Chapter 393: You Are the Most Special One

"One in front, one behind?"

The girl blinked her eyes, slowly revealing an expression characteristic of Hu Liena, a look of suspicion.

"Hey, hey, hey, this time I really wasn't thinking about anything messy!" Qin Jian's expression was very aggrieved.

Seeing him like this, the girl suddenly wanted to laugh again.

"It has been such a long, long time since you spoke to me in this tone... I had almost forgotten how you were at the very beginning when you wanted me to be your older sister..."

She suddenly reached out and touched Qin Jian's cheek.

"Ah, this is the feeling!"

Qin Jian suddenly looked up and said, "I was wondering why I always felt like someone was touching me back then, so it really was you!"

The girl gave a soft laugh: "Who told you to always say you didn't know what it felt like for humans to touch each other, so I used my Spirit Sense to satisfy your wish."

Qin Jian was expressionless: "How could a touch from Spirit Sense be the same as in reality? I think you just wanted to touch me."

"Just as you said, a Spirit Sense touch doesn't feel like much, so why care so much?" The girl smiled slightly.

Qin Jian rolled his eyes: "Who knows what kind of special hobbies you have..."

"Alright, let's get down to business..."

The girl turned her back: "If you want a strong sense of immersion, do it yourself."

Qin Jian looked at her slender back with silver hair hanging to the ground, suddenly feeling a bit nervous.

Why is there suddenly a feeling of violating a goddess...

"What's wrong with you?"

Discovering that Qin Jian had not moved for a long time, the girl turned her head in confusion.

"Nothing..."

Qin Jian put away his strange mood, took two steps forward, walked behind her, then stretched his hands through her slender waist, tilted his head slightly, rested it lightly on her shoulder, reached his hands to her lower abdomen, and slowly hugged her tight...

For a moment, it was quiet.

Although both were consciousnesses, they would both mentally fill in the current sensations; at least for Qin Jian, this was extremely close to a real embrace.

"Qin... Qin Jian..."

The girl's voice suddenly came from in front of him: "I... I feel... a bit strange..."

Qin Jian blinked: "Where is it strange? Haven't you never hugged anyone before? You shouldn't feel anything at this time, right?"

"Theoretically speaking, that is the case; I truly cannot imagine what an embrace feels like..."

The girl tilted her head slightly, almost pressing her face against Qin Jian's, who had his head resting on her shoulder: "But what I couldn't imagine was only the physical contact. In our current close relationship, what I feel is not just the actual touch, but... the feeling in my heart..."

She turned her head back to the center, and the voice that came through carried a clear sense of bewilderment: "No wonder those women all like being held by you; this feeling... is really... special..."

"It is..."

Qin Jian hugged her tighter, tilted his head slightly, sniffed the faint fragrance by her ear, and whispered: "An embrace is the most magical contact between a man and a woman. It is not as obviously lustful as a light kiss; it symbolizes intimacy more. That is why one gets tired of kissing, and one gets tired of doing that kind of thing, but people who truly love each other will never get tired of hugging..."

"You guy... you really live up to being a Love Flower... knowing so much about this kind of thing..."

Her voice suddenly carried a hint of lemon: "You've experienced many women, so you understand more and more, is that it?"

Qin Jian still held her, only whispering in her ear: "Many times, emotions are uncontrollable. I am naturally emotional, and sometimes I wish I could be more dull, could become colder, so that I could easily break up with them, and only pursue for the sake of the God Trial..."

"If there were no God Trial, would you still have so many entanglements with them?" the girl suddenly asked.

Qin Jian was slightly startled, then felt a bit lost: "I don't know... I really don't know... Perhaps I wouldn't have been so proactive in provoking them, but the fate between people is truly hard to explain. No one knows if there would have been other messy things binding me and them together without the God Trial."

"Do you not want me to have entanglements with so many people?" he suddenly asked.

The girl gave a soft 'hmm' and said: "Although I don't know what emotion is, or what it feels like to like someone or fall in love with someone, you are indeed the most special one to me. I have always hoped that you could stand side-by-side with me and face the enemies of the future together."

"It's a pity that, as you said, this world has its own fate in the dark. Regardless of whether there is a God Trial, perhaps you would have become entangled with these women anyway..."

She said somewhat dejectedly: "That year, I watched you descend from the sky, watched the rules different from this world gradually undergo Fusion within you, and watched your Ten Thousand Year growth. I thought you and I would eventually stand side-by-side, but I didn't expect the natural evolution after the rule Fusion would be like this. The Love Flower main body combined with the God Trial rules is like endowing you with special fortune..."

"I will always stand by your side."

Qin Jian suddenly said earnestly: "No matter what, I will be by your side and won't let you face the difficulties of the future alone."

The girl shuddered slightly, then slowly turned her head to meet the gaze of Qin Jian, whose head was resting on her shoulder.

Her lack of life experience made her unable to clearly distinguish the meaning contained in Qin Jian's eyes at this moment, so she could only ask in a low voice: "Am I the most important one in your heart?"

Qin Jian: "..."

But then the girl couldn't help but shake her head and smile: "I didn't expect I would ask such a boring question. I really have been watching too much gossip while staying with you..."

Her intelligent mind told her that asking such a question would only make Qin Jian uncomfortable. Moreover, in her own heart, she still only regarded him as a companion, not a partner, so why ask such a question?

As for whether it was a companion or a partner, at least at this moment, she firmly believed it was a companion.

"You are the most special one."

Qin Jian suddenly spoke, causing the girl's body to stiffen again.

"You are the most special one..."

Qin Jian repeated it again, the look in his eyes very clean: "I am very afraid of loneliness. I am naturally extremely in need of emotion and intimacy. Those Ten Thousand Year of life were my most painful times. It was Xiao Wu, and it was you, that made me not so lonely..."

His eyes were full of nostalgia: "If it weren't for you two, I might have gone crazy long ago, and then perished by my own hand during some Heavenly Tribulation..."

"Do you remember? During the first Heavenly Tribulation, I almost didn't make it through. You thought that was because I lacked experience, right?"

Qin Jian gave a bitter smile: "Actually, it wasn't. I just... didn't want to live anymore at that time..."

"Wasn't there a little Rabbit keeping you company?" the girl suddenly asked.

Qin Jian shook his head: "Her? She can't talk, she only knows how to water, rub against me, and act spoiled... I couldn't truly communicate with her at all... To be honest, I still don't know which nerve of hers was misaligned that she had to water me..."

He murmured: "So, that year, when you spoke to me with your Spirit Sense for the first time, that voice like a clear spring was, to me, like salvation..."

(End of chapter)