Chapter 251

"I didn't say anything."

"Mm, don't say any more—they couldn't bear it. If they knew, they'd feel guilty for the rest of their lives."

Chen Fan said, "The person still had one breath left, and there were signs of struggling in the dirt. I wiped them away. If those few people found out, they'd be sad for a long time."

"Aren't you going to be sad?"

"No. I did my best, and mistakes—everyone makes them. If I let myself be sad, how could I keep working as a forensic doctor in the future?"

Old Liu nodded and gave Chen Fan a piece of candy.

Chen Fan returned to his room. Zhang Xinyu helped Chen Fan take off his clothes. Chen Fan sat on the edge of the bed and lit a cigarette.

He cursed himself. Damn it.

Zhang Xinyu didn't know how to comfort him and could only stay by Chen Fan's side.

"Deduction is useful sometimes, but I don't have any."

Zhang Xinyu said, "I don't know how to comfort you."

"Actually, with that amount of bleeding and those wounds, that woman had slim chances of surviving. I calculated the distance—sending her to the hospital wouldn't have actually saved her. But still, there's a knot in my chest."

Zhang Xinyu took Chen Fan's hand and slipped it inside her clothes.

"How about we do something else to take your mind off it."

Chen Fan said, "Tell me, tell me—is it possible that if I'd noticed the first time, she could actually have lived?"

This was a false proposition, because reason told Chen Fan that even if he had noticed the first time, this person still couldn't have survived.

But in his heart there was always a tiny bit of hope, hoping that if he had noticed, the knowledge he possessed could actually have saved her.

But in the end, whether his knowledge could have saved her—who knows?

That night, Zhang Xinyu stayed with Chen Fan.

A person's emotions get magnified endlessly on overcast, rainy days. If this emotion isn't dealt with, a person will become very low, and their mood will be terrible.

Just like before, the question Qin Ming asked—when a man is in a bad mood, who does he talk to?

Actually, there's no one he can tell. No one cares about what's on a man's mind.

There was something Zhang Xinyu could have said back then to refute Qin Ming.

Actually, the people who love you, the people who care about you, will sense what's inside your heart.

It's just that most men are unwilling to believe one thing—that in this world, there are people who will love them without holding anything back.

They believe in love, but never believe that love will fall onto themselves.,

Qin Ming opened his notebook and looked at the cases he had organized.

He wrote down a sentence.

"We're all trying our best, but we always feel frustrated when we fail after trying. But don't doubt yourself, and don't deny yourself, because this frustration represents that your heart is truly kind. Only kind people will forever feel regret."

Tomorrow, the sunlight will come, and self-blame will forever be hidden deep within the heart.

This is the unsolvable problem a forensic doctor always faces.

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