people from the Second Branch hated me to such an extent that they even wanted my life.
I don't know how long I lay in the hospital.
But what sustained me to keep living during that time was Ruoruo.
I had finally managed to possess her; I absolutely could not die like this. I had to wake up, wake up to see her, and hold her.
If I weren't around, how much suffering would that little scatterbrain Ruoruo have to endure?
I do not know how much time passed, but I woke up.
In fact, during the time I had not woken up, my mind was still clear.
I knew that the people from the Second Branch were still trying to find ways to stir up trouble, and right now, Ruoruo was holding things down at the company all by herself.
I discussed it with my mother: we would not make the fact that I had woken up public for now, but instead let Ruoruo continue to charge ahead and take the heat, while I operated from the shadows to drive the Second Branch out of Baiyin in one fell swoop.
We succeeded.
Ruoruo knew I had woken up long ago, and she did not blame me.
It is just that her relationship with that kid Meng Ze has grown deeper and deeper.
Because Meng Ze is her savior.
Moreover, at the time, I did not realize that Meng Ze would accompany Ruoruo for so long!
……
Getting to know Mengyusi and becoming friends with her was perhaps the most blind I have ever been in my life.
Actually, Meng Siyu and I were not that close; she hung out with Ling Feng at first, then later got familiar with Leizi, and naturally joined our little group.
She talked the most with Ling Feng and Leizi, and because of that, she knew many things about me.
However, I did not expect that she would reveal the things I had done in the past to Ruoruo.
Perhaps this is the karmic relationship of the world; whatever a person has done, it can never be hidden forever.
Ruoruo had already found out that I was the one who harmed her father.
Although I did not do it intentionally, I did not reach out to help back then, which led to her father losing his last straw, so this is my retribution.
I have temporarily lost Ruoruo.
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