Chapter 140

It's not too complicated.

Su Lingxing and Lin Shu's biological father Gu Zhaoliang did not fall in love at first sight or meet by chance.

Instead, they knew each other from the beginning.

Gu's father and mother joined the revolution and left the young Gu Zhaoliang at the home of a relative, who was the one Su Lingxing was studying at.The lover of the female teacher at the school.

Su Lingxing had a good relationship with the female teacher, so he met Gu Zhaoliang.

But there was nothing between the two of them at that time.

After the founding of the People's Republic of China, Su Lingxing, who was originally studying in Gang City, knew that his father had gone abroad with his aunt's family. Su Lingxing was worried about his mother in China, so he ran back. When her mother saw her coming back, she was furious and fell ill all of a sudden.

At that time, Gu Zhaoliang had always been by her side and gave her a lot of help, and the two began to be together.

At the beginning, the two were very good.

When Grandma Chen didn't know, Grandma Sun also supported them.

Grandma Sun thought very simply, Gu Zhaoliang was a soldier, if Su Lingxing married Gu Zhaoliang, Grandma Chen and Su Lingxing's life would be better.

Although it was a rare opportunity to study in Gang City, he might never come back after leaving. Grandma Sun was reluctant to let Su Lingxing go, and she felt even more sorry for Grandma Chen.

Grandma Chen was still thinking about asking her brother, Dean Chen, to help Su Lingxing with the procedures for returning to school. Su Lingxing didn't want to leave, so she told her mother about her relationship with Gu Zhaoliang.

I thought her mother would accept it even if she didn't agree, but she was furious after she knew Gu Zhaoliang's identity.

... Because Su Lingxing's eldest brother died on the battlefield, but her eldest brother was a member of the Kuomintang, and Gu's father was a general on the side of the People's Liberation Army in that battle.

Then the Gu family found out about the two people.

Their opposition was even more direct, and they directly transferred Gu Zhaoliang from the Guangzhou Military Region to Western Xinjiang. However, what they didn't expect was that after Gu Zhaoliang knew about this, he actually applied to go to the front line himself.

Aunt Sun said, "Captain Gu's mother came to our house once. At that time, the young lady already had you. His mother said that it was absolutely impossible for the young lady to enter their family. Her words were so vicious that they cut my heart. My sister was proud all her life and had never suffered such humiliation. She told her to get out and said that she would never let her daughter enter the Gu family even if she strangled her to death."

"During that time..."

Aunt Sun opened her mouth, wiped her eyes, and said, "The young lady was really miserable. When she had you, my sister told her not to give birth and go to school, but she insisted on giving birth to you, even though Captain Gu had already disappeared... Actually, it wasn't. Captain Gu had been writing to her, but my sister asked me to burn it..."

As she spoke, she put the bamboo basket that she had been holding tightly on her legs on the table and opened the towel on it. Inside was a stack of yellowed envelopes that should have been opened before, but were neatly sealed again.

There were about five or six envelopes. Aunt Sun took out the letters with shaking hands, and said, "I intercepted all the letters. Sister asked me to burn them. I wanted to burn them every time, but I couldn't do it. Later, I secretly put them away. There was only the last one." Aunt Sun's tears flowed again, and she said, "The last letter was a letter from Captain Gu who wanted to break up with the young lady. He said that he was introduced to another girl and asked the young lady not to wait for him anymore. She asked her to go to Hong Kong to study and never come back..." Aunt Sun sobbed and said, "At that time, the young lady was about to give birth. Sister left this letter and gave it to her after she gave birth. She told her that if she stayed here, the child would be an illegitimate daughter who could not see people in the future. She would be pointed at and despised by others for the rest of her life. With such appearance and such background, she would never live a good life in the future. She didn't know where she would end up. . "

"Besides, our family was already hated by everyone because of our capitalist background. We couldn't even raise our heads. And we had a daughter out of wedlock. How were we going to live in the future? Were we going to marry those ruffians who were spying on us every day?"

"Young lady, don't blame me,"

Sun's mother choked up, "In that situation, she really had no other choice. She was so lively, but she didn't leave the house once during the months when she was pregnant with you. She was obviously sad, but she endured it... She always believed in Captain Gu, but the last letter was indeed written by Captain Gu. At that time, she couldn't keep you no matter what. It wasn't that my sister forced her. She couldn't raise you at that time, so she agreed to let me take you to Miss Lingyun."

Lin Shu shook her head and said, "I didn't blame her."

When she knew that the person who threw her in the snow was not her, she didn't blame her.

Just by listening to Sun's mother's simple narration, she could imagine her situation at the time, not to mention the person involved.

Mother Sun choked up and said "hmm", then lowered her head and reached out as if to take the letter on the table. When she was about to touch it, she wiped her hands on her clothes, then took the letter on the table and touched it, whispering: "Later we found out that Captain Gu was not with another girl. He gave the letter to his comrade before going to the battlefield on the front line, and told him to keep the letter. If he came back alive, he should return the letter to him. If he didn't come back alive, he should send the letter to Miss... He didn't let our Miss down... It's just that,"

"Our Miss will never know about this. Since Captain Gu has decided to do so, it's better not to know it forever,"

She said as she pushed the letters in front of Lin Shu, saying, "But these things have weighed on my heart for decades. I feel very uncomfortable. When I face my sister, I feel sorry for her. These letters, and you, little Miss, are the only things I have kept from her in my life. Thinking of Miss, I intercepted these letters and thought ofI feel heartbroken for the pain she has gone through, but I feel the same pain when I think of Captain Gu. "

"I don't know if I can see the young lady again in this life, and even if I do, I can't ruin her current life and let her suffer again, so I can't give these letters to her no matter whether I see the young lady again or not... But I can't take these letters into the ground or burn them, otherwise this matter will always weigh on my mind. Fortunately, now I see you, young lady, I think it is most appropriate to give these to you, young lady."

Lin Shu reached out to take the letter, and it seemed as if an inexplicable emotion came from the letter, and tears couldn't help rolling down again.

Li Huiru reached out to hug Lin Shu, patted her, and then said to Sun's mother: "Then you told Miss Su... to give the child to Lingyun, so why was it thrown on the snow again? "

In fact, everyone has guessed the truth, but since they are here, they naturally hope to ask it in person instead of guessing.

Sun's mother glanced at Lin Shu, who was lowering his head, and stammered but was unwilling to say more about this matter.

Aunt Su continued Li Huiru's words and said, "It's because Granny Chen hates the Gu family, so she took her anger out on Shushu. She said openly that she would give the child to me, but secretly ordered you to throw the child into the snow and freeze to death... Or maybe she hated me too, she hated everyone in the Su family, including me who was adopted out, so she told everyone that she gave the child to me, but I didn't want to raise that child, so I threw the child into the snow and froze to death, right? "

She said this not out of guesswork, of course she had done some inquiries beforehand.

"Miss Lingyun,"

Mrs. Sun seemed to want to explain for Granny Chen, but she had no way to explain. She was not a good liar, not to mention that so many people were looking at her at this time... If she told a lie, the rest of her words would be discounted.

After a while, she whispered, "Miss Lingyun, Sister is not targeting you, it's just easier to explain this way..."

After that, she looked at Lin Shu again and said, "Miss, you don't have to Blame your grandma. At that time, we didn't know that Captain Gu actually died. We all thought that he abandoned the young lady and hurt her so much, so your grandma was so angry..."

Lin Shu shook her head.

It doesn't matter what she thinks of Grandma Chen now.

Anyway, she hates her so much that she wishes she had never come into this world... To her, she has original sin.

There is nothing to say.

She said: "You threw me in the snow that year, and you left only after seeing my mother pick me up, right?"

"Yes, yes."

"Then my mother picked me up, was it a coincidence, or did you do it on purpose? "

"I asked about it before,"

Sun Ma said in a low voice, "I asked someone to ask about it. They said that this lady has no children and is kind-hearted. I think she will not treat you badly... Miss, I promised you that I would send you to Miss Lingyun. She said that she would come back to find you in the future as long as you live well. If Miss Lingyun doesn't want you to recognize her, she won't, but she will come back to see you. I can't let her be sad... I have already lied to her. I can't kill her child with my own hands again."

She lowered her head and sobbed again.

Lin Shu reached out to wipe her tears.

She suddenly thought of the book that Lin Meilan mentioned, saying that her biological mother did come back to find her, but at that time she had been stabbed to death by Zhou Chengzhi.

After all, it has been more than 20 years. She didn't know how painful her biological mother would be because of her death, but this old lady would definitely suffer a lot of pain and self-blame.

She said softly: "You have done very well. Thank you, Sun Ma, and my mother is also very grateful to you. "

After she finished speaking, she turned her head to look at Li Huiru, who reached out and patted her.

Maybe Sun's mother thought she was talking about Su Lingxing, but in fact she was talking about Li Huiru.

She was really grateful to her.

She let her leave the Su and Gu families and become her mother's daughter.

She breathed a sigh of relief and asked her, "The Gu family said they came once later, right?"

"Yes,"

Sun's mother's face changed when she talked about the Gu family.

She took the handkerchief handed to her by Lin Shu and wiped her tears, then said bitterly, "They came to ask about your whereabouts, young lady, but they didn't look like they were here to pick someone up. They were here to insult my sister and young lady. They blamed the death of Captain Gu on the young lady, saying that the young lady killed the captain, bah! "

"It is obvious that they killed Captain Gu. If they had not forced the young lady to break up with Captain Gu and transferred Captain Gu, Captain Gu would not have gone to the battlefield to make meritorious deeds, and he would not have died. He did not know that the young lady had given birth to a child for him until his death... Young lady, you should not believe that they really want to take you away. If they really want to, with their family's ability, how could they not find your whereabouts? They have no intention at all. Even if they take you away, they will definitely not treat you well. That's why I refused to tell them that you were alive. "

"Well," Lin Shu folded the letter in her hand, pulled the corner of her mouth, and said, "No, they will definitely hate me when they see my appearance. Maybe," Maybe she will become the blood bank of the daughter of the Gu family. I don't know why, but this thought suddenly popped up in my mind, and I felt cold in my bones. "Thank you, Sun Ma. "

Lin Shu couldn't help but thank him again.

Lin Shu left with six letters from her biological father.

She didn't go to see Grandma Chen.Sun's mother hesitated to speak.

When Lin Shu left, she finally said, "Miss, I will talk to my sister...your grandmother slowly. When she is better, you can come to see her again, okay?"

"No,"

Lin Shu shook her head.

She said, "She won't want to see me."

She didn't want to see her either.