[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"origin-an-improper-monster-girl-s-transformation-diary":3,"chapter-an-improper-monster-girl-s-transformation-diary-an-improper-monster-girl-s-transformation-diary-chapter-418":6},{"origin":4,"title":5},"chinese","An Improper Monster Girl's Transformation Diary",{"chapter":7,"nextChapterSlug":19,"prevChapterSlug":20,"totalChapters":21,"novelImage":22},{"id":8,"novel_id":9,"title":10,"slug":11,"index":12,"content":13,"wordcount":14,"created_at":15,"updated_at":15,"volume":16,"translator":17,"content_hash":18},2312347,4517,"Chapter 418: The Succubus Who Longs for Love (Requesting Subscriptions)","an-improper-monster-girl-s-transformation-diary-chapter-418",418,"\u003Cp>“Flora, are you still dreaming that foolish dream?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Amid the steaming mist of the Sulfur Lake, the succubus Lilith curled her tail tip around a cluster of cerulean flame, playing with it between her fingers.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Hot magma flowed slowly across the ground, staining the depths of her eyes with crimson.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She smiled faintly, crushing the flame in her hand, then turned her gaze—drenched in desire—toward the figure seated on the distant cliffside.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“...”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The small figure now ignored her approach, head bowed, silently flipping through the book in her hands.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The book was worn, not a grimoire, merely an ordinary mundane volume with no special value.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yet it was treated with great care, held in the small figure’s hands as if it were a precious treasure.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>For it was an exceedingly rare volume in the Abyss—a guide to the customs and folkways of the mortal world.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith glanced at the book and sneered.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Tch.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She sat beside Flora, tilting her head to look at her, teasing: “Don’t tell me you’re still fantasizing about escaping from here?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Only after Lilith sat beside her did Flora finally lift her gaze, murmuring, “Mm.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Yes, that’s exactly what I intend to do.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Then she returned her eyes to the book and added softly, “And this isn’t fantasy.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Hiss!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith scoffed, slapping her hand down on the book and sneering, “Still fantasy? This is pure fantasy!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“You don’t seriously believe a demon like you or me could receive any kind of fair treatment in the mortal world, do you?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Upon uttering the word “fair,” Lilith’s disdain deepened; she sneered at Flora’s calm expression. “What’s that look for? Did I say something wrong?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“If this isn’t fantasy, then what is?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Our little fledgling is still so naive—she’s forgotten her own nature, still yearning for 【love】. Hehe~”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>If Lilith’s expression had merely been disdain when mentioning “fair,” it was now pure revulsion at the word “love.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Deep, visceral loathing.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>As if her body had broken out in goosebumps from sheer disgust.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora’s reaction, however, was the complete opposite—her expression remained serene, and she gave a slight, noncommittal shake of her head.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She neither affirmed nor denied Lilith’s mockery.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora had no desire to argue over this. They had exchanged this same dialogue countless times before.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Since neither could convince the other, further debate was pointless.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>So she said nothing, choosing to ignore the sharp topic entirely.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But this indifferent, unshakable expression only further enraged Lilith.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Hah!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith sneered, “Isn’t this ridiculous? A succubus like you, yearning for 【love】?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Does that word even fit you?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Succubus and love?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Hah!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The tall succubus laughed coldly, speaking with exasperation: “You don’t actually believe those stories in those books, do you?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Those romance novels? Where lovers of vastly different status break through societal barriers and unite at last? Pfft!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“What nonsense.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Flora, remember your identity! You’re a fallen succubus—not some holy nun!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>They were succubi.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Fallen demons feared and despised by countless mortals.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Do you really think anyone would ignore your identity? See you as anything other than a succubus?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Impossible! No such person exists,” Lilith declared firmly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Such a person could not exist.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Even if you prove your thoughts, convince them you’re different from other succubi, it won’t change a thing.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Believe me—in their eyes, you’re nothing but a convenient toy, easy to take and use for their own desires.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>What treatment would a succubus who longs for love receive?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It’s not hard to imagine.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>To mortals, succubi are terrifying beings that steal life.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But to true powerhouses, succubi are weak—mere convenient playthings—and most succubi enjoy this role.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Whether in the Abyss or in the towers of powerful mages, they are all kept as pets.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>When succubi prey on the weak, they themselves are exploited by the strong.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This is the fate of a succubus.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“No one will ever trust you. They will never believe a demon!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“They’ll only summon holy knights and use every means to drive you out, destroy you!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith kept talking, muttering incessantly: “You’ll only be hurt again and again, used and discarded over and over.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Until finally, at that moment, you’ll realize I was right all along!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>After Lilith spoke for a long time, Flora finally responded—the last flicker of hope in her eyes slowly faded.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“...Lilith.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her calm voice made Lilith fall silent.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora closed the book and set it aside, looking at Lilith with disappointment, speaking softly:\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I once thought all the other sisters were foolish, but I believed you might understand me.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>As two rare outliers among succubi who loved knowledge, Flora had once seen Lilith as a kindred soul.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But later, she realized she was wrong.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Aside from a few minor similarities, they were fundamentally different in almost every way.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>They were, in fact, complete opposites.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith was a product of evil and chaos—no different from any other succubus.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith was a standard succubus: she craved to vent her desires upon others.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>And she also enjoyed being used as a vessel for others’ release, savoring the process.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora had thought she’d found a friend, but in the end, she still differed profoundly from Lilith.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora remained alone.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I once held hope for you—but now I see it was only my own delusion.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora looked at Lilith with regret and shook her head: “You’re no different from them.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Crack!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith’s tail lashed out violently, slamming into the ground like an iron whip, carving a deep crater.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Flora! You’re no different from us!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Facing Flora’s disappointed gaze, Lilith did not retreat; she struck back with mockery: “We’re all creations of the Abyss—how noble do you think you are?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>What makes you different?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Aren’t we all succubi?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“You’re right—I am a succubus. I’m not noble. But unlike you, I at least know what I want,” Flora replied calmly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Unfortunately, this did not convince Lilith.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“What you want? Still this 【love】 of yours?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The alluring succubus burst into laughter, retorting: “Do you really believe anyone will truly love you?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Besides, your 【love】 is nothing but deception!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She rejected Flora’s view entirely, even despising it.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I need only flick my finger to make any man fall in love with me—obsessed with my beauty, utterly entranced by me.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I can bewitch him into giving me everything—money, dignity, even his life!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“But is that love?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I don’t love him. To me, he’s merely a toy I can control easily.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“And what he loves is only my body and appearance.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“All I do is amplify the suppressed desires in their hearts, giving them an outlet.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“He’s simply surrendered to his own lust.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith spread her arms, radiating her allure, which dissolved into a pink wave spreading outward.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“And what I can do, you can do too!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This was the succubi’s innate ability—Seduction Qi.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Such potent spiritual energy was like the strongest aphrodisiac; even without inhalation, mere contact would awaken the deepest desires within a soul.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Without sufficient willpower, mortals would swiftly submit, becoming their slaves.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith stared at Flora and asked slowly: “Is this the love you crave?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Is this the love you hope for?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>After being attacked for so long, the silent Flora finally responded.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“...No.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She shook her head, speaking softly: “The love I crave isn’t as shallow as you say.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I’ve never desired love.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Or rather, not just love.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But Flora offered no further explanation to Lilith.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>They wouldn’t understand anyway; there was no point in explaining further.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I hope someone will love me, and that I will be able to love others.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I don’t merely crave being loved—I more truly wish to be able to give my love to others.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Rather than being loved for her charm, Flora longed to resist this chaotic instinct and gain the ability to love others.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>After speaking, Flora hesitated, then added: “And there will surely be someone who can resist this corrupting spiritual energy, loving me for who I truly am, not for my mystical allure.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>After hearing Flora’s response, Lilith frowned, ceasing her mockery, and asked with a strange expression: “Do you really believe such a person exists?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora nodded.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“They must exist.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She took a deep breath, her tone calm yet firm: “Such a person will exist.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Though Flora herself felt some doubt, she was willing to believe in this possibility.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>If chaos infinite could give birth to a creature like herself, then somewhere in this world, there must be one who could ignore her corrupting allure.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She would surely receive love.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“...”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith narrowed her eyes and silently studied Flora’s gaze.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora did not look away, meeting her gaze openly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The two remained silent, staring at each other, neither speaking.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>After a long while, Lilith broke the silence first.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“...Ah.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She shook her head, sighed, and asked softly, her mood low: “Have you truly decided? Are you really leaving?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Mm.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This time, Flora’s mood was low too, but she still nodded firmly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I’m leaving this place.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I step out of the abyss to wander the mortal world.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith smirked, no longer mocking her naivety, and asked: “Will you come back?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Maybe, maybe not,” Flora replied.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Both knew the future could not be guaranteed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Perhaps Flora would find her answer after wandering, and return home in peace.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Or perhaps she would encounter danger during her journey and be purified by some unknown Holy Knight.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>In the end, Lilith simply stepped aside, clearing the path to the outside world, and tossed Flora a bag filled with mortal wealth.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She did not stop her.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Or perhaps Lilith had already said everything she meant to say, in her own way.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora offered no thanks or apology; after taking the bag, she turned and walked away.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yet as Flora walked farther and farther, Lilith, left standing there, could no longer hold back and called out: “Flora!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora’s ears twitched, but she did not stop walking.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She had decided—she would no longer pause for anyone’s words.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“You’re so confident!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“But your childlike, flat figure—no one will ever love you!!!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“They all like big—ones!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora: ?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora, always silent and composed, finally reacted—she whirled around and shot the other a furious glare.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Hahaha!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Lilith laughed merrily at Flora’s furious expression.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She squeezed her own chest with both hands, winking and shouting: “Like me—get even bigger!!!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora: !!?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Hmph!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She snarled: “Shut up, you tasteless things!!!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“What’s so great about big?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Small is cute too!!!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>After glaring fiercely at the sister she could no longer decide whether to call friend or foe, Flora spun around and stormed off in a huff.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>As she finally left, Flora turned back one last time, watching Lilith kick the tattered scripture off the cliff.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“...”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>In the end, she silently withdrew her gaze.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora left.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Afterwards, she chose to flee the abyss alone.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>To this day, she has never returned.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“...”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Flora didn’t know why she had remembered this distant past again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But it didn’t matter—it wasn’t the first time.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Since I’ve remembered this again, it seems I’ve fallen into chaos once more.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>In the chaotic dream, she narrowed her eyes and pondered.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Then what comes next...?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>For some reason, she suddenly recalled a boy.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Will he be there?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>(End of Chapter)\u003C\u002Fp>",1854,"2026-06-20T12:31:07.945Z",1,"Qwen3-Next 80B","003214b46d585ee4cab570bd6fec3f072d5a7237013a241bc661cb4d1cc52c34","an-improper-monster-girl-s-transformation-diary-chapter-419","an-improper-monster-girl-s-transformation-diary-chapter-417",453,"https:\u002F\u002Fnovelzhen.com\u002Fimages\u002Fcovers\u002Fan-improper-monster-girl-s-transformation-diary-cover.jpg"]