Chapter 308

Wan He started following Zhang Xiao and the Husky again.

He began searching for Ning Chen.

At this moment, Ning Chen.

Lay on the summit of Mount Tiantai.

His consciousness was somewhat blurred and unstable.

His thoughts were like a cotton thread soaked by rain.

Damp and cold.

In that gaze.

There was no color at all.

At this moment.

The viewers in the live stream could not help but send out bullet comments.

【My God! Is he about to die!】

【He's definitely going to die! Struck by so many heavenly thunderbolts, even if he doesn't die now, a checkup later would reveal that his internal organs have probably been electrocuted into losing their function; by then, there would be no medicine to cure him, and he could only wait to die!】

【When will he ever stop tormenting himself!】

【Why is he doing this? Can any old fans come out and explain?】

【Even the old fans don't know. We initially came for Brother Shiguang's travel content, and then stayed as die-hard fans because his singing was incredibly good. However, Brother Shiguang never interacts with us, which means we actually don't know much about him!】

【I'm an old fan too. I always thought he was a cheerful travel check-in streamer, but the more I watch, the more something feels off! It seems he has been tormenting himself, and no one knows the reason behind it.】

【To be honest, I really want to know where he is. Rather than letting him keep abusing himself like this, I'd rather go find him, have a drink, and listen to his story. After all, some things can be eased just by speaking them out, and those emotions will be reduced.】

At this moment, a bullet comment floated by.

【Forgive me for speaking bluntly, but I feel this streamer will eventually commit suicide due to depression, though I don't know why he has depression! *wry smile emoji*】

This remark instantly enraged everyone present.

Brother Shiguang's status in their hearts was self-evident.

Now, someone was actually saying such things about the streamer they loved.

And it was right inside this streamer's live room.

Was this something they could tolerate?

If this can be tolerated, what cannot be tolerated!

Mainly, what this guy said made people feel heartache!

Someone immediately retorted.

【You're talking nonsense! Brother Shiguang is ten thousand times stronger than you imagine!】

【If you don't understand, don't stand out. Have you watched his past streams? Are you just guessing blindly?】

【Wait until you have experienced the same things as him—though I don't know what he has experienced—but then you wouldn't be here speaking so lightly and saying such things. We don't know everything he has gone through, but since he started streaming, we have been accompanying him. We understand Brother Shiguang better than you do!】

However.

Unexpectedly, the owner of that bullet comment.

Seeing so many people refute him.

Didn't care at all.

He mainly wanted to discuss this topic.

His hands quickly started tapping on the keyboard.

【You probably don't know about depression? Let me tell you the truth, I once had it~】

After he said this, other viewers also became curious.

【Is depression really real or fake?】

【No way, do you mean you have recovered now?】

That bullet comment also opened up the topic:

【I wouldn't say I've fully recovered, but I know that feeling.】

【Looking back afterwards, it was a sense of falling for the soul.】

【That feeling is something ordinary people won't understand; it's just feeling that the whole world has become void.】

【The whole world has become void?】

【Yes, it means the whole world has lost all meaning, because once there was a beautiful moment that you regarded as the only meaning of your life, thinking it would last forever, but later you realized it was just a fleeting instant.】

【After that, you might feel regret and think you have grown, never to make the same regret again.】

【But do you know? Until one day, you suddenly realize this has nothing to do with regret. What you lost was not an accident, but an inevitability. Even before you obtained it, it was destined that you would lose it.】

【My depression back then came from realizing this fact—that sense of despair is something you simply cannot comprehend. Only at that moment did I realize how ridiculous and tragic fate is!】

【If that loss had merely been an accident, allowing me to learn a lesson, perhaps it would have been better. But unfortunately, it was not an accident, but an inevitability! Whether you learn a lesson or not, whether you will encounter something better in the future or not, it actually has no meaning, because you indeed lost that past beauty, and that is the fact.】

This guy sent out such a string of content.

It directly made the viewers in the entire live room feel somewhat depressed too.

Indeed.

No matter whether you will encounter something better or worse in your future life.

But you are destined to have permanently lost some people and some things in your past life.

This cannot be recovered.

In a story, this sounds very tragic and beautiful, even very moving.

But in reality, that sense of despair, accompanied by the passage of time, will last until death.

In the live room.

The audience's bullet comments all stopped.

All the viewers watched the streamer Brother Shiguang in the frame.

Everyone was thinking.

What had this person experienced in the past?

Was he, too, using this method to seek some unknown meaning?

At that moment.

Another bullet comment floated by.

It was from the same person who had sent the previous comment.

【The most terrible and painful thing for a person is not until one day, when you are on your deathbed, that the beauty and regrets you have forgotten in the river of time suddenly surge up before you die; and at that moment, you are absolutely alone because you can no longer tell anyone, and you are absolutely desperate because you have no chance left to do anything.】

The sending of this bullet comment.

Directly caused the entire audience in the live broadcast room.

To fall silent collectively.

It was at this very moment.

That everyone, as if suddenly, also became the streamer Brother Shiguang in the broadcast.

They suddenly felt they could understand the actions this streamer had taken and the songs he had sung before.

209. (3/5) Speed and Passion!

Shortly after.

Zhang Xiao and Wan He found Ning Chen lying on the ground.

Upon seeing Ning Chen's condition, the two.

Immediately ran over at full speed.

"Big brother! What's wrong with you! Big brother!" Zhang Xiao knelt on the ground, calling out anxiously.

Wan He also had a face filled with solemnity; he bent down to check Ning Chen's body.

The instant his fingers touched the skin.

Wan He felt as if his fingers had been struck by lightning.

A bit numb and tingling.

His fingertips began to twitch uncontrollably.

Wan He said solemnly, "He was struck by lightning! We must take him away from here immediately!"

"Boom—!"

Thunder roared loudly.