Chapter 467

Facing Jin Li, facing this star who was once a competitor, Jian Liting suddenly had the desire to speak.

It might be because she can't compare to Jin Li in any way now, so the outside world looking at them together won't think that Jin Li wants to ride on her popularity.

Jin Li asks for nothing from her, so Jian Liting feels she is very good and can be a loyal listener.

On the other hand, in the entertainment industry, Jin Li's reputation is also very good; she has never heard any bad words about any star from her mouth.

Jian Liting asked: "Do you want to know what happened to me later?"

Jin Li's expression paused, and she said with some hesitation: "A bit curious, but can you say it? If you can't say it, forget it; I don't necessarily have to know."

She felt worried about Jian Liting's state at the time, and seeing her make a comeback and be active in the entertainment industry this time, she was also happy for her.

She has innate compassion for patients like Jian Liting.

This has nothing to do with the situation, nor with personality. Like "God loves the world," she has a kind of mercy for every person.

In addition, from the perspective of an ordinary person.

Even if it's a stranger, suddenly seeing news on a social platform that a stranger so-and-so has a serious illness, most people's first reaction is to wish the patient a successful recovery, not to wish for them to die quickly.

Without involving one's own interests, everyone is willing to contribute a little mercy.

Plus, because she was temporarily arranged to "ferry people" before and learned about some special groups, Jian Liting being able to recover successfully can also provide her with some experience.

If there are "ferrying" tasks in the future, she won't be without any preparation.

Jian Liting smiled indifferently: "Before my illness was completely better, I was very afraid of being discovered as a depression patient. After treatment in the early stages, my symptoms have turned mild, so I can film in the entertainment industry, just like a normal person."

Her words took a turn, "But I forgot, a patient is a patient after all. Even if the symptoms are reduced, I am still sick. If I encounter a suddenly triggered point, the illness will also make a comeback."

"Actually, before taking on 'Assassination,' I was a bit worried that taking this drama would cause my illness to recur, but at that time the crew and my company discussed it, and I would only film the part of returning for revenge after becoming an adult.

The company, after comprehensive consideration, felt that that part was basically a 'cool' story, and only a small part involved the dark side, so I shouldn't be too stimulated, so they let me take it."

Jian Liting smiled faintly again: "Maybe God is retaliating against me, retaliating against my cowardice. Not long after I took this drama, the crew requested that I also play the underage character.

At that time, the arrow was on the string and had to be fired; I couldn't refuse this drama, and the company didn't want me to refuse, but my inability to refuse was because I wanted to use this drama to completely dig out the pus and tumor in my heart."

"I overestimated myself and underestimated the impact of past shadows on me, so during the filming, my illness recurred again, and it recurred very seriously."

Jin Li couldn't help but complain about Yan Jianqiao in her heart.

Director Yan, it is precisely because of your willfulness that an excellent actor almost couldn't get back up. What should you use to repay what you owe Jian Liting?

But the interesting thing about fate is here.

Every drink and every peck has a fixed number.

Jian Liting is successful, and also unsuccessful.

She is unsuccessful in that the illness finally recurred too seriously, making all members of the crew know she was sick, not daring to gamble, and finally she didn't finish this drama.

But she is successful in that she indeed used this drama to actively do treatment after that and healed herself.

Although the method of handling it didn't meet the expectations in her heart, the final result was happy for everyone.

Jian Liting looked at Jin Li: "I used to think that I only had a career, and what I could grasp was only a career.

My parents divorced when I was very young, and I grew up moving among relatives, so my concept of family affection is very indifferent.

And in the entertainment industry, this is a vanity fair, the temptation of fame and fortune is too great. Friends who approach me aren't necessarily sincere, and friends who stay away from me aren't necessarily not for my own good.

I couldn't identify their thoughts; all I could do was not let myself open up easily, so in terms of friendship, I also had almost no friends.

But this time I was very sick, and my life once stepped on the death line. After walking through life and death, I suddenly felt that all this is not important."

Jian Liting repeated again: "Fame and fortune, family affection and friendship, including career, are actually not important."

"When I walked out of depression, I couldn't help but start to ponder, if I really disappeared from this world, then what could I bring to this world? Just those few film and television works without the slightest influence?"

"The career I value is actually just like that."

Jin Li looked at Jian Liting seriously, not hearing the slightest sarcasm in her words.

She really thought so, stating a fact.

"I have been thinking lately, what can I leave to the world? Can I do more useful things?"

Jian Liting smiled embarrassedly: "So I recently signed an agreement. After I die, I will donate 95% of my estate to medical research related to treating depression, and I will leave the remaining 5% to my relatives to thank them for raising me.

I also signed an agreement to donate body organs. If I really die suddenly, I hope my body can help me save another life, letting them live on for me."

Jin Li couldn't help but be moved, "You are very kind."

Jian Liting shook her head: "I just want to do this, which can be considered my meager contribution to the world."

She paused and said gently: "At the same time, I want to tell the experience I had, tell it openly and honestly. If possible, I also want to publish a book."

Jin Li was silent for a moment and said: "This is not easy."

Why are some special groups not willing to speak out on the internet to seek justice for themselves?

Because once many things are publicly explained, they will suffer the strange eyes of countless people.

For example, sexual assault; others will only say: why are you wearing so little, why are you still wandering outside when it's dark, why didn't you report to the police at the first time, but dragged it for so long before daring to say it...

No one is a perfect victim.

But netizens don't care; netizens only like to sprinkle salt on the victim's wounds.

Especially the anonymous internet, which magnifies the dark side of netizens and enhances their aggressiveness.

Experiencing this kind of experience may not have made them live in the shadows forever, but secular prejudice repeatedly reminds them: you deserve it.

The public opinion pressure faced by this group is often greater than the pressure of the victimization itself.

But Jin Li thought about it, Jian Liting's situation might be a little better.

Gu Cheng once said that Jian Liting suffered from school violence and therefore suffered from depression.

But the next second, Jian Liting said: "My company only knows that because I am beautiful and have good academic performance, I was hated by a few poor students who united to abuse me."

"But they don't know that the root of my depression actually isn't this matter. This matter just deepened my illness. I suffered from depression because I was molested."

Jin Li felt her whole body's blood freeze, "You..."

She said apologetically: "Sorry, I shouldn't have let you say this."

Jian Liting shook her head: "It wasn't you who guided me to say it; it has always been me proactively telling you. I used to think this was a very shameful thing, but now I don't think so."

"Because of my avoidance, my cowardice, this matter became a scar in my heart, making me always uneasy, afraid to establish intimate relationships with people."

"What I regret most now is that I was fundamentally not wrong. Why should I be cowardly? I am the person who was hurt; why should I pay for someone else's harm?"

"Jin Li, I am not reconciled. I feel worthless for myself, so I decided to make this matter public. I hope my experience can let countless people who have encountered this kind of experience gather courage, live openly in the world, and say to others: I am not wrong; the one who should feel inferior and afraid is not me."

Jin Li looked at Jian Liting, silent for a long time, and said: "If you want to carry out relevant publicity, you must invite me; I hope to contribute."

Jian Liting knew very well that compared to her own influence, Jin Li's influence is greater.

She was very surprised, shook her head and said: "I just wanted to share this with you and didn't want to ask you to do anything for me."

Jin Li smiled lightly, like a spring breeze blowing across her face, blowing away the desolation on the ground.

"No, I just want to contribute a little strength too. You did nothing wrong, they did nothing wrong, everyone did nothing wrong."

"Liting, believe me, you are never fighting alone."

Fang Fei's new store opening event ended successfully, and every star left in an orderly manner.

There was a small episode here. When the event ended, Jin Li was suddenly stopped by the person in charge of Fang Fei to talk about next year's announcements.

The person in charge of the new store is a senior executive of Fang Fei, wanting to finalize Jin Li's schedule during the Spring Festival next year.

If Jin Li could be invited to the main store during the Spring Festival, the promotional effect would be very good.

This person in charge had mentioned it to Chenxi Entertainment very early, but Chenxi Entertainment hadn't given a definite answer, so the person in charge wanted to see if they could capture Jin Li first.

But the person in charge didn't expect that the reason Chenxi Entertainment was wavering was all because they couldn't grasp Jin Li's opinion.

The company didn't dare to easily plan all of Jin Li's announcements for next year; they had to get Jin Li's nod before the company dared to agree.

Even if the person in charge mentioned it to her face, Jin Li pondered for a while, not sure if she would have finished filming "My Mediocre Life" during the holiday.

Calculating the time, it is estimated that she is still rushing the progress.

It's already December now.

Although she has to join the crew tomorrow, and the Spring Festival is in February, there are three months in between, but it really isn't certain that she can finish a TV series.

But even if she finished, Jin Li didn't plan to attend the event.

She has to focus on reviewing.

Unless it's an important day like the brand's anniversary, she has to attend; Jin Li decided to suspend all announcement affairs.

As for the variety show "Leisurely Slow Life," because it was changed to monthly broadcast, only two episodes are broadcast each month, so she only needs to extract some time to film the episodes in advance and broadcast them slowly.

March Days have to hold concerts every month, and they also need to film in advance, otherwise they won't be able to spare time for filming.

So Jin Li said: "In terms of announcements, I have to listen to the company's arrangements. Sorry, I can't give you a definite answer."

The person in charge asked unwillingly: "Can't you make an exception?"

Jin Li shook her head: "Sorry, I can't make the decision."

For this kind of thing that offends people, it's better to push it to the company.

The reason she wants to cooperate with the company is also because the company can be a shield at any time.

After talking with the person in charge, Jin Li became the last star to leave.

Under the escort of her assistant and manager, she came to the underground parking lot. Just as she was about to get in the car, she suddenly heard a clear and beautiful voice coming from afar: "Jin Li!"

Jin Li turned her head and found it was Lian Baozhi.

Lian Baozhi ran down from the car and came to her panting. Maybe some hypoxia gave her courage, and she said in a rush:

"Jin Li, I have a relative who is your fan and has always wanted your autograph. Can you give me your autograph?"

Jin Li smiled: "Of course, no problem."

After she signed her name, she asked: "Do you want me to write a blessing? Wish her to be talented and have a brilliant literary style?"

Lian Baozhi: "No, no, no, wish her smooth sailing, good luck, and heaven-sent Koi."

Jin Li blinked, feeling that this blessing didn't seem to be written for a relative.

But she still wrote it.

Lian Baozhi carefully held the card in her palm and said gratefully: "Thank you, Jin Li."

Jin Li nodded at her: "You're welcome, then I'll go first?"

Lian Baozhi: "Take your time, goodbye, be careful on the road!"

After getting in the car, Chen Qin's gaze retracted from Lian Baozhi, and she asked: "Sister Jin Li, I remember that Lian Baozhi didn't have conflicts with you on variety shows early on? The media all said you two were not on good terms."

Jin Li: "You believe whatever the media says? We had some disputes on the variety show, but it was fine after the show ended."

Chen Qin wasn't Jin Li's assistant at that time, but she still had a deep impression of Lian Baozhi exposing the inside story of LP.

She remembered that when Lian Baozhi first started exposing, many stars didn't believe it and even publicly said she was crazy about wanting to be popular.

But later, as many high-level personnel of LP were taken away by the police, those stars who didn't believe it silently deleted their blogs.

And in this, Jin Li didn't say anything.

Sui Lingfang didn't care about Lian Baozhi. Currently, Lian Baozhi is entangled by Li Xunfang and is unable to take care of herself.

If she is sensible, she won't come to find trouble with Jin Li.

She was instead curious about another thing: "After I finished communicating with other managers and went to find you, I found you chatting with Jian Liting. Your expression was a bit strange. What did you chat about?"

Jin Li thought for a moment and said: "I can't say this, you will know later."

Seeing her say this, the others didn't have the intention to explore, nodded and said: "Okay."

(End of chapter)