Chapter 33: What If Song Yao Had a Diary

Thursday, April 7, 2014, sunny

The math problems were hard; it took me half an hour to solve them. I sneaked a nap during Chinese class—Teacher probably didn’t notice. Also, I ran into classmate Xu Qingzhou on the way—he was smoking. Ding Jiahui was right: boys in real life really can’t be trusted.

Friday, April 8, 2014, sunny

Xu Qingzhou asked me to borrow his meal card. Ding Jiahui says he must like me, but I don’t think so. Even if he does, so what? Heng ~ I won’t date anyone before I graduate from university.

Saturday, April 9, 2014, sunny

I ran into Xu Qingzhou at the library today—he was still studying advanced math. This guy is so mysterious.

Wednesday, April 13, 2014, cloudy

Every time I’m sad

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The girl who once broke your heart has vanished without a trace. Love always makes you yearn yet troubles you. It once left you bruised and battered—dilililidilililidendadilililidilililidadadilililidilililidada—walking down the path of relentless forward motion.

【Once You—Xu Wei

Lyrics: Xu Wei

Music: Xu Wei

Once I dreamed of wandering the world with a sword,

Seeing the world’s splendor.

Youthful hearts are always a little wild.

Today I drove a car for the first time. Xu Qingzhou actually called me an idiot! I wanted to punch him! Monday, June 18, 2014, sunny. I’ve mastered parallel parking! Come on, Song Yao, don’t let Xu Qingzhou laugh at you for being a stupid fool! P.S. Here’s a campus anthem.

Same as above. Saturday, April 23, 2014, cloudy

Just go and look at the sea alone.

I always think of friends walking beside me—how many are waking up now?

Having experienced life’s many turns and the world’s cold and warmth, this smile is warm and pure.

Nothing worth mentioning. Wednesday, April 20, 2014, cloudy

Just go and look at the sea alone.

It’s so strange—why does Xu Qingzhou’s name appear in my diary every single day? This is my diary! Starting today, his name is forbidden! Sunday, April 17, 2014, sunny

Xu Qingzhou is such an asshole! Saturday, May 2, 2014, cloudy. Same as above. Sunday, April 24, 2014, sunny

Today, while having dinner with my parents, I ran into Xu Qingzhou’s family. Both families ate together—Mom clearly likes him a lot, even though I’m her daughter. The girl at the hotpot restaurant was Huang Cancan, a classmate—she seemed to have misunderstood something.

Wednesday, June 13, 2014, sunny

I always think of friends walking beside me—how many are healing now?

Xu Qingzhou indeed got first place. Friday, April 15, 2014, sunny

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dilililidilililidendadilililidilililidadadilililidilililidada—there’s sorrow, and there’s brilliance.

Let’s drink this cup of wine—true men have hearts like the sea.

Now you roam the four seas.

Every time I’m sad

Every time I’m sad

dilililidilililidendadilililidilililidadadilililidilililidada—how many lonely nights?

dilililidilililidendadilililidilililidadadilililidilililidada—waking from last night’s drunkenness.

Just go and look at the sea alone.

I always think of friends walking beside me—how many are waking up now?

Let’s drink this cup of wine—true men have hearts like the sea.

Having experienced life’s many turns and the world’s cold and warmth, this smile is warm and pure.】

(End of chapter)