Chapter 795
That’s how I think of him.
When he was three, he started using his unskilled magic to torture the house-elves.
At five, he went to his parents and said he wanted to learn the Cruciatus Curse to punish a Muggle boy who stepped on his foot on the street.
I find it disgusting.
I mentioned this problem to my parents.
But they didn't care; they even thought I was meddling.
They said only people like my brother were true children of pure-blood families.
I don't count.
Not because I’m not close to them, but because I’m a girl and I can only be used for marriage alliances.
I once again rejoiced that I didn't really trust them.
I must learn Occlumency well, and do it without anyone knowing.
Thinking about going to Hogwarts and living under Dumbledore’s nose, I decided that even if I couldn't learn anything else, I must learn Occlumency.
Must, must!
If I’m to be married off later, at the very least, I can't let my bed partner know my background.
One can imagine what kind of family I’d be married into.
As for running away from the marriage.
It’s not that I haven't thought about it. But I still don't have the courage.
After all, I’m so ordinary.
Even after transmigrating, I didn't suddenly become a genius.
I’m still just as ordinary.
My magical talent isn't strong.
Very mediocre.
Konte is definitely stronger than me.
I don't want to provoke Konte anymore.
If Konte catches me, he’ll use magic to tease me.
I can't resist.
Of course, I can't resist anyway.
I don't want to be Konte’s follower, so I can only endure it.
I have to endure until I’m married off, and then become a rich wife; I see Narcissa Malfoy doesn't seem to have any special communication skills either.
She doesn't seem to need to do any "wife diplomacy."
She only needs to fulfill her duty and give birth to a noble son, and not do anything detrimental to the Malfoy family in front of outsiders.
I observed the ladies of other families; they were all the same.
Their husbands like them to be vases.
Of course, their husbands would definitely have mistresses outside.
I don't think there’s anything wrong with that; as long as I don't like my marriage partner, and then give birth to a child for him, I’m free.
Privately having money and leisure, why must I go out and do something?
After all, I read Harry Potter; after Dumbledore died, Voldemort started settling scores, and those who married Muggle-born wizards would also be executed.
Like Tonks’s parents, of course, even Tonks and Lupin died. I want to go home, and I’m afraid of death.
So, as long as I act as a good vase, I have pure blood, and I don't take sides with the Order of the Phoenix, I won't have any trouble.
After the final battle ended, the nobles didn't actually have any problems.
As long as you don't join Voldemort, don't become a Death Eater, the Order of the Phoenix won't go too far. I just need to hide my money well, and I can do whatever I want.
I’m an ordinary girl; the schemes I can manage are only this much.
Of course, if I were a Muggle-born wizard, I might build a good relationship with the protagonist group.
I might even take the initiative to find Dumbledore and let him see my memories. Although Dumbledore is suspicious, he is still a good person.
I’ll let him see my memories and have him protect me for a lifetime of peace; he would definitely do it.
But I’m not, so I won't scheme that much.
Do more, err more.
And I just want to live.
Live freely.
Then find a way to live until my own era and see if I appear.
Maybe I can even provide for my parents in their old age.
So, what I need to do now is learn Occlumency, at the very least not let people see my thoughts at a glance.
Another thing is to increase my magic power.
No matter when, strength is the most important thing.
Of course, continue to pretend to be clumsy.
But I’ve always been mediocre, so it seems I don't need to pretend to be clumsy. Right, I must enter Hufflepuff.
The "Rice Bucket" Academy.
I think I’m suited for there.
No one will take me for an important person.
Another thing, I must not get close to the protagonist group; it would be best if I could not even attend classes and just stay in the school’s common room.
Anyway, them fighting back and forth has nothing to do with Hufflepuff.
I must disguise myself well.
Ultimate goal: Live through seven years!
791
My name is Polly Flynn.
I am ten years old this year.
Soon, I will receive my Hogwarts acceptance letter.
And my younger brother, Conter Flynn, is even more annoying.
Actually, he is quite cute in appearance.
I have always liked foreign babies.
Because they are truly adorable when they are little.
When I used to work at the front desk, I once saw a colleague bring in a client's foreign baby; it was just too cute.
I told my parents when I got home.
They teased me, saying I wanted to have a baby.
However, they suggested that if I really wanted to have a mixed-race baby, I should find a white person to have one with.
If it were a black person, they wouldn't be able to accept it very well.
I think they are racist.
But then I think about it, and actually, I wouldn't be able to accept a black baby either.
I am a visual-oriented person!
Mom and Dad are clearly the same as me.
Of course, they eventually indicated that they actually prefer domestic babies more.
I think they are pressuring me to get married.
I don't want to get married at all.
I play so well by myself.
Why should I find a man?
Especially after seeing online how only children argue endlessly over whose surname the child should take, I have even more reason to decline marriage.
After all, for my child, I only want them to have my surname.
Perhaps this would make those men very angry.
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