[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"origin-brand-new-life-online-rise-of-the-goddess-of-har":3,"chapter-brand-new-life-online-rise-of-the-goddess-of-har-brand-new-life-online-rise-of-the-goddess-of-har-chapter-11":6},{"origin":4,"title":5},"english","Brand New Life Online: Rise Of The Goddess Of Harvest",{"chapter":7,"nextChapterSlug":20,"prevChapterSlug":21,"totalChapters":22,"novelImage":23},{"id":8,"novel_id":9,"title":10,"slug":11,"index":12,"content":13,"wordcount":14,"created_at":15,"updated_at":16,"volume":17,"translator":18,"content_hash":19},530468,783,"Chapter 11 Dreams","brand-new-life-online-rise-of-the-goddess-of-har-chapter-11",11,"\u003Cp>-----\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I found myself inside a hospital room. This room… It was quite familiar.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Of course, how could I forget it? It was the hospital where I gave birth to my beautiful daughter.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I felt her warm little body in my arms.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>That moment when I gave birth to her… it was very painful.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Many times I felt like I was about to die… But when I finally got her in my arms, as she cried loudly? I couldn't feel any happier.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I think it was the happiest moment in my life. Even more than when my husband proposed to me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>My precious little Elena… She was so small, and wrinkly like a raisin.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But she was the most precious thing.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"She's so beautiful…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>My husband at my side smiled warmly, as he caressed her cheeks gently while she was being breastfeed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Isn't she? I am glad she's healthy… Hahh… I am so tired…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"You should rest for now,\" he said. \"The doctors say that women are the most delicate after giving birth, you need some good rest.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"How can I rest when I have this precious little treasure in my arms? I just can't…\" I sighed. \"I want to be awake all night just admiring her…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>My husband smiled warmly, as he kissed me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Thank you for bringing her into our life,\" He said. \"It was hard, but you did it well… You're really a hard worker…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Well, thank you for being at my side,\" I said. \"Now you have to prepare to clean poopy diapers, haha!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Ugh, You're right…\" he sighed. \"But for her? I would do anything…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"So how do we name her?\" I asked.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I… I want to name her after my grandmother… who died some years ago…\" said my husband. \"Elena… Is it possible? Is it okay for you?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Elena… Hm! I like it… Let's name her Elena then,\" I said. \"I'll name her Julia like my young sister…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Julia, I remember her too,\" said my husband. \"I am sure that she's in God's embrace now.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Me too…\" I sighed. \"Me too…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Elena Julia then. Two beautiful names from two wonderful women…\" said my husband. \"I'm sure she's going to grow up into a healthy and nice girl… I can't wait to see her grow up.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Me too, we are up for a ride…\" I said. \"We have to prepare well for everything…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Yes, But with you at my side…\" he said with a faint smile. \"I am sure that we'll get through anything.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Aww… Dear…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I love you…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I love you too…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Ah…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It was all a dream.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I woke up at 9 AM due to the alarm clock and it seemed that things were back to normal.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Did I really have a dream about that time I gave birth? Maybe missing my little girl was really making me remember some old memories…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Sigh…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I looked at the other side of my bed, as I found it empty. I slowly moved to the side and hugged the pillows there.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This side was where my husband used to sleep at.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Now that I was sleeping all alone… it feels so empty.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Maybe… I should get a smaller bed?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But I cannot really bring myself to move aside the bed where he used to sleep with me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I closed my eyes and breathed in slowly. I buried my face into the pillow. His scent… still lingered here and smiled sadly. I've washed the entire bed by now but… this single pillow I hug every morning? I have kept it well clean, and all… but… I have not washed it because I fear that the last remaining part of him would fade away from my life if I do.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I didn't want that…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I wish you could have lived a bit longer.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I missed you so much…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Something warm trickled down and I soon realized that tears spilled down my cheeks.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Ah, I was crying again… I was such a crybaby…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Okay! Time to wake up! No more crying!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I jumped out of bed and quickly went to the bathroom, and washed my face with some cold water, and cleaned my tears in the process.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I looked into my face in the mirror. Brown skin, emerald eyes, long brown hair… were there some fine lines? Not yet. But I could see that I was not really as youthful as before… I really am not.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I was slowly growing older and older.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Life is so delicate… it all fades away in an instant.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I have to live my life better and get my relationship fixed with my daughter. I didn't want to die with regrets.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Ah… Why was I crying again?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Sigh…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I washed my face again and then decided to take a warm bath to relax.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It had only been five years since he went away, but it still felt like it was yesterday that he was sleeping at my side, hugging me, kissing me, loving me…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I just wish… I wish I could feel his warmth once more… even a little bit more.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The warm water slowly washed away my depressive thoughts, as I ended up crying some more while taking a shower.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>My mother always called me a crybaby… I always cried for everything, and even now, after growing so old, I was still crying.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I wish I could be a bit like in the game and have strength. The strength to move forward…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>What would you do in this situation, Julian? I guess if it was me the one that passed away… Well, maybe you would be the same as I am.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>We were really inseparable…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Ah…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Knock, knock.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Oh? Who is it?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Wrapping a towel around my body, I walked outside my room and looked into the window to see who it was. It was my daughter who came… with her friend?!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She came with her friend!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Ah! S-Shit! I have not even gotten clothes!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>And where are her keys?!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Mom? Moooom!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>My daughter began to call my name.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I think she's sleeping, it is like nine AM after all, Elena…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"But my mom always wakes up super early…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Hm… Well, don't you have a key? Just take it out of the backpack, sloth.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Ugh… okay…\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I walked towards the door before my daughter would open it, even if I was half-naked, I had to do it!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"H-Hello, I was taking a shower, dear… Oh, Anna! Welcome…\" I said.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Eh? Mother you're half-naked…\" sighed Elena.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I was taking a shower!\" I cried.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"G-Good morning, Lady Elayne…\" said Anna. Her face was red as her gaze took note of my body.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Good morning, dear! Come here,\" I said, a tad embarrassed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But then I brushed it off as I kissed my daughter's cheek and then pecked Anna's cheek. The little Anna was a beautiful red-haired girl with blue eyes. She had been my daughter's friend since she was around twelve, so I was quite fond of her at this point.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Mom, I told you she was coming through the phone… You never read anything,\" said Elene.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I-I was asleep just a bit ago! Give me a break…\" I sighed. \"Let me change into some clothes and I'll prepare you girls some breakfast, okay? Anything you want!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"No, we'll go out in a bit,\" said my daughter.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Eh?!\" I cried.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Come on, Elena, let's enjoy your mother's breakfast. My mom never cooks me anything…\" Anna sighed. \"You're so lucky to have a mother that makes you tasty food. I've tasted the lunch boxes you got, they're so tasty!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Sigh… Okay…\" Elena quickly gave up to her friend's request.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Oh my, I am so happy you like my food, Anna. If you want I can make a second lunchbox for you, so Elena brings it to you!\" I said.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"W-What? Seriously?\" she asked. \"But that… isn't the food money?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"What? It doesn't matter! I always end up with some food leftover that I have to either refrigerate or eat myself, I prefer to give it to you rather than grow fatter than I already am,\" I said. \"Now girls sit there for now, I will come back in a second!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Okay, we'll wait for you, lady Elayne!\" said Anna.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"You're way too clingy with my mother…\" said Elena.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"What's wrong? Jealous? If you don't take advantage of such a good mother, I might end up stealing it from you, hehe…\" giggled Anna.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Don't joke with stuff like that,\" said Elena.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Geh… in the mornings you're always so dead serious…\" sighed Anna.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I heard the girls talk about stuff. It seemed that even Anna found my daughter overly serious all the time. I am glad she was not like that only with me, but at the same time that also worried me…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I quickly moved back to the bath and finished bathing, washed my hair and then quickly got some clothes while drying my hair with a hairdryer.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I swiftly wore some sandals and went to the kitchen to cook something for the girls who were sitting there discussing about… the game.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Elena, have you reached Level 200 yet? You're so slow…\" said Anna. \"I am already Level 200, and I unlocked the new leveling area… Hehe, my pet evolved just now, so the Phoenix is even stronger. She just gained the ability to take a humanoid form now!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Huh, Beast Tamers must have it easy…\" said my daughter. \"Unlike you, I have to train very hard to gain my EXP…\" My daughter closed her eyes in a dignified manner.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Of course, they had no idea that I also played the game, so I had to pretend I didn't know what they were even talking about.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"You girls… What are you talking about? A game?\" I asked.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"It's nothing,\" said my daughter.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Yeah! New Life Online! We have played it a lot since you bought the console from Elena!\" said Anna.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Anna! Stop answering anything my mother asks you…\" sighed my daughter.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It seemed that my daughter didn't like to share this info with me for some reason. Perhaps she felt a bit embarrassed or something?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Oh, so you're enjoying that game, isn't it? So what are your names in the game? Did you pick some random name? I can't believe there would be someone really called after my daughter there, right?\" I asked. This was my perfect opportunity to know my daughter's nickname.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I tried to ask it in the most casual manner as I began making pancakes batter, Anna was so attentive she quickly answered.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"My in-game name is Clementine, and Elena's name is… Haha, wait for it…\" said Anna.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Wait! Don't…\" muttered my daughter.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"She's named Dark Reaper… Very edgy.\" said Anna.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Dark Reaper? Why did you choose such an eerie name, dear?\" I asked and glanced over my shoulder. I smiled. \"You could have just used Julia or something!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I can name myself however I want in the game… it also fits my race…\" said my daughter angrily. She took a deep breath and then sighed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Oh, what's your race?\" I asked.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"She's a—!\" muttered Anna.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Okay stop! Don't tell her everything, it's so embarrassing…\" said Elena.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Geez. Okay, okay… Sorry,\" said Anna.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"W-Well, you don't have to feel forced…\" I sighed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>At the very least I got her name now!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>-----\u003C\u002Fp>",1891,"2026-05-30T13:43:56.217Z","2026-06-01T04:31:21.864Z",1,"novelbin.me","4898ab658da08fc514ecd7094f17c7b44e4e8cb678a0ce243c4325f9fab03c63","brand-new-life-online-rise-of-the-goddess-of-har-chapter-12","brand-new-life-online-rise-of-the-goddess-of-har-chapter-10",1918,"https:\u002F\u002Fnovelzhen.com\u002Fimages\u002Fcovers\u002Fbrand-new-life-online-rise-of-the-goddess-of-har-cover.jpg"]