Chapter 242: I Have Temporarily Lost Her
Ruoruo has never known about my family background, and so as not to scare her, I simply let things take their natural course and didn't say much more about it.
She still cannot remember who I am.
Even though I often play the movie "Love Letter" in front of her, she still cannot remember.
She even thinks that I have a family in America, or a lover in Beishi.
This little girl always assumes the worst.
She doesn't believe she can receive the best things, and when something good happens to her, she assumes it is a conspiracy.
This relationship of ours is both sweet and, at the same time, leaves me feeling a tiny bit helpless.
But what can you do about the little girl you love? You can only cherish her well.
That time, when I explicitly told her that I was not gay, that I was a normal man, and kissed her, she fled in a panic and hurriedly joined an activity to Xijiang that lasted for a month.
I was nearly angered to death.
But the moment she left, my heart was constantly preoccupied with her.
While resenting her, I also started posting on my social media feed.
I had never posted on my feed before, but I wanted her to know my situation.
As far as I know, Ruoruo is not someone who likes to post on her feed either, but she also started posting, and so, with a tacit understanding, we both posted every day about what we were eating and what we were doing.
This world seemed to suddenly turn sweet again; even the white clouds in the sky tasted like cotton candy.
I often hugged my phone and giggled; if her post was a little late, I would become extremely anxious and worried, fearing that something had happened to her over there.
As it turned out, something really did happen.
The day she suffered from altitude sickness, once I learned of the situation, I immediately sent a plane to bring her back.
I saw her again.
Separated for a month, upon seeing my beloved girl again, I could hardly hide my excitement.
Yet, in front of her, I still maintained my damn restraint.
After her altitude sickness, Ruoruo was delirious.
After waking up, she thought she was dreaming; she praised me for being handsome, even more handsome than the Four Heavenly Kings, and wanted to take a photo with me, and even touched my muscles. At that moment, my mood exploded with joy; this feeling of being in love is just like a roller coaster, full of ups and downs.
In this world, only Ruoruo can sway my mood.
During the two days she was sick, I stubbornly insisted on taking care of her in the hospital, carrying her to the bathroom, wiping her body, and feeding her porridge.
Taking care of the girl I love is not tiring at all.
Perhaps because she felt my love, after being discharged from the hospital, while I was cooking in the kitchen, she took the initiative to hug me tightly from behind and even said she wanted to give herself to me.
At that moment, I could no longer restrain myself; with all my strength ready to burst forth, I turned around, hugged her, and kissed her fiercely.
Perhaps it was because the kiss was too intense, causing her fear, but she bit me again!
……
However, our relationship had made progress, one could even say it had advanced by leaps and bounds.
I started taking her out to travel, eating the same piece of biscuit; we went fishing, embraced and kissed by the rocks at the seaside, and she finally stopped biting me.
She even really wanted to give herself to me.
But looking at her "death-defying" expression, I knew she wasn't actually ready; she just felt that I wanted it and felt guilty in her heart.
Yet, the more I refused, the more this woman felt guilty.
Until that time, when I returned from Beishi and we had a small friction.
She thought I still had someone else in Beishi and was suspicious of everything.
I finally could not hold back anymore and decided to possess her completely.
Once there was a first time, there was a second; we finally had that kind of life just like a normal married couple.
Ling Feng says that for many girls, once you possess them, the girl changes from a "white moonlight" into a "mosquito blood."
But it is different for me with Ruoruo.
She changed from my white moonlight into my goddess, and I crave to possess her every minute and every second.
……
During the Chinese New Year that year, Ruoruo seemed to remember something.
She suspected that she had had a first love.
She even went to look at the lake from time to time.
I was very excited at the time; I hoped she could remember me. If she could remember me, then she would definitely know why I wanted to marry her, she would definitely know that she is very worthy of everything she has now, and that this flash-marriage husband of hers is sincere toward her.
But she didn't.
She thought she liked someone else, and then, Meng Ze appeared.
At first, I didn't know about this person named Meng Ze.
Because I believed that Ruoruo would not do anything to wrong me.
Moreover, at that time, I was dealing with matters regarding the Second Branch.
The people in the Second Uncle's and Second Uncle's branch were always insatiable and never knew how to be grateful; they thought everything they received was taken for granted. In the past, out of family affection, Grandfather always tried his best to satisfy their needs, and the result of this was raising a bunch of ungrateful wretches.
I was trying to find a way to sever the ties between the Second Branch and the company, while simultaneously filling the loopholes they had created.
However, I was still negligent.
I didn't expect that the people in the Second Branch hated me to such an extent that they even wanted my life.
I don't know how long I lay in the hospital.
But what kept me alive during that time was Ruoruo.
I had finally managed to possess her; I absolutely could not die like this. I had to wake up, wake up to see her, and hold her.
If I weren't around, how much suffering would this little confused Ruoruo have to endure?
I do not know how much time passed, but I woke up.
In fact, during the time I had not woken up, my mind was still clear.
I knew that the people from the Second Branch were still trying to find ways to stir up trouble, and right now, Ruoruo was holding things down at the company all by herself.
I discussed it with my mother, deciding not to make the fact that I had woken up public yet, but instead letting Ruoruo continue to charge ahead and take the heat while I operated from the shadows to drive the Second Branch out of Baiyin in one fell swoop.
We succeeded.
Ruoruo knew I had woken up long ago, and she did not blame me.
It is just that her relationship with that kid Meng Ze has grown deeper and deeper.
Because Meng Ze is her savior.
Moreover, at the time, I did not realize that Meng Ze would accompany Ruoruo for so long!
……
Getting to know Mengyusi and becoming friends with her was perhaps the most blind I have ever been in my life.
Actually, Meng Siyu and I were not that close; she hung out with Ling Feng at first, then later got familiar with Leizi, and naturally joined our little group.
She talked the most with Ling Feng and Leizi, and because of that, she knew many things about me.
However, I did not expect that she would reveal the things I had done in the past to Ruoruo.
Perhaps this is the karmic relationship of the world; whatever a person has done, it can never be hidden forever.
Ruoruo had already found out that I was the one who harmed her father.
Although I did not intend to, I did not reach out to help back then, which led to her father losing his last straw, so this is my retribution.
I have temporarily lost Ruoruo.
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