Chapter 186
After gently placing my luggage in my room, I took some souvenirs and went to my parents' room.
The famous guard in front of the door noticed me.
"Good morning."
"Good morning, young lady."
"Yes. Is your father awake?"
"Yes, please wait a moment, boss, the young lady is here."
"Oh, come in."
Father's familiar voice. The escort abandoned the front door. Thank you for your hard work since the early morning, really.
"Good morning. I'm home now."
"Good morning. Aisha, you're home. You're early."
"Oh, good morning. I thought it would be a bit later."
Mom and Dad were both dressed and came out to greet me.
"Huh?
Where are you two going?"
"Oh, I was thinking of having breakfast outside."
"Aisha, have you had breakfast?"
"No. I came straight home."
When I answered yes, Father adjusted his suit and said with a slightly gentle expression:
"That's perfect, let's go eat together."
"Yes! Please come over."
"Oh, but Aisha, that outfit is no good.
I have to act like a girl."
"Hahaha..."
It's sportswear. I was angry, after all. I should have changed clothes before coming...
"Hey, hey, you'll be late if you dress up.
Stay as you are."
"Oh, you.
I want to enjoy breakfast while looking at a cute Aisha.... Anyway, let's go out. Let's do that."
"Hehe... don't decide on your own.
I have plans too."
... What should I do? Dark clouds are gathering, and there are many doubts...
"Um, souvenirs! I have souvenirs!
You two look at this. I'll go change clothes with Dad in the meantime."
I put a bag full of souvenirs on the table and ran off.
"Oh."
"Hey."
Ignore, ignore! When it's just the two of us, please talk as much as possible.
I hurried back to my room. I didn't have time to put on makeup, and I didn't want to, so I went to get some women's clothing for the time being. I hope I can, but I'm worried if I'm in a rush. Ugh.
Anyway, this skirt...
I wear men's underwear when I wear sportswear, but I don't think men's underwear can be worn with a skirt... No, I don't mind that I wear it, but what would my mother say if she found out?
"..."
Can you survive as a woman?
The weight of my mother's punishment still weighs on me. Of course, just as my mother said, this might be a rather Heavy punishment. Ah...
"Aisha's lad, your face is so pretty..."
"Hehe. Siblings, siblings want you, so cute..."
The two of them looked calmly at the two photos Aisha took at the World Tree, which Aisha had accidentally mixed into the souvenirs. To the two of them, this was the best souvenir.
Five minutes later, Aisha saw this scene and came back screaming.
Enjoying the breakfast menu at the restaurant.
"... As usual, I can't eat that much in the morning."
"I'm fine, I'm fine. I'm fine."
Peel, Jajanken.
"I want you to eat well, but I also like the energetic Aisha."
"I love that my mom says that."
Jajanken.
"... As for me, I'm worried about whether there will be a bride."
"Oh, you.
I believe there will be someone who likes this kind of Aisha."
"............"
Jajanken, hehe...
I was about to blow it up. Dangerous.
"Please don't speak like that all of a sudden... I hate my father."
"Oh, my god, I hate you."
"I'm worried, but that's just how it is."
The three of us laughed together.
... Oh, it's really fun. Eating rice together is delicious. Happy...
Mom insisted, Dad gave up helplessly, and decided to go look at my clothes.
Just as I expected, my mom used me as a dress-up doll to provoke a reaction from my dad, saying, "This is good."
For some reason, I was curious about the strange clothes Mr. Uranus was wearing, so I chose a white, flowy one.
The two of them seemed surprised that I wanted to wear such unusual clothes, so the three of us went for a walk wearing the clothes we bought.
... Yes. Not bad, this fluttering is fun.
"Hey, hey, don't be too playful."
"Aisha, you look like you're dancing, very happy. But don't bump into people."
"Yes."
In the warm and cheerful atmosphere, I smiled and responded to the two people who were watching me kindly.
I accompanied them until the end, and after promising to have lunch together, I returned to my room. I sat on the bed, still wearing the white dress.
"... Yes."
Ken, Absolute, I forgot.
────There is absolutely no reason to start talking! What should I do...
Before persuading, what should I say first?
Wanting to enter the game for a few months because you want to be a man again?
... I can't say that! I am completely a daughter in front of the two of them! I am glad that my daughter has a Switch!
"Uh."
... Night. Today I want to ask you to sleep with me. So let's try to say it. Yes.
Mom and Dad, what are you saying? Ah...
Well, let's leave it at that... On the premise that I can persuade you, let's pack our luggage to bring into the game. Yes, yes. I'm sure if you prepare well, you will feel that you have to go.
For a while, I thought so too.
That night.
I was sandwiched between Mom and Dad, and climbed into the same bed. I could feel the warmth of the two of them, and as I talked to them, I started to feel sleepy little by little.
Not applicable. If I do this, I will want to sleep with you tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.
... Oh, I'm really getting sleepy.
Well, what is that...
Speaking, I must, I must...
…………
"... Don't you think that sleeping face is cute?"
"Mm..."
Even at my age, I still want to sleep with my parents.
He spoils me a lot."
"I'm glad you said that."
"Shut up."
"Hehe. I'm not honest..."
"... This girl is also a girl, praise her more. I believe you will be very happy."
"Even if you say so..."
"Did you see? The face in that photo.... After all, maybe it's because I used to be a man, I feel that I am more interesting when I am fooling around."
"You have many boyfriends."
"... I don't know if they are forcing you to do something."
"You won't change suddenly... I gave you a Heavy punishment."
"Yes..."
Forgiven or not, I'm not angry, but..."
I didn't expect this child to accept it without punishment."
"…………"
"Hey..."
I said I wanted you to live like a woman, but you don't have to force yourself. Aisha."
"…………Yes……"
"What, still awake?"
"... That... um..."
"Aisha, don't you have something you want to tell us?"
"It seems that way to me too."
My subordinate told me you were planning to go somewhere, and I was very worried."
Woohoo. I can't compete with these two at all...
"……"
Hmm, well...
Didn't I tell you that when my friend came to visit me on the first day, when I entered the game...?
"Yeah, I'm talking to you...
For Aisha, even if it's difficult for her, isn't it very meaningful to be able to eat the candy that turns her into a boy?"
"No.
Everyone turned from men into women, but only I..."
"How should I put it, I thought it was a scary story."
"Stop it, Dad, don't be so sympathetic..."
"Shy Aisha-chan is also very cute."
"Stop..."
"Heh heh heh. Very interesting, it really is you.
And then you... it seems you've already noticed."
"Hmm?"
Dad, this is...
"Did you notice?"
"That's right. That postcard you said you got in Greed Island.
While trying all sorts of things, thinking this guy might work, so trying desperately—
Just like that, we regained the time we spent together.
In that case, I'd like to know if what you mentioned can be exchanged for work."
... Sob sob. Dad is amazing, really...
"Yes...
So Aisha wants to turn into a boy and go back to the game world?"
"..."
"If you noticed, then that's it.
What I didn't tell you was, well...
Honestly, I don't want my daughter to do this."
"Don't say that..."
"Oh dear...
I don't mind."
"Hmm?"
Why? I thought Mom would definitely hate it, but...
"I want you to be happy as a woman, so I say that, but...
You still have feelings for the man inside Aisha, don't you?"
"... No..."
"I think Aisha-chan is a very cute girl.
... But you know. I don't love Aisha because she is my daughter.
I love you because you are our precious child."
"...
Hu... uh..."
Ah, Mom... so cunning...
Mom's Finger gently wiped away my trembling tears.
"That is why...
Mom doesn't mind."
"Well, I am a bit worried."
"Ah, what?"
"Doesn't Aisha-chan always want to be a boy?"
"Well, yes... that...
The sweet I mentioned earlier changes things for a short time..."
"Not applicable.
And then, I wonder what the other person will do."
Gulp!
"Ah, uh, uh..."
"Aisha-chan turns into a boy, so she would fall in love with someone, right?
... But after Aisha-chan turns back into a young girl, the other party...
I don't know what that girl will do."
Oh, what is that? It feels like Mom is a little angry.
"Heh heh. Sorry to bother you, Aisha-chan.
But... if you turn into a boy, think it over carefully."
"Ha... ha"
"..."
I am sorry.
It seems it is time..."
"... Oh, sorry for the delay. Please wait a moment."
Mom has disappeared. Well... it has already been 24 hours.
Gently. The blanket where Mom was sleeping sank down.
"Sorry... please wait a moment. Now."
Dad put down the blanket and lifted his upper body. I swelled up and stood up.
Why...
I grabbed the hem of Father's pajamas.
"... What happened?"
"Uh..."
Why. Why did I...
"Dad... there is something I want to talk to you about."
The mouth moved, without even turning the head back.
Yes... I am sure. It is hard to talk when Mom is around...
"... Hmm...
It is fine.
It has been a long time since the two of us talked like this. What is it?"
"That...
Is Father well? I am the one who..."
"... Just like I said.
But when Misha, who punished me, said it was fine, I was the only one who did not care. Do as you please."
"No...
What is it? That father
"..."
You, who look like Misha, become a man for the time being, hmm, hmm."
"Ah..."
"I asked if you liked it, and I will answer yes. Do what you like.
... You do not know if it will go well, right?"
"Yes...
I will ask someone who knows better, but the success rate does not seem to be that high."
Dad sighed: "Pfft..."
"Well, I think I am lucky...
What if it does not work?"
"... Then I will give up completely, there is nothing I can do..."
Looking up at the ceiling, Father was thinking about something.
"... Entering Greed Island, you won't be able to come back for a while, right?"
"Yeah... I can't even use my Mobile Phone."
"I wonder if that is harder for me...
I still have to make you Training just in case."
"Ah, that is it...
I will organize a memo on how to properly Training."
Dad smiled lightly,
"... It is convenient. I wonder if you understand."
e? Cormorant...
"............"
"............"
The story is not long. Ah, what? This is not a story...
"Do you not want to say any more?"
"Ah, uh..."
Something must have happened. I do not know what it is, it will not come out.
"Whew...
Misha's story is tough, isn't it?
... Can I ask you a question?"
"Hmm. What is it, Father?"
".... You...
Why do you not hate me for abandoning you?"
... I had no choice but to lower my head. Because it is...
"I...
I really do not hate you. What right do I have to hold a grudge against Father?"
Father crossed his arms, his face looking troubled.
"Something happened, you and I..."
"Misha's guy would forgive anything, so I would be kicked out because of that, but..."
"..."
"Hey.
You don't want to kill Misha, do you?"
"..."
"............ Yes."
"I even used my aura to scream that I had just killed Misha, but..."
"Killing a person and letting them die are worlds apart."
"You, who said I lost and you don't hold a grudge... you shouldn't have killed me."
"But... I, my mom..."
"Misha's people said it was okay."
"If you were born last, he would be his long-cherished wish."
"... Yes. That's what my mom told me, and I think so too..."
"But... I got my mother from Father..."
"... Yeah, that's right."
"I threw my beloved wife away to you."
"I even thought you killed me, so I threw you out."
"... Of course."
"Do you think you don't regret it?"
"Uh...?"
Father closed his eyes. Enduring something.
"... Do you think I don't regret abandoning you?"
"Uh..."
"A few years after I abandoned you, I had my subordinates investigate Meteor City."
"The result was empty, but..."
"............"
"I just threw it away like that."
"Then one day."
"A man who looked like the woman he loved asked me. Don't tell me this is your daughter."
"Yeah, she looked a lot like Misha, and grew up to be a beautiful woman..."
"Don't hate me for throwing you away..."
"To... Sir..."
"What did I say about you saving my life?"
"Don't you admit you are my daughter?... Which mouth are you talking out of..."
"Where is the daughter who can do that...!?"
"Father...!"
"——Why don't you hate me!!"
"Because...! I stole happiness from Father!!"
"Abandon..."
"... No! That's not it!!"
"That's because you can't forgive yourself for letting Misha die!!"
"...!!"
"Me too...!!"
"I, who abandoned you, cannot forgive you!! I abandoned my own family!"
"... Woooo... but..."
"You must hate me..."
"How can I forgive myself..."
"Because I cannot hate you..."
"Father hates me for killing my mom...!"
"────I hate you!!"
"But can't you love me more than I love myself!?"
"Haa...!?"
"You are the child of Misha and me..."
"Yes..."
"I have nothing to forgive you for..."
"A family Together."
"Misha came back just like that. It's already a finished story..."
"..., you..."
"......
Aisha... not now, okay.
Someday... forgive yourself.
If you can forgive me... come and tell me.
How dare you throw me away... you make me feel lonely...
Whether you like, hate, detest.
Then I... I apologize to you. Finally, apologize to you...
Even if Aisha doesn't forgive me, I will regret it for many years..."
"To-san... very cunning, that kind of thing..."
"Kuku... both of you are hiding places.
If Misha saw it, he would go crazy..."
"Gusu... Papa...
Just for today... I want to sleep with you..."
"A man without Misha? You are a bad girl..."
"Because I don't want to be seen..."
"Brilliantly...
I don't think you will forgive me for saying I hate you and making you cry, Misha, even if I kneel on the ground..."
"To-san... really, about me...
Do you love me...?"
"......
Chef. Not at all...
Didn't expect that one day I would say these words to a woman other than Misha..."
"......"
"...... Aisha.
You are my... precious daughter.
...... I love you."
"Oh, To-san...
...... Me too..., I love you too...!"
...... Although I think that is superfluous. A little bit about this cosa parent and child.
Father Dominic and his daughter Aisha have a complicated relationship due to the causality of birth.
Since both of their personalities are extremely clumsy, their mother Misha managed to bring them back to a harmonious family.
However, perhaps because Misha's tolerance was shaken too severely, Dominic and Aisha are still unable to resolve their hatred.
If these two people could resolve their hatred...
It could only be discussed heart-to-heart with the two of them.
Usually, flowers should be left to the imagination, but...
I had no choice but to write down the images I saw.
One of the reasons why I feel Aisha cannot get used to the idea of living as a woman is
she has not properly accepted her father's love.
...... Mother's love overflowed, and somehow, the balance is terrible.
Without a doubt, they and Misha are a pair of father and daughter.
If you can see it and share a little sympathy, I would be grateful.
────Someday, while listening to Kimi no Shiroi Monogatari.
End of Chapter
