Chapter 119: You Make Me Feel Disgusted

Evening, Lanwan City People's Hospital, VIP ward.

Qin Father and Qin Mother accompanied Su Yichen for most of the day, and were now driven home by Qin Haobei, along with Xiao Shiliu. Su Yichen was now the only one left in the ward.

The door was pushed open with a "creak," and a thin, handsome man suddenly appeared at the door.

Su Yichen frowned.

"It's you?"

Su Yichen walked into Su Yichen's ward, then turned to close the door, his cold voice full of concern:

"Xing'er, how are you feeling? Is there anywhere else you feel uncomfortable?"

Su Yichen rolled her eyes inwardly and said coldly:

"Dr. Su, I'm not your patient, am I? Breaking into a patient's room without permission, aren't you afraid I'll press the button now and call the nurse over?"

Su Yichen pursed his lips helplessly.

"Xing'er, you misunderstood. I came today because there is something I want to return to you."

"Return something? What thing?"

Su Yichen took a deep breath, his eyes full of pain, and then carefully took out a diary from his white coat.

The cover of the diary had a cartoon drawing of a "little pony unicorn," and next to it was the name written by Su Yichen herself.

"Xing'er, this... do you remember? This was handed to me by Dean Wang personally, asking me to keep it for you. Three years ago, I went to Sozali to find you, just to return this to you, but unfortunately... I couldn't find you that time... Now, I am returning this to you."

Su Yichen frowned, looked carefully at the diary in Su Yichen's hand, and recognized that it was indeed the diary she had written during her time at the welfare institute.

However, she did not take it.

"You said three years ago, you went to Sozali? Just to return this to me?"

Su Yichen didn't know that three years ago, three men had gone to Sozali.

"Yes, not long after you left, I discovered... discovered that you were missing a kidney, and only then did I know what you had experienced in prison! I immediately applied for the International Medical Team project, and went to the same 203 camp as you. It's just, it's just... I was one day late, just one day late, and could only watch helplessly as you were, were..."

Thinking of what happened three years ago, Su Yichen choked with pain.

"No need to say more."

Su Yichen coldly interrupted Su Yichen's words. She had long since not wanted to recall what happened three years ago.

"Keep the diary or whatever, I don't want it anyway. Dr. Su, you can leave now."

Hearing Su Yichen's cold and heartless answer, Su Yichen only felt as if his heart was being pressed painfully by a large stone, and even breathing was very difficult.

"Xiao Yi, I know you hate me, but I came today to formally say I'm sorry to you, I'm sorry! I failed your sincere heart, I failed the love and trust you once had for me. It wasn't until I read this diary that I knew what a stupid thing I had done! I knew how deep the harm I caused you was... Xiao Yi..."

"Don't mention the past anymore!"

Su Yichen scolded angrily, her amber eyes filled with cold determination: "Dr. Su, how many times do I have to tell you, I am Shen Xingyao, not your childhood sweetheart Xiao Yi. I have long forgotten the past."

"You say, you forgot?"

Su Yichen sneered "hehe" twice. The next second, he gritted his teeth, and then raised his hand to pull down the collar of his white coat.

On his fair, thin chest, there was a black and white tattoo:

"Even this, you forgot?!"

Seeing Su Yichen suddenly unbutton his chest like a madman, Su Yichen instinctively took a step back, frowned, and looked—what was tattooed on it seemed to be a painting?

The tattoo was tattooed exactly on Su Yichen's left chest, directly above his heart.

At first glance, the tattoo pattern was very childish and ugly. Looking closely, the tattoo used immature strokes to draw a little boy in a suit and a little girl in a wedding dress. The background behind them was a church, white clouds were floating in the sky, and several white pigeons were flying...

"Su Yichen, what on earth do you mean? This is a public place, please put on your clothes." Su Yichen said impatiently.

"Heh, what do I mean? Xing'er, don't tell me you forgot, this is a painting you drew yourself on the last page of the diary!"

As he spoke, Su Yichen took the diary, opened the last page, and pointed at the handwriting with bloodshot eyes:

"This is Brother Yichen, this is... Xiao Yi, this is the handwriting you wrote yourself!"

Su Yichen pursed her lips unhappily...

No wonder this drawing was so ugly, it turned out she drew it.

She had been bad at drawing since she was a child.

How could someone take her drawing and turn it into a tattoo? Simply sick!

"So what? Just a casual drawing, do you really take such a boring thing seriously?"

A sad and sarcastic smile curled at the corner of Su Yichen's mouth:

"Heh, boring? Xing'er, do you know how I spent the last three years? Every night, in countless dark nights, I would lie on the bed alone, put my hands on my heart, above this tattoo, and keep imagining the scene in the tattoo, imagining that I was marrying you in the church, only then could I fall asleep."

Su Yichen suddenly raised his voice and roared, "Because only in this way can the heart under the tattoo continue to beat!"

"I can continue to live!"

Hearing Su Yichen's "affectionate" confession, Su Yichen felt both amused and helpless.

To be honest, she really didn't expect that Su Yichen, such a rational, calm, and emotionless engineering straight man, would play such a tragic and ridiculous clown after she passed away.

"So what?"

Su Yichen sneered.

"Dr. Su, how you can continue to live has nothing to do with me, and I don't want to hear it."

Su Yichen gasped for breath, walked to Su Yichen's side, held Su Yichen's hands, and knelt in front of her with a "thump." His lake-blue, bottomless eyes hid endless sadness and earnestness:

"Xing'er, the future you once longed for in your diary, let me return it to you, okay? I will use the rest of my life, all my time, and everything I have to make amends to you! This time, let me love you, okay?!"

Seeing Su Yichen's crazy appearance, Su Yichen only felt troubled. She decisively pulled her hands out of Su Yichen's grip and said with determination:

"Su Yichen, I admit, I liked you, and I once longed for a future with you. But the Xiao Yi who liked you was killed by your own hands. The day you stepped into court, the moment you betrayed me for your career and your future, that Xiao Yi was already killed by you. What qualification do you have now to stand in front of me and say such things?

"Su Yichen, I will never forgive you, let alone be with you again. You can go, I really don't want to see you again. A profit-seeking villain like you only makes me feel disgusted!" ===== CHAPTER 120 =====