Chapter 88

"September 4th, the weather is sunny, Jovana is sick, but she trusts me very much. I comforted her and told her not to worry, I will definitely cure her. Although I don't know how to do it yet, I will definitely be able to do it."

"September 5th. I am more active, I try new methods every day, I mix those potions, trying to find a better ratio, I become cheerful, looking at the previous diary, I am very strange why I didn't use the Soul Seed earlier."

"September 7th. In order to reduce the pain of the villagers, I used the Soul Seed on them again, so that they can forget those pains."

"September 9th, in order to prevent the plague from spreading out, I started building a wall."

"September 11th. Jovana died."

"September 13th. I activated the barrier and made adjustments to it. I don't need to worry about the plague spreading out. From now on, I just need to focus on treating the villagers."

"September 27th, I found the ancestor's notes. Those descriptions of the Soul Seed confirmed my thoughts. The ancestors once used this spell to create house-elves! And the spell I used is incomplete. It has been tampered with. It can still change a person's mind, but it has lost the ability to change the other person's body..."

"This spell is so powerful that its effect can even flow in the bloodline of house-elves. Everyone fears it, the ancestors suffered the most severe persecution, and the spell was lost. We can only reproduce this incomplete version at this moment through some memories and texts..."

"If I can complete this spell, can I make their bodies also believe that they can be cured and gain health? Or make the plague that enters their bodies die automatically?"

"I need some experiments."

"October 5th, I experimented on Derus, it failed."

"October 12th, the experiment on Marisa also failed."

"October 17th. The wall construction is completed."

"October 22nd. I started to have a fever. Is it finally my turn?"

"October 24th. High fever."

"October 25th. I am going to die. I decided to use the Soul Seed on myself. I will not be killed by the plague. As long as I believe this, I will definitely not be killed."

"October 26th. The plague did not kill me."

"October 27th. The plague in my body has changed. It has become a gentle thing."

"I suddenly realized that I succeeded. I reproduced the ancestor's spell!"

"October 29th. My memory is declining, I seem to always forget some things."

"November 4th, Bulta died. It's strange, this is impossible. I should have cured her, she couldn't have died."

"November 6th, Bulta was buried. I still feel that I can cure her."

"November 7th. I dug Bulta out. She died, I know this, but I still feel that I should treat her. I opened her chest, found the diseased positions, I removed them, and then used Dittany, but of course, they didn't grow back."

"November 9th, Bulta began to rot, I cut off more and more tissue until she became a skeleton. Is this still Bulta? I don't know, but I know I still want to treat her, want to let her continue to live..."

"November 11th. I have no way... I have no way to cure her..."

"November 14th. I made the bones move, but is she Bulta?"

"November 20th. I discovered some strange phenomena."

"November 21st. Things are starting to get better! They are recovering, the new plague is actually treating them! The villagers are starting to grow new tissue! The new body is healthier than the original one, they almost won't be contaminated!"

"November 22nd. I checked most of the villagers in the village, they are all very happy! Most of the villagers' symptoms are no longer developing! Except for becoming a bit forgetful, they are healthier!"

"November 24th. Monika came back from Hogwarts to see me, she thinks I'm crazy. She said the plague outside has ended, and I am treating some dead people. That's impossible! If that's the case, why am I still doing meaningless work? We had a big fight."

"November 26th. Monika asked me to let her leave. She is also preparing to go to that stupid school. Didn't she notice she is sick?"

"November 27th. Monika cried and said that I am the one who is sick, she said I am already dead, I am a ghost wearing a dead body, and the villagers have also been imprisoned in their bodies by the Soul Seed and turned into ghosts. This is too ridiculous! Can't she see that this is newborn healthy tissue? These tissues won't become diseased, we don't have to be afraid of the plague anymore!"

"November 28th. Monika tried to destroy the magic under the church, she wanted to break the barrier! She wanted to spread the plague here! I stopped her. She said I have gone completely crazy. She said if I think we are all healthy, why am I still afraid of the plague spreading out?"

"November 29th. Monika said that the plague controlled us, the Soul Seed caused the plague to mutate, it became the carrier of the Soul Seed, and it is controlling us. She said some of it right, I did use the Soul Seed to change the plague, but it couldn't control humans. My daughter lacks basic medical knowledge."

"November 30th. Monika has gone completely crazy. She is getting sicker and sicker. She can no longer distinguish between reality and fantasy! My good daughter, bragging about the false knowledge she learned at that stupid school and in the Muggle world, while not seeing the facts in front of her!"

"December 1st. Monika started to fantasize, she actually said that she had been locked up by me for more than two years, and today is April 9th. Ridiculous, I have read my diary, my memory will not be wrong. I must cure my daughter."

"December 3rd. I threw away the Muggle pills she had been secretly taking, she thought they could help her resist the disease. But I know, it was those drugs that poisoned her brain, I must save her!"

"December 7th. Monika said she is sick. Her consciousness is no longer clear, but it doesn't matter, she is actually getting better. The new plague will replace the bad germs in her body and make her healthy."

"December 9th. Monika came to find me, she said I killed her with my own hands, and she didn't want to be a puppet of those germs. We had a big fight."

"December 10th. Monika said she loves me. I am very happy, my good daughter is back! We went for a walk together, we recalled the interesting things from her childhood, I was immersed in happiness, we had a rich dinner together. After a long time, Monika hugged me again."

"December 11th. Monika burned herself to death."

"God, what have I done."

(End of chapter)