Chapter 115

Lin Shu was going to take Zhenzhen away the next day.

At night, Li Huiru accompanied Lin Shu to sleep, and Zhenzhen went to sleep with Fengfeng.

"Shushu, are you really not going to keep Zhenzhen? "

Under the dim light, Li Huiru helped Lin Shu check the luggage repeatedly. After checking the list, she sighed and said softly, "You can leave him here temporarily. When the school is arranged, I will help you send the child over, or let her go with your mother-in-law."

She couldn't object to Lin Shu going there, but Zhenzhen was still young, and the conditions at the border were difficult. She was a little worried about going there now.

What's more, she didn't know what the situation was in Nanzhou. Her daughter was going to college, and it was always worrying to take care of a child first.

Lin Shu knew that her mother was reluctant and worried, so she comforted her mother and said, "It's okay, mom, don't worry, Jinxi has always been cautious in doing things, there will definitely be no problem. Zhenzhen is still young, he shouldn't be separated from me and his father for too long."

Li Huiru smiled, and finally there was some relief in her eyes, and smiled and said, "Do you trust him so much? "

She is her mother, how could she not know the character of this child? She has taken care of everything by herself since she was a child. She looks gentle and quiet, but she is thorough and thoughtful inside. However, she does not trust others very much. She always feels relieved when she does everything by herself.

Even a child like Han Zhen who takes care of her in everything cannot win her heart.

…Of course, there is a comparison. She only realized it now. At that time, she also thought that Han Zhen was very good.

She was stunned again when she thought of Han Zhen.

After they moved to Xizhou City, those children would come over several times every year, take her out to play, and give her everything. Lin Shu was still young at that time and did not understand it, but after a long time, she, as a mother, saw it very clearly.

Later, when they grew up, she did think about it.

But later, Han Zhen's mother gave up her idea. thoughts.

Lin Shu smiled when she heard her mother's words, and reached out to take the photo frame on the table. It was a family photo.

There were her parents, Liang Jinxi, her, Fengfeng and Zhenzhen.

She had two more photos of this photo in her album. This one was not intended to be taken away, so it was placed in this room.

She knew that even if she went to Nanzhou and didn't come back for a few years, her mother would definitely keep the house empty for her.

She smiled and said, "Well, Mom, he seems to have a bad temper, but he is actually very thoughtful... Think about it, he is a soldier who came from field reconnaissance after all, and he must be careful. He definitely considers safety more than I think."

Li Huiru didn't say anything.

She was still thinking about what Han Zhen said to his mother, and suddenly she couldn't let it go.

After all, her daughter is grown up.

This time she went to Nanzhou, and she didn't know when she would see each other again.

She hesitated for a moment and said, "Shushu, there is something I want to ask you."

"Hmm? "

Lin Shu held the photo frame in her hand and was looking up at the other photos on the wall. She said "hmm" casually without looking back.

"Shu Shu, have you ever thought about who your biological parents are?"

This is the first time that the mother and daughter have discussed this topic in so many years.

Lin Shu paused, turned to look at her mother, and then said without thinking: "I haven't thought about it, mom, no matter who they are, they have nothing to do with me. "

After she finished speaking, she turned her head and continued to reach out to take down a photo of her childhood from the wall.

She actually knew something.

She had heard Lin Meilan's inner voice, saying that her mother was the original heroine. From what she said, it was obvious that she was a remarkable person.

Later, he came back to find her, but unfortunately she had been dead for several years.

... She was not interested in what kind of remarkable person she was, and even less interested in why she came back to find her.

Li Huiru originally wanted to tell her what Han Zhen's mother Su Lingyun had told her.

Nanzhou is close to Guangzhou, and she is already grown up. If she wants to know about her biological parents, she has the right to check it out herself.But she looked like she didn't want to know.

However...

She sighed in her heart and said, "Shushu, maybe there is some misunderstanding. The clothes and quilt you wore were old, but they were made of fine fabrics and brocades. They are not something that ordinary people can wear... Your biological parents may have a problem with their class background. They may have had no choice but to abandon you."

"Mom,"

Lin Shu interrupted her softly and said, "No matter how emotionally, I have never blamed them rationally. But it doesn't matter whether they have their own difficulties. The important thing is that they have abandoned me. Not to mention that I might die if I was thrown in the snow, I don't know who would pick me up with people coming and going. What's more, I have grown up..."

She paused suddenly, then smiled and said, "Maybe I just think I will be pretty in the future, so it's better to die in the snow. "

She reached out and hugged her mother, saying: "Mom, I know you think I'm old, and my life experience has always been a thorn in my heart. Maybe only by exposing this matter can this thorn be pulled out. Maybe it was before, but it doesn't matter now. For me, I am already very grateful for you, Fengfeng, and everything I have now. Those are not important to me at all. Instead, it's just one more thing to disturb my life. Why bother? In my heart, you are the best mom in the world. My knowledge, life experience, and personality are almost all influenced by your teachings. I am who I am now. What about whether I love my biological parents or not? I am mentally retarded to go find them. "

After that, she simply sat on the bed and said goodbye to her mother.

Seriously, "Mom, you see, to me, those people are strangers. If I really knew who they are, where they are, whether they are down and out, and whether they can bother me or not, with my personality, I will never help them... Just like Sister Donghe's biological parents, brothers and sisters-in-law, there are good nephews and nieces, and the children are even more innocent. If they come to me crying, won't it be annoying? If they are not down and out, but very rich... Many rich people have some problems of controlling others, saying that I am their daughter and want to come and make decisions in my life, don't you think it's more annoying?"

"So, I am a problem to be curious about such strangers who may disturb my life. Mom, don't think I am cold-blooded and heartless, I Just think about it rationally. "

Li Huiru laughed, reached out and touched her head, and said: "You are right... Shushu, when mom came back this time, she found that she was probably old, and she was a little indecisive in her thoughts and actions. On the contrary, you are clearer and more decisive than before."

"That's not it,"

Lin Shu said, "mom is soft-hearted. After the past few years, she has become more tolerant of people, things and life. This is rare. Anyway, your daughter has grown up, but I forget it. I have to raise children in the future, so I still have a hard temper. Otherwise, if I give birth to a daughter and raise her into a bodhisattva, I will be worried to death."

Li Huiru laughed.

That night, the mother and daughter talked for half the night.

*****

Liang Jinxi asked a retired comrade named Chang to send Lin Shu off.

His hometown is also in a township under Xizhou City, but because he married a girl from Nanzhou City, he was assigned to a street police station in Nanzhou City as a police officer after his demobilization. This time, Liang Jinxi asked him to pick up Lin Shu and his son, and he also went back to his hometown.

After picking up Lin Shu and his son and handing them over to Liang Jinxi who came to pick them up, he went to the Nanzhou University Family Compound.

Liang Jinxi bought a house there and asked him to help follow up.

The house belonged to an old man in Nanzhou University. It was not allocated after liberation, but was under his name before liberation. When he was sent down, the house was occupied by someone, and it was only returned now. However, he was old and did not plan to live in it, so he was introduced to sell it to Liang Jinxi.

But now the things inside are in a mess, Liang Jinxi asked Chang Li to help clean it up.

Chang Li went to the Nanzhou University Family Compound. When I was downstairs, I met a middle-aged woman with a young girl. They were actually two people who got on the train halfway and came here together.

The two were a little surprised to see him, but they nodded to him and didn't say anything, and then went in two directions.

The middle-aged woman was called Xue Yu, and the young girl was called Qian Manman.

They came from Xiping.

When Xue Yu was young, she went to Xiping with her husband, but her husband passed away a few years ago. It happened that the college entrance examination was resumed this year. She asked her daughter to apply for Nanzhou University where her eldest brother was a teacher. She sold all the things in the house in Xiping and took her daughter back to Nanzhou.

"Brother, are you saying that Mr. Gong's house has been sold to someone else?"

Xue Yu heard the bad news when she arrived at her eldest brother's house.

She sold all the things in Xiping, and planned to live with her daughter in Nanzhou with her eldest brother in the future.

Mr. Gong's house is opposite her eldest brother's dormitory building.

But the house is much better than the dormitory building here. It is a beautiful five-story apartment building built before liberation. Each house inside is duplex, and the details of bricks, tiles, windows and lattices are very beautiful.

The houses there were occupied before, and now they are gradually returned to those ordinary old professors and their families. Xue Yu has long asked her brother to keep an eye on them.

…Nowadays, houses are not available even if you have money.

But even so, most people are unwilling to sell, andThere was an old Mr. Gong. Most of his sons and daughters were abroad. Only one little daughter lived in the capital. She had no plan to live here. She was old and thought that she would never come back in the future, so she was willing to sell it.

Xue Yu was still thinking that such an old gentleman, who had known him for many years and had watched him grow up, would definitely not sell it for too high a price, so he was very happy.

As a result, it was bought by someone else first.

"Yes, after he came back, we contacted him before, and he was still hesitant, but I didn't expect that the last time I saw him, he actually said that the house had been sold to someone else. I heard that it was someone from the army. There were three people in the family. The man was in the army, and the woman also came to study at Nanzhou University. She also brought a little son, so she wanted to buy a house in the university family compound so that she could live with her son."

Xue Yu's eldest brother, Mr. Xue, said.

Xue Yu frowned.

Suddenly, I remembered the family of three I saw on the train today.

The reason I remember it is because the family of three was too eye-catching.

The woman was so beautiful that people wanted to see her again after one look, and the child was also very smart, but the man in military uniform, although he looked tall and strong, his appearance and temperament were really ordinary, as dark as a coal miner, and he was missing two fingers on his left hand.

...After getting off the train and returning to the family compound, she and her daughter saw him again, heading towards the opposite apartment building.

At that time, she was a little surprised. What was he doing there? Could it be that the man was the soldier who bought Mr. Gong's house as my brother said?

For the woman and the child to live in?

"Brother, where does Mr. Gong live now? How about I take Manman to see him? When we were young, he watched me and Manman grow up together. Why can't he sell it to us instead of selling it to strangers?"

Xue Yu said.

Teacher Xue hesitated.

Because the other party offered twice the price, and it was introduced by the leaders above.