Chapter 1665

That is exactly what I think.

When he was three, he started using his unskilled magic to torture the house-elves.

At five, he went to Mom and Dad, saying he wanted to learn the Cruciatus Curse to punish a Muggle boy on the street who had stepped on his foot.

I find it disgusting.

I mentioned this issue to my parents.

But they didn't care; they even thought I was meddling.

They said only people like my younger brother were true children of a pure-blood family.

I don't count.

It's not because I'm not close to them, but because I am a girl, and I can only be used for a political marriage.

I am once again thankful that I didn't truly believe them.

I must study Occlumency well, and I must do it without anyone knowing.

The moment I think about going to Hogwarts and living under Dumbledore's nose, I decide that even if I can't learn anything else, I must learn Occlumency.

Must, must!

If I am to be married off in the future, at the very least, I cannot let my bedfellow know my true colors.

One can imagine what kind of family such a household would marry me into.

As for running away from the marriage.

It's not that I haven't thought about it. But I still lack the courage.

After all, I am so ordinary.

Even after transmigrating, I didn't suddenly turn into a genius.

I am still that ordinary.

My magical talent is not strong.

It is very mediocre.

Kante is definitely stronger than me.

I am no longer willing to provoke Kante.

If Kante catches me, he will tease me with magic.

I cannot resist.

Of course, I cannot resist anyway.

I don't want to be Kante's lackey, so I can only endure it.

I have to endure until I am married off, and then become a wealthy wife; I see that Narcissa of the Malfoy family doesn't seem to have any special communication skills.

She doesn't seem to need to do any "wife diplomacy" either.

She only needs to behave herself, give birth to a noble son, and not do anything that damages the Malfoy family in front of outsiders.

I have observed the ladies of other families; they are all the same.

Their husbands like them to be a vase.

Of course, their husbands will definitely keep mistresses outside.

I feel that this is nothing; as long as I don't like my marriage partner, and then bear him a child, I will be free.

Privately having money and leisure, why must I go out and do something?

After all, I've read Harry Potter; after Dumbledore dies, Voldemort begins his purge, and those who married Muggle-born wizards will also be executed.

Just like Tonks's parents; of course, even Tonks and Lupin died. I want to go home, and I am also afraid of death.

So, as long as I play the part of a vase well, I possess pure blood, and I don't take sides with the Order of the Phoenix, I won't have any trouble.

After the final battle ends, the nobles actually didn't have any trouble.

As long as one doesn't defect to Voldemort or become a Death Eater, the Order of the Phoenix won't go too far. As long as I hide my money well, I can do anything.

I am an ordinary girl; the only schemes I can manage are these.

Of course, if I were a Muggle-born witch, I might build a good relationship with the protagonist group.

I might even take the initiative to find Dumbledore and let him see my memories. Although Dumbledore is suspicious, he is still a good person.

If I let him see my memories and have him guarantee my safety for a lifetime, he would definitely do it.

But I am not, so I won't scheme that much.

The more you do, the more you err.

And I only want to live.

To live freely.

And then find a way to live until my own era to see if I exist there.

Perhaps I could even provide for my parents in their old age.

So, what I need to do now is learn Occlumency, at the very least so that people can't see my thoughts at a glance.

The other thing is to increase my magic power.

No matter when, strength is the most important thing.

Of course, I must continue to pretend to be clumsy.

However, I have always been quite mediocre, so it seems I don't need to pretend to be clumsy. By the way, I must get into Hufflepuff.

The "Rice Bucket" house.

I feel I am suited for that place.

No one will take me for an important person.

Also, I must not get close to the protagonist group; it would be best if I could skip classes and stay in the school's common room all the time.

Anyway, them fighting back and forth certainly has nothing to do with Hufflepuff.

I must disguise myself well.

Ultimate goal: survive seven years!