Chapter 75

After returning home, Qin Huai clicked on the illustrated guide again and clicked on the dream in Chen Huihui's illustrated guide.

Dream: 0/0 (Click to view text version)

After clicking, it was a text version that was so long that it couldn't be slid to the bottom. Qin Huai scanned the front roughly and found that it was indeed the text version of the dream he saw, without pictures, but very thoughtful with text explanations.

Maybe it was because Chen Hui Niang had completely failed to cross the tribulation and completely dissipated, Qin Huai couldn't even see her memories.

Luan bird, also known as Xuan bird, Qing bird, has five-colored patterns, and when seen, the world is peaceful; it is the messenger of the Spring God and has the symbol of auspiciousness.

It is also the public's traditional understanding of the Phoenix.

It is also a divine bird; in a sense, the reputation of the Luan bird is much better than that of Bifang.

Unfortunately, Chen Hui Niang's luck was not good. When she crossed the tribulation for the first time, the feudal dynasty had not ended. She was a beautiful woman alone outside, and what she attracted was often not kindness.

When the granary is full, one knows etiquette; when clothes and food are sufficient, one knows honor and disgrace.

The naive Luan bird gave her blessings to people in suffering, but what she got was not a kind return.

The rescuer reported her divinity to the local wealthy family in exchange for a reward. The wealthy family let the servants catch her, put her in a cage, and sent her to local officials as a precious gift.

Local officials sent it up layer by layer, and finally this gift representing auspiciousness was sent to the nobles in the capital.

The nobles didn't want her blessings, they wanted longevity.

The Luan bird might be a powerful divine bird, but she is the messenger of the Spring God, the embodiment of kindness and peace; her divine power is all used in giving and helping, not like Bifang who can spit fire to spray the other party to death.

The nobles peeled her skin, cut her meat, let her blood, made her into exquisite dishes, refined her into precious pills, and in the midst of swallowing clouds and fog, laughter and laughter, accompanied by the beautiful dream of longevity, they ate the Luan bird clean.

Chen Hui Niang's inner demon is very simple, her obsession stems from hatred.

She hated herself for clearly helping others with kindness, why did she only get endless pain and torture.

Since then, the Luan bird began reincarnation again and again.

She was still kind, still weak, still beautiful, but never got the kind return she wanted.

She experienced natural disasters, man-made disasters, wealth, poverty; she had been the daughter of a high official, a poor girl in a farming family, the only daughter of a merchant, and even the rebellious daughter of a rebel.

She went through five reincarnations and finally became Chen Hui Niang in her last life.

In this life, she is no longer beautiful, but she still hasn't lived very well.

She is still kind, but she will carefully wrap up her kindness.

She is still smart, but she will make herself not so obvious.

Perhaps after forgetting everything, she has learned how to be a human, but her essence is still a Luan bird.

As the messenger of the Spring God, God's favorite, she met the last straw handed to her by God.

When she was about to starve to death, she met Chen Huihong, who was really not used to being a human for the first time, muddled and ignorant but lucky.

The muddled Chen Huihong didn't recognize that Hui Niang was also a spirit. The two fled together, one secretly learning, one secretly guarding, and finally became roommates, living a peaceful life.

The half year living in Beiping City was not the most wealthy life Hui Niang had lived in six lives, but it was her happiest life.

Perhaps the times have really changed; in the same place, the nobles who once stood high above and ate Hui Niang clean have long since become withered bones, and Hui Niang, who has long forgotten everything, works hard in the girls' school.

She will still get malice, disdain, dislike, and calculation from others, but she also got the kindness, care, and help she hadn't received before.

Girls' school students sometimes saw her thin and small, and stuffed her with a steamed bun they didn't like to eat.

The shopkeeper of the second-hand shop would remember that she had always been thinking about buying pig head meat to taste, and specially picked the time when pig head meat was cheap to tell her, letting her seize the time and not miss it.

The pharmacy clerk would remember that she was the maid of the crazy lady, remember her name, and greet her when she carried a bamboo basket to buy food.

Chen Huihong would insist on asking her what she wanted to eat before going out for a stroll every day; after getting the answer of black-faced steamed buns, she would always not bring them, but would bring back sweet food like candied haws, sugar figures, and honey date cakes that she thought were delicious.

The obsession gradually disappeared, and the divine power slowly recovered.

It's just that Hui Niang didn't notice.

Her true awakening was before she was dying, the moment Chen Huihong held her hand.

She had reached out to others for help countless times, she had shouted "save me" many times, she had said "why" countless times, but she had never received a response, and had never received even a trace of kindness when she needed help most.

The moment Chen Huihong held her hand, she felt Chen Huihong's guilt. The strong guilt almost wrapped her up.

She wanted to say to Chen Huihong: Sister, don't be sad, you are the best person to me in this world, even if you are not a human at all, you are the best.

But she was going to die.

Her consciousness began to dissipate, her eyes began to blur, her brain began to be unable to control her limbs, but some things began to gradually clear up.

She was clear and chaotic at the same time; she looked at Chen Huihong and called her "Mom."

When she had residual memories, she always tried to please her mother, because mothers always love their children selflessly.

Maybe she was unlucky and didn't meet such selfless love, but the more she didn't have it, the more she longed for it. At the end of her life, when her consciousness was most dissipated, Hui Niang hoped from the bottom of her heart that Chen Huihong was her mother.

This way she would tell herself, no matter how unfortunate life is, mother loves you.

Hui Niang's life was about to disappear.

She muttered, saying the delirium at the moment she truly realized that her mother didn't love her at all.

Chen Hui Niang died, but the Luan bird woke up.

The Luan bird, who had successfully crossed the tribulation, saw Chen Huihong looking at Hui Niang's corpse blankly, silently closing the window, laying Hui Niang flat, wiping the blood on her face, and changing her into her own cotton clothes that had no cotton but looked very beautiful.

She saw Chen Huihong sitting quietly on the chair without eating melon seeds, waiting for the clerk to come to deliver medicine and ask him how Hui Niang was, and then said lightly to the clerk that she was already dead.

The Luan bird knew that Chen Huihong had failed to cross the tribulation.

She woke up, but the price was Chen Huihong's failure.

The Luan bird could not accept all this.

She gave up her success that was within reach and used all her divine power to make a blessing for Chen Huihong.

She will meet her again in the life when Chen Huihong has the best chance to wake up, without an afterlife, truly losing her memory.

She doesn't know if she is the straw that saves Chen Huihong, but she hopes she is.

At the end of the text is the Luan bird's confession.

【Before crossing the tribulation, seniors always told me that the Luan bird would harm herself because of her excessive kindness, and told me not to follow in the footsteps of those losers.

I don't believe it, but the seniors might not be wrong.

But kindness is not wrong either.

Sister is even more not wrong.

I cannot exchange her dissipation for my success in crossing the tribulation.

I cannot accept it.

Instead of being her sister or maid, I would rather be her daughter.

Perhaps I am not her straw, but one straw is too inconspicuous, sister is so muddled, two will be more conspicuous.

I am Chen Hui Niang, and also Chen Huihui.

Perhaps Mom will never know.

But I hope she can be happy.】

Qin Huai finished reading all the text silently and sniffed.

Glancing at the time, he called to ask Huang Xi if there were any fresh chickens in the canteen suitable for boiling chicken soup.

Isn't it just chicken soup, boil it!

Isn't it just heat control, practice it!

He doesn't believe that A-grade chicken soup noodles can't be made.

He is someone with the Luan bird's blessing.

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