Chapter 712
Baizhu shook his head.
"Intense emotional fluctuations will indeed cause damage to a cultivator's heart and spirit, but... you are a Samsara body."
"Even if your heart and spirit are damaged, it is an injury that can be healed instantly for you."
"Moreover, how could a cultivator be so fragile."
"But I am curious, why did you damage your heart pulse yourself? If you hadn't mastered the degree, your cultivation might have really fallen."
Otto sighed and didn't think about how to say it.
Baizhu asked curiously:
"Because of the love between men and women?"
Immediately, Baizhu shook his head and said:
"As a cultivator, the love of children is not a necessity for cultivation; only the endless Dao is worth pursuing by cultivators."
"Moreover, I can see that Miss Kallen doesn't actually have any liking for you."
"At most, it's just a complex emotion of guilt and anger."
To be honest, Baizhu doesn't understand, nor does he support Otto being a simp.
He feels that this junior brother has such good talent and such thoughts about alchemy.
He should put all his heart and spirit into cultivation and alchemy; women will only delay his cultivation speed.
Not to mention a woman who doesn't like him.
Isn't this a simp?
Furthermore...
As a dignified cultivator, women are not worth pursuing; only the endless Great Dao is what cultivators should pursue.
"You can't say it like that; doesn't the Sect Master also..."
"Junior brother!"
Baizhu suddenly interrupted Otto and lowered his voice:
"Don't say things that shouldn't be said."
Otto smiled bitterly and nodded:
"Thank you, Senior Brother, for the reminder; I was too careless."
"Anyway, I know Kallen doesn't like me... but I still can't let her go."
"Senior Brother, you don't understand..."
Otto's eyes were somewhat melancholy.
"When I was young, I was the child who was least liked; I was born as a member of the Apocalypse family of our world fighting against Honkai."
"My father was the Archbishop of Schicksal."
"My sister was a warrior of Schicksal."
"Only I was a good-for-nothing with a weak body who would pant after running a few steps."
"This doesn't matter in an ordinary family, but it doesn't work in the Apocalypse family..."
"I was never looked upon favorably since I was a child; my father didn't like me, and others in the family thought I was useless..."
"I lived in discrimination every day, and the only sister who spoiled me also died on the battlefield, and they..."
A trace of mockery flashed in Otto's eyes.
"They used the fact that the heroic souls who died in battle would ascend to heaven to paralyze others and paralyze themselves."
"I hated that era, and I also hated... everyone in the Apocalypse family, including myself."
"If God really had a spirit, why would he bring such disaster to this world? I don't believe in him... so I hated everything that believed in him even more..."
Baizhu listened silently to Otto's inner thoughts; this was the first time Otto opened his heart in front of others.
Perhaps it was because Kallen was resurrected and he let down his guard...
"But that day... that day..."
A trace of hope appeared in Otto's eyes.
"That day, the boy who was not liked, sitting alone in the courtyard crying, met the Saint who climbed over the wall and reached out to him."
"So, I had a new faith."
"The Saint who would smile openly at anyone and bring happiness and hope to everyone."
"Even the people she protected sent her to the gallows, and she was still willing to die to protect them."
"From this day on, I became her believer."
"She was the strongest Valkyrie of Schicksal back then, a guardian god, but she always supported me."
"Trusted me; even without supernatural power, I could still become a hero who protects the world with wisdom."
"Senior Brother Baizhu, do you know, at that time, she called me a great inventor..."
Otto smiled very happily, but tears dripped from the corners of his eyes.
"Later... the Saint was abandoned, and the parasites who received her grace framed her."
"And I, who was brought hope by her, released Honkai beasts and killed her."
"This world is so chaotic... it is neither fair nor reasonable; it persecutes heroes, breeds evil, ugliness is everywhere, and beauty does not exist."
"The Saint who should have lived died, and the parasites and I who should have died lived."
"And I lingered in the darkness for another five hundred years..."
"From that moment on, I swore that no matter what, I would resurrect Kallen."
"So, I became the Archbishop of Schicksal, and I planned tragedy after tragedy."
"The first thing I did was kill my father, replace him, and become the Archbishop of Schicksal."
"After I took office, I killed everyone in the Apocalypse family, killed all the high-level officials of Schicksal..."
"I launched the most terrifying massacre at that time..."
"For the next five hundred years, I did more and more evil things to resurrect Kallen."
"Persecuting the people, persecuting Valkyries, human experiments, toying with life and souls..."
"I have long become the embodiment of evil..."
"But as long as I can resurrect Kallen, I am fearless..."
512. Theresa: I call her Kallen Grandma, Kiana calls her Kallen Sister?
"Later, I gradually understood that the world allows consciousness to match new containers, but does not allow containers to collect dissipated consciousness."
"And the power most needed to resurrect Kallen is the strongest emotion of mankind, love..."
"But when I understood this, I was already a world-famous villain, and I had long been thoroughly hated by the power I needed most."
"But Shushan gave me new hope, a hope that can be seen and touched."
"I successfully resurrected Kallen..."
"But Senior Brother, do you know..."
Otto smiled bitterly and said faintly:
"In my script, Otto Apocalypse, the sinner who ruled the world for five hundred years, should have died before Kallen's resurrection."
"Taking the despicable into the grave, while the light... extends to the future."
"Perhaps it can be said that I am too timid; I want to escape."
"I dare not imagine how painful it would be for the purest Saint to know all the evil I have done to resurrect her."
"I am never afraid of death, but I am afraid of her disappointment, afraid of her hurting herself."
Otto sighed, paused, and said somewhat melancholically:
"But everything I feared most still happened..."
"I dare not see Kallen's hateful and disappointed gaze, so..."
After listening to Otto's confession, Baizhu sighed and said faintly:
"Alright, although I still don't understand emotions, but... I can understand some of your feelings."
"It's just that Miss Kallen also looks talented, possessing the bloodline of the Kaslana family, and should be very powerful."
"When the time comes, she will eventually join Shushan; you can't hide from her for a lifetime; find some time, and you two should have a frank talk."
"If you can't solve this problem, you will face inner demons in your future cultivation."
Have a talk...
Otto felt panicked again, and after a long silence, he said in a low voice:
End of Chapter
