Chapter 218: Wang Xiuyu Changes Her Fate
Winter had already arrived, so spring was not far behind. In the blink of an eye, it was early March, the beginning of spring when all things grow, and the heart swayed with the wind.
Wang Yan felt that his clansman Wang Xiuyu was quite a pity. Although the chattering voice-over of Qiu Shui in the drama said that Wang Xiuyu studied for another year, became a medical device distributor in East China, and found a military officer in Shanghai. It also said something about young people recovering quickly, and that no matter how deep the physical and mental wounds were, they would heal quickly. It also said that when they met later, Wang Xiuyu said that the military camp was her happiest moment, which laid the foundation for her future life path and basic direction.
These words were pure bullshit. It seemed that Wang Xiuyu's life looked good, but how could it heal? Such a big scar would never disappear. It was fortunate that Wang Xiuyu wasn't someone who held a big grudge, although perhaps it was also because she didn't have enough energy, but no matter what, she would remember it for a lifetime.
As for that "happiest," Wang Yan thought it was "hate," the power that supported and encouraged her every time she couldn't persist. She just wanted to succeed, just wanted to be better than those who humiliated her back then.
Otherwise, why would there be "thank you for the experience"? For some people, what they thank is definitely not the philosophical life inspiration brought to them by those people and things in the past, but purely the damage brought to them by those people and things, letting them know that they could be so strong and could be so ruthless to themselves.
They also knew that there really were people who could hurt others without burden, and with a smiling "sorry, I didn't mean it," you had to forgive, and if you didn't, it was your problem.
Wang Yan had tried his best to restrain Yang Yue, but she was a person with her own ideas, not a puppet he could manipulate. Besides her attitude toward Wang Xiuyu, Wang Yan also said a few words about Yang Yue's habit of faking illness to run to the infirmary, and at the same time made things convenient with Dai Bingzhong, all to avoid the conflict between the two that would lead to Wang Xiuyu suffering.
The effect was there, which was that the number of times Yang Yue went was reduced, but she still went when she should. It was just that this degree, plus Wang Yan's face, meant Dai Bingzhong indeed didn't find trouble. This led to the later throwing of Yang Yue's vocabulary notes, punishment of running laps, etc. In fact, in the original drama, Yang Yue relied on the fact that others couldn't understand English and cursed "shit," and the superiority revealed was really too much, so this time it could be considered gone.
It was just that even without Yang Yue, Wang Xiuyu's state wasn't very good. After all, the Yang Yue incident was just a point of intensifying the contradiction. The key to the problem lay in the fact that from the beginning of school to now, in the more than half a year, the group of girls had hit Wang Xiuyu in every aspect.
Whether it was family, appearance, personal talent, knowledge, or even the study she was most proud of, she was hit to the point of being unrecognizable. She would always make some small jokes for people to take pleasure in. She was the first in her childhood and was a strong person. Family conditions and other things could be ignored, as that wasn't something she could make up for by relying on effort. But in terms of study, she wasn't convinced.
Anyway, Wang Yan hadn't seen a smile on Wang Xiuyu's face for a long time.
Pressed for too long, squeezed out for too long, Wang Xiuyu felt there was no love. Anyway, the other eleven girls didn't play with her, and it was the same whether she was there or not. She was so much worse, so in the end, she was like the original, staying in the dormitory alone and not going to training.
Dai Bingzhong cared about his fellow townsman and indeed tolerated her to a certain extent, opening up, bringing her food, etc. It was also because of this that Wang Xiuyu felt the only warmth, and the sprout in her heart grew and developed. At the same time, Dai Bingzhong's differential treatment also led to criticism from several gossiping old women, which made Wang Xiuyu even less welcome in the girls' group.
In the process, Wang Xiuyu's embroidered underwear was still mocked by a group of people, and it was even said that it was passed down by her grandma, and the saying of "pants head" made them laugh until they bent over.
Xiao Hong and Zhao Yingnan indeed went to comfort her with good intentions, but their comfort was based on their own positions. No one went to think from her perspective. Even if they did, for a group of people who hadn't experienced it, they couldn't put themselves in her shoes. Saying something about being broad-minded, saying something about no malice, saying something about joking, saying something about her thinking too much, the more they said, the more uncomfortable Wang Xiuyu felt.
Damn it, being mocked by others, and in turn, it was her own problem? Where the hell was such a reason? She was truly broken...
But fortunately, Dai Bingzhong sent warmth in time, diverting her attention and diverting the contradiction to a certain extent, indeed alleviating the pressure in her heart. But it was precisely because of this that Dai Bingzhong became more and more tall in Wang Xiuyu's heart.
Then, as expected, one evening after self-study, Xiao Hong met Wang Xiuyu, who was running in a hurry. After stopping her, she asked: "What are you going to do? I can't stop you?"
Wang Xiuyu felt good about Xiao Hong, at least better than the other ten people, and Xiao Hong knew she liked Dai Bingzhong. She looked at Xiao Hong happily: "Xiao Hong, I've decided!"
These words were a bit headless and tailless. Xiao Hong was curious: "Decided what?"
"I'm going to take action."
"Take what action?"
Wang Xiuyu clenched the envelope with both hands. Inside was the love letter she had carefully worded and completed after many days and nights: "From today on, none of you say I'm a silly girl from the village who hasn't been enlightened. I'm not like you, dawdling, not daring to confess to the person you like."
She regarded this matter as a hope for turning over. Although she couldn't speak to others, she knew it herself; that was an achievement in her heart. She knew she was stronger than all the other girls, braver, enough.
Xiao Hong understood what was going on. Not to mention anything else, Dai Bingzhong was much older than Wang Xiuyu and was just an ordinary soldier. No matter what, Wang Xiuyu was a member of Renhe Medical College, such a top medical institution in the country. She didn't think her future was bright, but it definitely wouldn't be bad. She didn't think Dai Bingzhong was a good match.
She hurriedly stopped her: "I don't think it will work, I think you are simply crazy, really can't go. Xiao Yu, I think this matter is particularly inappropriate, why don't you think about it carefully?"
Wang Xiuyu shook her head, a bit nervous, a bit incoherent: "No, don't persuade me. I was originally a person without ideas, soft-eared, not easily persuaded, I finally made up my mind. Xiao Hong, if you really treat me as a friend, don't stop me."
Since she said so, what else could Xiao Hong say? People have hands and feet. Stopping her this time wouldn't stop her next time. She could only watch Wang Xiuyu run far away, although she didn't think there would be a good result...
Wang Xiuyu ran panting to the instructor's dormitory building, arrived at the door of Dai Bingzhong's dormitory, and looked at Dai Bingzhong blankly.
"Wang Xiuyu?" Dai Bingzhong was surprised that this girl came to find him so late, but he didn't say anything and greeted: "Come in?"
Wang Xiuyu calmed her breathing at the door, clenched her fists nervously, and walked to Dai Bingzhong step by step.
Seeing her looking at him without speaking, Dai Bingzhong asked: "Is there anything?"
Wang Xiuyu took an envelope out of her pocket, held it with both hands trembling, and raised it in front of Dai Bingzhong. Because of excessive force, her knuckles were white...
"What is this?"
Without speaking, Wang Xiuyu just handed the envelope forward.
"For me?" Seeing Wang Xiuyu nod without speaking, Dai Bingzhong stared and asked: "What is written here?"
Wang Xiuyu had a lot of words she wanted to say, but when truly facing each other and seeing Dai Bingzhong's eyes full of inquiry, she found that she couldn't speak at all. After mumbling for a long time, she left a sentence "you take a look," put the wrinkled envelope on the table, and even subconsciously smoothed it out, then glanced at Dai Bingzhong and turned and ran.
Dai Bingzhong got up and shouted, but couldn't stop her. He shook his head helplessly and sat in the chair looking at the envelope in front of him.
Just in time, Sun Army Supervisor saw Wang Xiuyu running far away and walked in: "What is it, Old Dai?"
"A letter, I guess..."
"Sent from home?"
"Maybe..."
"Maybe?" Seeing him stuttering, and thinking of Wang Xiuyu who ran away in a hurry just now, he looked at Dai Bingzhong: "It's a letter from a girl, right? Hurry up and open it to see, what are you stunned for?"
Dai Bingzhong already had a bad feeling: "No need, don't worry about this matter, I'll do it myself..."
"You won't even let me see it? Alright, then you enjoy it yourself." Sun Army Supervisor said with a smile, then said seriously: "Old Dai, I'll remind you, we are instructors now, and we have been punished. If you commit any more disciplinary problems, don't say I won't help you."
Dai Bingzhong looked at Sun Army Supervisor absent-mindedly, then opened the envelope and took out the letter to read. What came into view was neat and beautiful handwriting. Looking closely at the content, Dai Bingzhong's eyes widened.
"Instructor Dai: Do you know? I gathered a lot of courage to say these words, because I can't wait any longer. Perhaps saying these words won't get any results, but I just want you to know, want you to know there is such a girl who likes you so deeply, so deeply..."
Dai Bingzhong finished reading blankly, shaking his head in disbelief and talking to himself: "This... what does this mean..."
Sun Army Supervisor, who was sitting opposite, got up and snatched the letter, read it once, and slapped it on the table: "Isn't this meaning obvious? Huh? She loves you."
Dai Bingzhong got up suddenly and shouted: "What? This is impossible."
Sun Army Supervisor whispered: "Old Dai, what are you shouting about, sit down. Tell you, you're in big trouble. Do you know, Old Dai?"
"No... I... she..." Dai Bingzhong was so anxious that he didn't know what to say.
Sun Army Supervisor said seriously: "She is a university student, it's normal for a love letter to be a bit subtle. Isn't this letter obvious? She loves you. And you?"
"What about me?"
"Do you like her, how are you going to reply to her, what do you plan to do?"
"Of course I can't, I have to go find her." As he spoke, Dai Bingzhong got up and was about to leave.
Sun Army Supervisor hurriedly stopped him: "Old Dai, what are you doing? Are you crazy? Going to the girls' dormitory to find her in the middle of the night, can you explain it clearly? Sit down and think carefully."
"Can't explain it clearly." Dai Bingzhong sat down blankly, losing his composure for a moment: "Then what do you say I should do?"
"Old Dai, to put it lightly, this is a matter of style, and to put it heavily, it's a matter of integrity. If you and this girl have any more trouble, you will at most get the most serious punishment and be demobilized home. What about the girl? Her future will be ruined."
"Yeah... but I..." Dai Bingzhong nodded blankly. He felt Sun Army Supervisor was right, but he really had no way. He had been in the military since he was seventeen or eighteen, so he had no experience.
"What exactly did you do to her?"
"I didn't do anything." Dai Bingzhong said anxiously: "Really didn't."
Sun Army Supervisor sighed and was about to speak when Dai Bingzhong said "Hey": "Wait, Wang Yan told me before that Xiao Yu's look at me wasn't right..."
"When did this happen? How come I don't know?"
"It was last year, when Wang Yan took Zhao Yingnan to make a phone call, he said..." Afterward, Dai Bingzhong told about the matter at that time: "You say, could he have a way?"
Sun Army Supervisor nodded: "That's a good idea, I'll go find him."
Dai Bingzhong was about to leave with the letter.
Sun Army Supervisor stopped him: "I'll go, you think carefully about what's going on." After speaking, Sun Army Supervisor turned and went out.
Dai Bingzhong looked at Sun Army Supervisor's disappearing back, scratching his head and sitting there, thinking about the bits and pieces between him and Wang Xiuyu...
The night tea party in the dormitory had just passed, and the boys who were tired for a day were sleeping soundly. Wang Yan was muddled when he heard the sound of the door opening.
Being too sensitive also wasn't good. Even if he had been in this world for more than half a year, he would still wake up at any abnormal movement. There was no way, his spirit was too high, and his perception was too keen. Of course, living in a large collective dormitory, Wang Yan also adapted. He blocked out the sounds of snoring, teeth grinding, farting, and talking in sleep, but he was still sensitive to the sounds of walking and opening doors. It was just that the frequency of this group of boys getting up at night was relatively low; otherwise, he would be annoyed to death.
Wang Yan slept with his head toward the window, just in time to see the door. Because he didn't hear the sound of getting up or footsteps, he turned his head and took a look. He saw Sun Army Supervisor walking in quietly.
Sun Army Supervisor walked in carefully, still paying attention to the other sleeping classmates for fear of disturbing anyone, but suddenly looked up at Wang Yan's bed, only to see a pair of deep eyes staring at him. His little heart also jumped a bit. After calming down, he walked lightly to Wang Yan's bed and said in a low voice: "Something to find you, get dressed and go downstairs to talk."
Seeing Wang Yan nod and sit up, Sun Army Supervisor walked out quietly.
Wang Yan turned over and jumped off the bed, got dressed nimbly, glanced at Qiu Shui lying on the lower bunk opposite with a slight smile, and went out and downstairs quietly.
Qiu Shui was suffering from insomnia, with too many worries and no freedom. It would be strange if he could sleep. On one hand, it was the relationship with the boys, and even a bit distant with Xin Yi, and he couldn't think of any good way to ease it. On the other hand, his mind was full of Zhao Yingnan and Xiao Hong, so he was very busy, so he had been sleeping late recently.
Wang Yan stretched his waist, swaying and moving his muscles and bones, went downstairs, and walked to Sun Army Supervisor who was waiting there: "Old Sun, what's the matter with not sleeping in the middle of the night?"
Sun Army Supervisor pulled Wang Yan and walked: "Oh, hurry up and go with me, Old Dai is in trouble."
"Alright, alright, I'll walk myself." Breaking free from his hand, Wang Yan asked: "What happened to Old Dai?"
"That Wang Xiuyu in your class wrote a love letter to Old Dai. We don't know how to handle it. It just so happens that Old Dai said you mentioned this matter before, so we thought you knew a lot and wanted to call you over to help advise."
Wang Yan nodded and followed Sun Army Supervisor to the instructor's dormitory building.
This time, Dai Bingzhong wasn't reckless, and he could still remember what Wang Yan said at the beginning. In fact, this matter wouldn't have developed to that extent originally. It was Zhao Yingnan who thought too highly of herself and insisted on talking to Wang Xiuyu alone, making a private matter public. If she had communicated with Dai Bingzhong first, and then Dai Bingzhong had communicated with Wang Xiuyu face-to-face, it would definitely have been much better. Plus, if Zhao Guosong handled it coldly, it would basically be over. It wouldn't have made Wang Xiuyu make such a fool of herself, and in despair, have the will to die.
Dai Bingzhong was facing the letter in the dormitory, scratching his head with a sad face. Hearing the movement, he hurriedly turned his head, got up, looked at Wang Yan, and said: "Oh, you're finally here, Old Sun told you, right?"
Seeing Wang Yan nod, Dai Bingzhong took the letter on the table to Wang Yan: "Look at this letter, what should I do?"
Wang Yan waved his hand and sat on the stool casually: "I won't look at the letter. No matter what, it's a girl's heart for you, it's not good for me to look."
This made Sun Army Supervisor look unnatural.
Glancing at him, Wang Yan said: "You read it? Then try not to look at Wang Xiuyu in the future, otherwise she will easily think too much."
Dai Bingzhong sat on the stool: "Oh, it's not even past this now, what are you talking about in the future, really... hurry up and help me think of a way, what exactly should I do."
"How else can it be handled? Drag it out first. It's March now, military training will be over in August, we'll talk about everything then." Wang Yan took the hot water handed by Sun Army Supervisor and took a sip: "I won't ask how you feel about Wang Xiuyu, I'll just say what I have to say, how to do it is up to you."
"Regardless of whether you like Wang Xiuyu or not, you must stabilize her for the time being. I heard that her situation among the girls is not very good, and others are squeezing her out. If you refuse sternly, what if Wang Xiuyu thinks she can't take it and commits suicide? That's not good for you or her."
"If you like her, don't get excited, listen to me." Wang Yan waved his hand to signal Dai Bingzhong to shut up, then continued: "If you like her, you must stabilize her even more. Because now you are an instructor and she is a student, if this kind of thing really leaks out, you know the military system best, there is no other way but demobilization."
"So no matter what, just stabilize Wang Xiuyu first. Time will slowly let her see herself clearly, and then re-examine her feelings for you. It also gives you a period of time to think carefully about how to treat Wang Xiuyu. Understand?"
Dai Bingzhong nodded blankly, then asked: "No, then what should I say to her? You know, I'm clumsy with words, what if I say the wrong thing and ruin the matter?"
Wang Yan indeed understood this point and said to Dai Bingzhong: "Just state the facts and reason. Just say that during military training, instructors and students cannot have a relationship, and state the consequences seriously. Also, her primary task now is to study, coming from her hometown to the best medical school in Beijing, the hardship of the journey is not easy, so she must cherish the hard-won opportunity and be worthy of the hardship she paid, etc. In short, just revolve around these two points, and you can improvise the rest."
Dai Bingzhong lowered his head and pondered, thinking about what exactly to say.
Sun Army Supervisor, who was sitting on the bed behind, nodded repeatedly. University students are indeed knowledgeable, clear in logic, and thoughtful.
Wang Yan sipped hot water silently, looking at Dai Bingzhong who was pondering opposite, studying whether to let him and Wang Xiuyu be together.
After all, if Dai Bingzhong did as he said, it would be changing Wang Xiuyu's fate. After passing this hurdle and having this kind of affirmation of herself, Wang Xiuyu would be much stronger than before. If so, it would be no problem to go to the end in Renhe. But at the same time, it also made people lose their family fortune.
He didn't know if these two would be happy together to the end... However, he privately thought that it was better than cutting her wrists and committing suicide; that would be too desperate, and the damage would be too great.
Thinking about it, Wang Yan just treated his previous words as bullshit and decided to meddle. When he said it, he was just bored and doing a good deed. He immediately said to Dai Bingzhong: "Old Dai, you and Old Sun don't have much of a problem staying in the army this year."
Dai Bingzhong raised his head suddenly: "Did you... did you tell Zhao Yingnan?"
Sun Army Supervisor was also surprised. He didn't expect Wang Yan to give so much face and help them pull strings.
Wang Yan nodded: "But Old Dai, you also know that based on your resume, basically this term will be the end, and you will still have to demobilize in the end. No matter how powerful Zhao Yingnan is, she can't protect you for a lifetime."
If he really wanted Dai Bingzhong to work in the army until retirement, it wouldn't be a big problem. After all, Zhao Guosong was such a big Chief of Staff, these were all small things. It's just that they were unrelated, Wang Yan opened his mouth once, and Zhao Yingnan selling a cute was enough. If he said more, it would be excessive; Wang Yan wasn't her father.
Dai Bingzhong might not have thought so much, but Wang Yan helping him once was quite enough. What else could he ask for: "I know, thank you. I'm satisfied to be able to stay in the army for a few more years."
Sun Army Supervisor behind him said: "Yeah, Wang Yan, I know I will leave the army sooner or later, but I just can't bear it..."
Wang Yan nodded and said: "So, Old Dai, do you like Wang Xiuyu?"
"No, why are you asking this?"
Dai Bingzhong was stunned for a moment, he didn't react. Just now he said he wouldn't care, just now he talked about the renewal issue, now he's back to this?
"If you don't like her, forget it. If you like her, and are inferior because of your conditions, not worthy of a university student, and afraid of delaying her, then I can help you."
"Help me?"
"Of course, you are afraid of the gap between you and her. After all, you have no special skills, and if you go out, you'll just be a security guard or driving for someone. I guess with your brain, you can't think of any way to get rich. Of course, you might not believe me. But Old Dai, I think you should be bolder, don't look ahead and behind. If you really like her, just be bold. Looking ahead and behind is not the behavior of a great man."
"Forget it, I'd better not delay her future. Stabilize her first, and when military training ends, she will return to Beijing and probably forget me in no time."
"What if she hasn't forgotten? What do you say?" In fact, this possibility was the greatest. It was really like Wang Xiuyu struggling in vain as if she were about to drown, and Dai Bingzhong reached out his hand at a critical moment. How could she easily forget?
Seeing Dai Bingzhong silent, Wang Yan continued: "Do you think I have money?"
"Have... maybe..." Dai Bingzhong wasn't sure either. He also knew that Wang Yan's "parents were dead," he was alone without relatives, and he was a student, but he was strangely extravagant. In his view, he was a prodigal son who didn't plan for the future at all.
Wang Yan glanced at Dai Bingzhong and looked back at Sun Army Supervisor, knowing that the two didn't believe him. He gave people a mature feeling, his words were quite reliable, and he even made a song that went on the Spring Festival Gala. But that didn't mean he could make people believe him; he was ultimately an eighteen-year-old student. This wasn't ancient times where seventeen or eighteen could stand on their own; now he was ultimately hairless on his mouth.
"Forget it, I won't blow with you two. Here, I'll list a book list for you, read it when you have nothing to do, and contact me when you retire." Wang Yan shook his head: "As for your matter with Wang Xiuyu, I personally think you should still be brave. At worst, it's a failure. You think you're delaying her, then do you know if she thinks so?"
He was indeed standing and talking without back pain. After all, life is always the big mountain that ordinary people carry, and love seems very small in front of life. Plus, there was the gap in level brought about by the improvement of Wang Xiuyu's personal quality.
That's why Wang Yan gave them a book list. On one hand, it improved personal quality, and on the other hand, there were many professional books in it, which was convenient for arranging work for them in the future. As for work ability, Wang Yan wasn't worried about whether they could handle it.
Still the same sentence, as long as they aren't fools, not afraid of failure, they can be smashed out with resources. Perhaps there is a difference in talent, and they can't handle high positions, but it's easy to settle down and place property in Beijing, not asking for the stars and the sea, just asking for plainness, it's easy and there's no problem at all.
Sun Army Supervisor was just a bonus, and Wang Yan also felt he was okay, except for being slippery, there were no big problems. Just bring him along, it wouldn't take much effort.
After speaking, Wang Yan picked up paper and pen and listed a long book list, both ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign. This was still difficult. After all, although Wang Yan read many books, he wouldn't remember things like publication dates, and some books didn't come out at this time. And the book titles, he read so many, how could he remember them all? He could only list some classics he had a deep impression of, and the rest would be fine as long as he read more by category.
After listing the book list, Wang Yan said: "I've listed the book list, believe it or not, it's up to you. As for Wang Xiuyu's matter, find an opportunity to talk to her tomorrow, be sure to remember, you must not be absolute, understand?"
Dai Bingzhong nodded: "Understand."
"Alright, I'm going back, you talk about this in the middle of the night. Leaving..."
As he spoke, leaving the two who didn't know what they were thinking, Wang Yan got up and went out, strolling back to the boys' dormitory to sleep...
The next day, Dai Bingzhong found Wang Xiuyu. No one knew what the two said, but since then, Wang Xiuyu, who was already quite serious, studied harder and trained harder. She basically didn't pay attention to the girls in the dormitory. After all, she was always mocked when she was with them, so it would be fine if she didn't crowd around. Only Xiao Hong, who knew her heart, was an exception.
Xiao Hong asked about the result later. She could understand Dai Bingzhong's dragging, although she still didn't think highly of it, but she didn't know what to say. After all, she hadn't figured out her own situation, so she was studying others?
She didn't believe that Qiu Shui didn't know her meaning, but he just didn't express it. And she also found that Qiu Shui was interested in Zhao Yingnan. But Zhao Yingnan was obviously unclear with Wang Yan, and she also didn't believe Qiu Shui didn't know, yet he always curried favor. She had seen it more than twice.
She didn't get angry with Zhao Yingnan, because Zhao Yingnan indeed didn't like Qiu Shui, and her impatience of not wanting to say two more words was seen truly.
But at the same time, she couldn't help but be unconvinced. After all, she felt she wasn't worse than Zhao Yingnan, so why did Qiu Shui still lick her? For a moment, she didn't know what to do, so she could only get closer to Gu Ming, who had confessed to her and been rejected, to stimulate Qiu Shui. It was indeed somewhat effective...
Wang Yan saw it clearly. He felt that Gu Ming might really be stupid, not seeing that Xiao Hong was using him to anger Qiu Shui, thinking that Xiao Hong also had good feelings for him and was just hesitating between him and Qiu Shui. He still had to lick fiercely, happy and happy all day long. Maybe Gu Ming would have to develop for two more years before he could see clearly.
Like Gu Ming, Xin Yi also licked Yang Yue fiercely. But Wang Yan really didn't understand how his brain grew. From beginning to end, he determined that Yang Yue was good with Zhao Yingnan, so she was closer to Wang Yan, that's all. Of course, it was possible that he discovered it, but he was self-hypnotizing and didn't want to believe it? Anyway, Wang Yan didn't see that sign.
Military training time was more than halfway through. Although they had long adapted to this rhythm, for the flower-like world in their memory, everyone was still infinitely yearning, basically counting the days. Huang Qi even made a book, made a countdown, hung it at the door and tore a page every day, like a calendar...
Time is a magical thing. When young, one looks forward to the stars and the moon, counting the days to look forward to growing up. One always feels time is slow, wishing one could fast-forward. After really growing up, one realizes the preciousness of time, and it slips away if one is not careful. Subjectively feeling that what happened yesterday is still fresh in one's memory, it has actually been a long time, and it is an old story.
In the blink of an eye, time reached June.
Less than two months left before returning to the flower-like world and starting a real university life... ===== CHAPTER 219 =====
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