Chapter 599: Am I Crazy

"You have never done me wrong..."

"So... I also have no right to make demands of you..."

Qian Renxue murmured, many emotions changing wildly in her eyes, and reason was also fighting for control.

"I feel that I am pitiful... so I demand that you Sacrifice yourself to compensate me..."

"This kind of demand... am I... crazy..."

Qin Jian said again: "Actually, that day, when you asked me to help you deal with Bibi Dong, I felt something was wrong, but because of certain reasons, I still trusted you very much, so I only took you to experience the life of an ordinary girl, hoping to bring you some beauty..."

"If you could live with Ling'er and the others for a few months, perhaps your psychology, which is heading toward the extreme, would be turned back..."

"But..."

He shook his head: "In the end, I failed to do it..."

"Your heart has already been filled with hatred, your brain has already been driven by possessiveness, from that moment on..."

Qin Jian closed his eyes: "We had already headed down diverging paths."

Qian Renxue lowered her head, silent for a long time.

"Qin Jian... she... is really like me..."

Bibi Dong, leaning in Qin Jian's arms, suddenly spoke.

Although she was heavily injured, after this period of control, speaking was no longer an obstacle.

Looking at Qian Renxue, her gaze was very complex.

Especially seeing her pained, desperate, and bewildered appearance, the softness in her heart was quietly touched, causing her gaze to become a few degrees gentler.

After all, with that kind of relationship between them, she could not truly treat Qian Renxue as an opponent.

"Yes... she is very like you..." Qin Jian said in a low voice.

Bibi Dong pursed her lips and suddenly said: "Qian... Xue, Xue'er..."

Qian Renxue shuddered all over, looking at her in disbelief.

"Xue'er..."

The first sound was slightly hesitant, but the second sound was much more fluent.

Bibi Dong looked at her and said in a low voice: "I am very sorry... arranging for you to go to the Heaven Dou Empire back then was considered a tacit understanding between me and the Elder Hall... but I truly never thought about how painful it must have been for you, at such a young age, to live in such a vortex..."

"It was my fault..."

Qian Renxue raised her head and stared at her blankly, as if she could not believe these words were coming from her mouth.

"I have never taught you, so I cannot criticize your current behavior too much..."

Bibi Dong continued: "But what Qin Jian just told you is right. You can think about it carefully. Just like me back then, only after losing something do you understand what is most precious, and only after losing something do you know what you truly care about..."

"The days ahead will be very painful for you, but do not go to extremes. You must think for yourself and walk out of it yourself..."

She said sincerely: "Only when you truly think it through yourself can you truly find liberation from the past. Your life is still very long..."

"But I only want Qin Jian!" Qian Renxue suddenly said.

Bibi Dong's cheek twitched imperceptibly: "You have already completely broken up. What you need to do now is to pull yourself together, summarize your experiences, and live your future life well."

"I won't!"

The stubbornness in Qian Renxue's eyes made even Bibi Dong feel a bit startled: "The person I have set my heart on, I will never change for my whole life!"

"Didn't you also do it once? Won't you teach me?"

She suddenly had a flash of inspiration: "You let him accept you again, you must have a way to teach me, right?"

Bibi Dong: "..."

"As long as you teach me, I will forgive you." Qian Renxue said again.

The bit of maternal affection Bibi Dong had just felt was now all fed to the dogs.

First of all, she didn't want to teach this at all, and even if she could, how would she teach it? Was she supposed to let her find an opportunity to ply Qin Jian with alcohol and then consciously guide him to break through their relationship?!

"Don't even think about it. How could something that is already broken ever be restored to its original state?"

Bibi Dong's beautiful eyes flickered, and she said earnestly: "Xue'er, many things and many people, once missed, are missed. No matter how reluctant you are, no matter how much you cannot let go, you must learn to accept it. This is true growth."

"Heh, preaching big principles?"

Qian Renxue gave a cold laugh: "In the end, you just don't want to give him to me, that's why you're making excuses."

Bibi Dong glared at her: "I was the one who came first, why should I give him to you?!"

"Aren't you guilty toward me? Shouldn't you compensate me?" Qian Renxue glared back.

"Who uses their own man to compensate someone?! Besides, what is our relationship? Have you really lost all sense of shame?!" Bibi Dong continued to glare.

Qian Renxue did not give up either: "You're so old and you don't feel ashamed, what am I afraid of!"

A direct personal attack; this could not be tolerated.

"Aren't you older than him too? Everyone is the same, who is nobler than whom?!"

Bibi Dong and Qian Renxue glared at each other, hurting each other.

The style of the situation gradually became bizarre...

Qin Jian: "..."

Everyone: "..."

This kind of thing was truly a rare sight in a lifetime; even Qian Daoliu had never seen it.

"The face of our Spirit Hall has been completely lost by the two of you..."

The wrinkles on Qian Daoliu's aged face deepened even further.

Facing the current situation, he only felt powerless.

The original plan was quite good: use Bibi Dong to develop and strengthen the Spirit Hall, while simultaneously grooming Qian Renxue to take over.

But now, because of one Qin Jian, it had reached the brink of splitting apart; it was simply a joke!

"Saying we are a disgrace?"

Bibi Dong sneered: "Tracing the source of all this, isn't it all caused by that scumbag son of yours?"

Qian Daoliu frowned: "Even if Ji'er was at fault, he didn't truly do anything, and instead paid with his life for it; is that not enough?"

"Old thing, get this straight: he paid with his life because he provoked Tang Hao. Furthermore, did he really not do anything? Then where did she come from?" Bibi Dong pointed at Qian Renxue.

"It was merely borrowing your talent; it's not like you gave birth to her, so that doesn't count for much," Qian Daoliu said.

Qian Renxue keenly sensed something was wrong: "What are you talking about? I wasn't born of her?"

Qian Daoliu frowned, but finally decided to tell the truth: "Xue'er, you only inherited the talent of Bibi Dong and Ji'er."

Qian Renxue shuddered all over and slowly clenched her fists: "So that's how it is... no wonder... no wonder Qin Jian doesn't care..."

Her first reaction upon learning this news was a sense of loss, because the only blood tie in her heart had also vanished.

But very quickly, her thoughts began to drift toward other messy places.

"Since it's this kind of relationship... then... she and I cannot be considered to have that kind of relationship..."

Qian Renxue suddenly looked up at Qin Jian: "Actually, she and I could be together?"

A thought suddenly drifted through her mind, and without thinking, she asked it out loud: "Qin Jian, if I can accept being with her, can you forgive me?"

Qin Jian, Bibi Dong: "..."

Everyone: "..."

Once the words were out, even she herself was stunned.

She, who most wanted to possess Qin Jian alone, how could she suddenly have such a thought?

It really is...

Am I crazy?

(End of this chapter)