Chapter 132

Lin Shu resisted the emotions that suddenly filled her chest and were about to overflow.

She looked at the old man standing behind the desk in the distance.

He was originally a respected old man who had always been in a special position, but now he was full of white hair, and his face had obvious signs of being ravaged by time. At this moment, he looked even more painful, looking at her with pleading and painful eyes, But it also brought pressure.

She didn't have any special feelings about being thrown in the snow.

It was like an ending point.

She never intended to open this node and see what was behind it.

Even when she was young, people gossiped about her behind her back, "This is picked upShe looks like a vixen, with eyes that can seduce people at first sight. Who knows whose child she is? Maybe it's some shameless little bastard born of an adulterer. Who knows how he will ruin the family tradition in the future? This kind of bastard root in the bones can never be raised. She has never been curious about who her biological parents are. Since she was thrown in the snow and let to die, she has already repaid her kindness. To her, she is still curious, which is a betrayal to her real mother in her heart.

Did her adoptive mother give her less love?

No.

So she loves her and wants to give her the complete love of a daughter.

This is her stubbornness.

Otherwise, wouldn't she really be "never raised"?

But now the old man sitting in front of her, whom she has always respected, said to her, Your grandmother had a miserable life and worked hard for her children. Your biological mother gave birth to you despite the world's disapproval. They sent you away out of consideration for you and your future. Now that old woman is alone and helpless, it's time for you to fulfill your responsibility as a granddaughter.

... Of course he didn't say it so directly, but if you peel off those words, isn't that what he really meant?

She didn't believe in "I don't have too many requirements for you, I just go to see her occasionally, even if she doesn't give in, just treat it as seeing an old woman who has suffered a lot of grief", she didn't believe it!

As long as there is a beginning, there will be a series of tears and requests.

In that case, what is the child who was thrown in the snow and almost froze to death?

She didn't die because of them, but because of her mother.

In their eyes, the child was indeed dead. She tilted her head and thought seriously.

The emotions gradually calmed down.

She wanted to say that you asked me to visit her now, not to ask an ordinary person to visit her on your behalf, but you wanted me to use the existence of my granddaughter to comfort the "old man who has suffered all his life and gave everything for his children". Maybe those "children" in your mouth may not include her... because what she has done for her biological mother can be counted on her every minute.

But she knew that it was unreasonable to tell this to the old man in front of her.

People's hearts are biased.

What's more, everyone has their own set of moral concepts.

People with authority in their own fields are more stubborn.

So she thought about it seriously and finally said: "Dean, I want to know, is this exchange project at Zhongda based on my visiting that old man as a prerequisite?"

Chen Bowang was stunned. He didn't expect her to suddenly change the topic.

He felt uncomfortable again, but he immediately suppressed it and said: "Of course not, these are two different things. "

Lin Shu nodded and said, "I think so too. I believe that I can participate in this project because of my strength. As for my life experience,"

She smiled and said, "Dean, I was indeed deliberately abandoned in the snow. At that time, it was not abandonment, but murder."

Chen Bowang's chest was blocked and said, "This must be a misunderstanding."

"This is not my business."

Lin Shu looked at him and said, "Dean, you are telling a child who was deliberately murdered that it was a misunderstanding that you were deliberately murdered. Let this child pity and comfort the person who may have murdered her, and do inexplicable filial piety to her... because your murder was probably a misunderstanding."

"I have never pursued it, nor have I resented being thrown in the snow and deliberately murdered, because I just think that someone gave birth to me, but finally chose not to have this life... That is a choice, a very clean and thorough break. "

"My life after that was given to me by my adoptive mother. Everything I have later, my thoughts and knowledge, my companionship from howling to babbling, my companionship from crawling to toddling, all of these were given to me by my adoptive mother."

"But you come here now to tell me that it was a misunderstanding... There may be a deviation in the middle, but this deviation, you shouldn't come to ask me, a child who was thrown into the snow when he was only half a month old, to accept this deviation, or maybe not."

"In fact, you don't know anything. You just stand from your perspective and think it must be a misunderstanding. Then, based on the judgment that it is a misunderstanding, you ask me to comfort the murderer? In what identity and position are you asking me to do this?"

"Dean, let me tell you, the reason why I am still here to continue talking to you is because I am your student, and I am talking to the dean of the college as a student, but the content of this topic should not be the content of a student talking to a dean of the college. Before you really figure out the matter, please don't talk to me about this topic again."

"I'm going back first. Goodbye, dean. "

Lin Shu pulled the door and left.

Chen Bowang stared blankly at the closed door, his heart aching, not knowing whether it was grief or powerlessness.

But he was quiet for a moment.

Thinking of Lin Shu's words again, being thrown in the snow... Is this true?

There are several possibilities now.

The first possibility is that Su Lingyun and her adoptive mother deceived her together in order to conceal her identity.

Another possibility is that Su Lingyun chose to abandon the child because she was afraid of affecting herself and did not want to have any involvement with the Su family. As a result, the child was adopted by her adoptive parents, and even her adoptive parents did not know her life experience.

Both possibilities are very high.

Chen Bowang calmed himself down, heThinking of his sister... He couldn't tell her about this directly, lest it irritate her again, or he should contact Su Lingyun, maybe she wouldn't want to have anything to do with him, but for his sister, he still wanted to make things clear.

... And he suddenly thought of another thing.

He had already keenly felt that the direction of the current policy had tended to be relaxed, and some external policies were also changing.

With his sister's obsession with Ling Xing.

It would have been fine if Lin Shu hadn't appeared before. If she had, she would know the background of Lin Shu's adoptive father, and she might have asked Lin Shu to ask her adoptive father to check Ling Xing's current situation outside, or even wanted to contact her.

Chen Bowang frowned.

With Lin Shu's current rejection of her background, if she heard such a request, she would definitely be more repulsive.

Lin Shu left Chen Bowang's office, looked back at the wooden door that was closed, took a deep breath, and then said "huh".

The dean had his guess.

Lin Shu also had her judgment.

She has always been a very logical and well-organized person.

Even though her emotions were affected now, she had sorted out everything and made her own judgment almost instantly.

Her family had a deep personal relationship with the Han family.

Aunt Su's love and pity for her were pure.

When she was a child, she often joked about her and Brother Han Zhen, saying that she wanted her to marry Brother Han Zhen.

If she was her cousin's daughter, would she say such a thing?

Aunt Su didn't know at all, at least she definitely didn't know when she was a child!

Because she later knew why Aunt Su loved her so much, it was because Aunt Su's eldest daughter was placed in a farmer's home during the Anti-Japanese War and was never found again.

That was the indelible scar and pain in Aunt Su's heart.

If the director's sister had really given the child to Aunt Su, Aunt Su would definitely raise the child herself!

The person was sent away by that person.

Combined with the situation at the time, her biological mother got pregnant before marriage, and her biological father abandoned her after having an affair. Everyone asked her to abort the child... Of course, all of these people also included the director's sister, Grandma Chen.

She must have hated her biological father, and hated herself as a child who was a burden to her biological mother and should not have existed.

Isn't it hard to judge who threw her into the snow?

She took a deep breath, went downstairs, and saw Liang Jinxi waiting for her from a distance.

He seemed to have sensed something, and turned to look at her as soon as she left the office building.

After leaving the office building and seeing him, the original feeling of depression finally dissipated a lot.

She smiled at him and walked towards him.

But although she was smiling and her expression was normal, he still keenly noticed that something was wrong with her.

But outside, he didn't say anything, just when she came closer, he reached out and held her hand, looked at her carefully, and then said: "Let's go."

Lin Shu was stunned for a moment, because now outside, men and women getting close to each other will be said to have a bad influence, let alone holding hands.

Last time, she was photographed from behind.

However, his hand held hers, and the warmth and strength of his hand made her heart, which was still a little anxious and uncomfortable, calm down immediately, and the emotions in her chest were slowly replaced by warmth and calmness.

She looked up and smiled at him, and this time, the depression in her smile was gone.

Yes, she didn't need to be angry.

Others tried to cut off her life, but she was reborn and lived a good life now, that's all.

Those people can no longer hurt her.

She is no longer the child who can't speak, can't move, has no ability to choose, and whose life is completely in the hands of others. She was born only half a month ago.

She already has her family and her children.

She loves them, and they love him.

She will protect them, and they will protect her.