Chapter 230: Love Is

Qiao Suisui hugged Zongfang's neck and buried her face in his neck.

Zongfang smiled and patted her back gently, holding her like holding a child.

"You're already a mother of children, and you still love to cry so much."

Qiao Suisui rubbed her eyes and asked him: "Why don't you ask me why I suddenly died and came back to life?"

Whether it was him or Ka'er, if she didn't say it, they wouldn't ask.

Actually, Zongfang had been avoiding this topic.

He pecked her lips hard and warned: "You are not allowed to say that word."

"Which one, d..."

Before the sound of that word was even made, she was kissed hard by the man.

Zongfang's tongue hooked her tongue, his large hand supported the back of her head, constantly deepening this kiss. It wasn't until he kissed her until she was a bit out of breath that he reluctantly let her go.

"You are not allowed to say it in the future."

"Got it."

She sat on his lap, shook her white little legs, turned her eyes, and probed: "Actually, I don't belong to this world."

Zongfang was not surprised, but his hand tightened subconsciously.

"I know."

"You know?"

Now it was Qiao Suisui's turn to be surprised.

Zongfang hesitated for a few seconds, gently stroked her hair, and slowly opened his mouth: "It was Sikesaisi who told me. He said that when he first saw you, you couldn't speak the language here, and you were very unfamiliar with this world, but you didn't look like you were raised in captivity at all. You have your own opinions, ideas, and courage, and even many qualities that females here don't have, and you don't have the temper of being pampered since childhood, so he guessed that you lived a life in another place that we couldn't imagine at all, but for some reason, you accidentally came to our side."

Qiao Suisui was completely stunned.

She seemed to suddenly understand why Luka had always had no sense of security—because he knew from the beginning that she didn't belong here, and he was afraid that one day she would return to the world that belonged to her, but he had never shown it in front of her.

How many days and nights had Luka been anxious about this? And which moments of being together had he hidden all his anxiety, always tolerating her and caring for her with stable emotions?

Zongfang saw her tears rolling down like broken pearls and gently wiped them away for her. He knew that mentioning this would make her sad again, but avoiding this topic was not a solution.

Qiao Suisui cried and said: "So Luka thought I would never come back, so..."

Zongfang shook his head, kissing her tears over and over again, and said softly: "No. I asked him in the seventh year after you left." At that time, Luka had probably committed suicide more than a dozen times, and every time he pulled himself back when he was almost stepping into the line of death. His suicide and self-rescue repeated for many years, until even the people around him were tired of persuading him.

At that time, Laiboli was angry that he was irresponsible for doing this, not even considering Suisui's children, and fell out with him.

Zongfang himself had no intention of paying attention to anyone other than Qiao Suisui, but thinking that the child was the continuation of her bloodline, he finally couldn't bear it and went to see him once.

That was Sikesaisi he had never seen before. He had no emotions, no expressions, as if he were just a corpse. At the same time, he could talk to you normally. Although he didn't say much, you clearly knew that the person in front of you was alive.

That shocking and contradictory feeling was too strong, so much so that Zongfang couldn't forget it.

"You don't have to seek death over and over again. Since you know she doesn't belong to this world, maybe she will come back for you or me."

Sikesaisi just sat quietly. After a long, long time, so long that Zongfang thought he wouldn't open his mouth, he heard his hoarse voice: "I'm just blaming myself."

Zongfang was startled, "What?"

"I was right by her side, but I didn't notice she stopped breathing." Luka's gaze was scattered, and he closed his eyes tiredly. "She definitely didn't want to leave on her own. Before she fell asleep, she even asked me to wake her up... She said it, she couldn't bear to let me wait, it was me, it was me who didn't protect her well..."

Everyone thought Sikesaisi was a weak martyr who abandoned his children just to free himself.

But Zongfang knew that he was not seeking death in this way, but was trying to find a way to her world in this way.

It was just that the last time, Sikesaisi himself might not have expected that he would end his life there.

Zongfang couldn't tell her such a cruel truth, because that was basically equivalent to peeling her heart apart, which was a secondary injury.

He kissed Qiao Suisui and said: "Qiaoqiao, if you want to go back to the past to save him, go ahead, because I know that no matter which version of me it is, I am the one who loves you the most." "So no matter where we are or when we meet, it won't change the fact that I only love you."

Qiao Suisui hugged Zongfang tightly with tears on her face, and at this moment, she gained infinite courage.

If the Zongfang at this time had to say something to the Zongfang of the past, he thought he would tell himself at that time that love is not just possession.

Love is an existence that makes people feel warm and fulfilled. It is not just desire and passion, but a lasting seeing.

Love is that no matter what is in front, you choose to face it with her, instead of blocking directly in front of her.

Love is that you are willing to patiently understand her heart, and understand why she has the current emotions.

Love is that when you see dissatisfaction in the relationship, you are still willing to accept and tolerate, instead of trying to change her.

Love is that you are willing to make concessions and sacrifices for her happiness, because her happiness is your happiness.

Love is that when you are together, even if you don't speak, you feel at ease and satisfied.

Love is that you believe in her, no matter what the situation is, she will return to your side.

The next day.

Qiao Suisui said goodbye to Zongfang, just like going out as usual. Neither of them had too many emotions, because they both knew they wouldn't lose each other.

But after Ka'er learned of her decision, he insisted on disagreeing.

"I'm going back with you." His expression had never been so serious.

Qiao Suisui explained patiently to him for the fifth time: "Time rewind only works on me. Ka'er, I'm just going back to the period when Anubis and I were locked in the water prison, to make a tiny change. I promise, it won't affect us."

Ka'er covered his ears: "The me of yesterday and the me of today are already different. What do you guarantee with? What if you think the me of more than ten years ago is cooler and dislike the current me?"

Qiao Suisui couldn't laugh or cry.

"You are also very cool now."

"The young me is cooler."

"It's true that each has its own merits."

"Look, look, you admitted it. You just like the past me."

Qiao Suisui couldn't win the argument, turned her eyes, and hooked her finger at him.

Ka'er frowned, unhappy, hugged his arms and said: "What, don't think that just because you smile so beautifully, you can seduce me."

Qiao Suisui put away her smile in the next second and glared at him. Ka'er walked over dejectedly.

She stood on tiptoe and whispered in his ear: "Do you want a little leopard?"

Ka'er's ears turned red instantly, but he was still stubborn: "Bribing me?"

"Don't want it? Then forget it."

Qiao Suisui turned and left, only to be pulled back by the man and rubbed into his arms.

"I don't want a little leopard, I only want you. I warn you to love me well, and don't leave without saying goodbye again."

Ka'er hugged her tightly, buried his head on her shoulder, and already had a sobbing tone: "I'm waiting for you and Summer here."

Qiao Suisui:?

"Who is Summer?"

Ka'er wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes pretentiously and said in a very ordinary tone: "Oh, Summer is my daughter who hasn't been born yet."

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