Chapter 180: On a Clear Day, Requesting a Week of Sick Leave

Requesting a week of sick leave

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Protagonist:

Shaowei

Liu Qi

Sorry everyone, I went to the hospital this afternoon, and the leave I need to request this time will probably take about a week.

Perhaps it's because I recently hadn't fully recovered from a cold, and under heavy psychological pressure, when I stayed up late last night organizing the plot, the backend received a comment from Qyue saying this book of mine was AI-written. At first I didn't pay it any mind, feeling it was pure nonsense and unreasonable quarreling, and not wanting to provoke conflict, I directly deleted that comment.

But the other party left another message giving a low rating, one after another, including personal attacks questioning me, stating with certainty that I used AI to cheat money, saying my previous book "Chang'an Hao" also had AI traces, and her basis for judgment was: it looks and feels different from my previous books.

Yes, not a single character of evidence, and she judged it just like that.

Not allowing me to regress or progress, or have any new attempts and changes in writing, otherwise it's AI.

I asked her to produce more evidence, I demanded to confront her with my daily handwritten drafts and detailed outlines, she didn't reply, didn't apologize. When I said her repeated messages harassing me caused slanderous harm, and I considered pursuing it to the end, she secretly deleted the posts, but still stubbornly claimed she just didn't want to deal with me anymore.

This kind of small matter, in the past I would at most complain to friends about it, and along the way I've experienced quite a few malicious reviews, but perhaps precisely because I've poured excessive emotion into this book, writing it excruciatingly slowly, often breaking updates because of it and blaming myself, my emotions affected, so when it suddenly exchanged for such completely baseless malicious slander, I found it very hard to immediately regulate my emotions, and so I couldn't sleep all night, repeatedly thinking about the absurd self-vindication, and by daytime up to now I still haven't been able to fall asleep.

I kept telling myself I hadn't done anything wrong, to stop this unreasonable emotion, but it was useless, and only then did I realize my emotional regulation function had a problem, the good mindset I prided myself on had gone who knows where.

My body also gave a reaction, a very large lump suddenly appeared on the right side of my neck, causing severe dizziness, I went to the hospital for examination at past four in the afternoon, it was a neck lump infection, the doctor said it was probably the cold virus and emotional pressure affecting me, happening to collide together. The cold virus originally would also affect emotional nerves.

Now I have to take anti-inflammatory medicine, have to lie down and rest, if the medicine doesn't work, perhaps I'll have to do a minor surgery.

Recently I've been telling friends continuously, writing several consecutive books with strong emotions including "Sui Nian Lai Yi", I truly feel the mental investment and consumption is too great, whether there can even be a next new book is unknown.

The birth of "Feng Qing Ri" originated from my spiritual connection with Shaowei, having perfected outline after outline and detailed outline after detailed outline, now there are only four hundred thousand plus words left, no matter what I will complete her well, treat her as my last work seriously, even if it has to be a bit slower now, I also don't want to leave any regrets.

Originally I just wanted to simply request sick leave, the reason I'm telling everyone these things is because I've always been very grateful for everyone's support and tolerance, when I feel pain from writing, everyone's support has always been my spiritual pillar, if not for these beautiful and powerful affirmations, I fundamentally couldn't have persisted in writing until now.

So I feel I must also give everyone a complete account and notification.

Also apologizing to everyone again because of the update issues.

Temporarily requesting a week of leave, if recovery is fast, then I'll resume updates as soon as possible, thank you everyone and blessings to everyone.