[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"origin-extra-s-death-i-am-the-son-of-hades":3,"chapter-extra-s-death-i-am-the-son-of-hades-extra-s-death-i-am-the-son-of-hades-chapter-137":6},{"origin":4,"title":5},"english","Extra's Death: I Am the Son of Hades",{"chapter":7,"nextChapterSlug":20,"prevChapterSlug":21,"totalChapters":22,"novelImage":23},{"id":8,"novel_id":9,"title":10,"slug":11,"index":12,"content":13,"wordcount":14,"created_at":15,"updated_at":16,"volume":17,"translator":18,"content_hash":19},418177,682,"Chapter 137: Unending Despair","extra-s-death-i-am-the-son-of-hades-chapter-137",137,"\u003Cp>Neo woke up in the hall with a gasp.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The years he spent in the vision were but a moment in reality.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He clutched his heart.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"What… what was that?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"The beginning of the Age of Gods.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"It was the first battle between the Almighty Godking, Zeus, and the Father of Time, Kronos.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Neo was shaken to the core.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The third vision showed him things beyond his wildest imagination.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He was not in a different world.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This was his world, just far into the future after the Apocalypse arrived.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Now, the question.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Did Kronos do the right thing by killing Melinoë?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Before you make a decision, let me tell you Kronos lost his family — his friends who were like brothers to him — in the Apocalypse brought by Melinoë.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"It might sound cliché, but Kronos did not kill her out of a sense of justice.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He wanted revenge for his brothers.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Neo bit his lips.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Kronos — Francis — did it for Neo and Klein's sake.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He wanted to say Kronos was correct.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>However, Dios' emotions would not let him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The Sphinx chuckled.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Seems like you are not shocked by the fact that the Gods were once mortal, but by the vision itself.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Was the pain of Great God Zeus too much for you?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It continued to speak.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Then, do you think Zeus made the right decision by protecting his sister even though she caused the death of billions?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Don't forget Zeus killed an entire city in mad rage.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Sphinx watched with curiosity as Neo was torn between the choices.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Rationality or his emotions.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Kronos or Zeus.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Neo was shivering.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Just when Sphinx thought Neo was about to crumble, he raised his head.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Hey, you fucking bitch.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He stared at the Sphinx.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Start the fourth vision.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Are you sure about that?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The Sphinx saw through Neo's fake bravado easily.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Even I don't know what is in the fourth vision nor can I know.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"The Akashic Records will show you your personal despair.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The Sphinx continued, amused.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Barely anyone comes out unscathed from the fourth vision.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Do you really want to enter it?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"You might just end up losing yourself.\" the Sphinx explained.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Yes, I want to enter the fourth vision.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"If that is what you wish.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The Sphinx knew Neo would agree.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>They always agreed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Always.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Neo flipped the pages of the diary.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 1: I'm ….. the last …. of Hades. More …. people are …. I …. to talk …..\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 2: …. losing …. the Clans …. no longer …. ]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A lot of content of the dairy was scribbled over in what seemed like made rage.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Only a few words were intelligible.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The pages were crumbled and a bit damp.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 48: …. my fault …. we defeated …. I couldn't …. ]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He continued to flip.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The number of empty pages continued to increase as he went deeper.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 72: … strong … overwhelmingly ….. everyone …. falling ….. ]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 125: We lost.]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 498: Not ….. alive ….. I alone ….. along…. ]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 1013: I want to die.]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 1014: I want to die. I want to die.]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 1015: I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 1016: I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The dairy entries suddenly stopped.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>There was nothing no matter how long the man flipped.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Just when it seemed there were no more entries on the dairy's pages, he reached written pages.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 3679: …. tried everything …. Immortal … can't…. ]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 3680: Please, let me die.]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 4115: … child of lightning … decapitated …. his .... still fights …. I …. last …. alive.]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The man stopped flipping through the diary.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>As if he knew it was the last entry.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He opened the last page and wrote a new line.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>[Day 123,526: This is my last entry. I wish I could've done better.]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The man rose from his seat.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He closed the diary.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His face in the mirror reflected his blood-red eyes, black hair, and his head wrapped in bandages.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He removed them.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Ugly scars and burnt marks revealed themselves.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The man's original face was unrecognizable.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He moved towards the door and opened it.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Maggots everywhere.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>They had eaten everything.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The entire world was their buffet.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The man looked towards the east.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The thunderclouds that used to cover the skies were no longer visible.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"It seems the child of lightning's corpse was eaten as well.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The maggots crawled towards the man.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He did not stop them nor did he try to escape.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>There was nowhere left to escape.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The maggots ate him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His body regenerated.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>They ate him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His body regenerated.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The cycle continued.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The world was destroyed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The man floated in the void, amidst the sea of the maggots eating him alive.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He continued to live on.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He was Immortal.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Time continued to pass.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Years…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Decades...\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Centuries…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Millennia...\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Eons…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Epochs…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Ages…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Aeons…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Until the unending eternity.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The man wouldn't die.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He couldn't die.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He continued to live, left alone with his regrets.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>If only he had not failed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>If only he had done better.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>…\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"What is happening with him?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The Sphinx muttered as it watched Neo.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Why isn't he waking up?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Usually, it took a few moments for a vision to end.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>However, Neo had spent one month within the fourth vision.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He showed no signs of completing it anytime soon.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The Sphinx held its chin.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"What kind of vision needs him to spend so much time on it?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Unlike other visions, the Sphinx had no idea what would happen in the fourth vision.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It had allowed Neo to enter the fourth vision because it wanted to see the Akashic Record's decision.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>If Neo was dangerous, the Akashic Record would kill him in the fourth vision.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>If Neo was harmless, the Akashic Record would not do anything unfavorable to him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Seems like Akashic Record decided to finish him off.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The Sphinx left the hall and disappeared.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It decided to give its final report to the principal.\u003C\u002Fp>",1094,"2026-05-30T08:00:57.451Z","2026-06-01T04:30:42.299Z",1,"novelbin.me","ab145b29eca98e1e21de7d6a935a7ab26c19c18c9aab565467972689857bfce8","extra-s-death-i-am-the-son-of-hades-chapter-138","extra-s-death-i-am-the-son-of-hades-chapter-136",839,"https:\u002F\u002Fnovelzhen.com\u002Fimages\u002Fcovers\u002Fextra-s-death-i-am-the-son-of-hades-cover.jpg"]