Chapter 147

The two stood facing each other in front of the tombstone, and did not speak for a long time.

Li Huiru stood behind and did not speak for a while.

Su Lingxing opened his mouth several times, but could not make a sound.

After being surprised, Sun's mother wiped her wet eyes and whispered to Su Lingxing: "Miss, that is the little lady."

Su Lingxing had only been back for a few days.

She had been away for so many years, and what she cared about most in her heart was her mother and the daughter she had sent away.

After she came back and saw her mother, she would naturally ask about the child's condition after she calmed down.

She asked her mother, but just after asking one question, her mother's face suddenly fell, and she said sternly: "The child has been sent away. The family has a red background. The most taboo is to have any involvement with a family like us. They avoid us like a flood and a beast. Just pretend that you have never given birth to that child and cut off the past! Do you think she didn't drag you down enough in the past, and now you let her come out to destroy your life?"

Su Lingxing was stunned.

She turned her head and saw Sun Ma's uncomfortable expression, and guessed in her heart that something might have happened to Sun Ma.

Of course she knew her mother's hatred for what happened in the past, her resentment towards the Gu family and Gu Zhaoliang, and her anger towards the child in her belly.

But she is no longer the Su Lingxing of the past.

She didn't argue when she heard her mother say this, but just reached out and patted her mother's hand to comfort her, and said nothing.

She just turned around and found Sun Ma privately and asked her: "How is the child now? Do you know?"

Sun Ma stammered. "They can't affect me now," Su Lingxing looked at Sun's mother and said softly, "But Sun's mother, you know, that's my heart disease. If I can't get rid of it, I will be uneasy for the rest of my life." Sun's mother's tears flowed down, and she said, "I say, Miss, but you know, those things in the past were also my sister's heart disease. Now that you know these things, don't mention them to my sister again." "I know." Su Lingxing whispered. "I didn't send the child to your cousin back then," Sun's mother wiped her tears and saw Su Lingxing's color suddenly changed. She hurriedly explained, "I went there, to your cousin's compound, holding the child. Later, I accidentally heard that a chief of staff named Lin in the compound had no children at home. I asked carefully and heard that the family was good, so I secretly threw the child on the road they passed by..." Su Lingxing looked at her. In fact, her eyes were very light, not even harsh, let alone blaming. ... She was grateful and respectful to Sun's mother. But Sun's mother seemed to be seen through by this look.

Whether she wanted to hide it or not, it was all in her sight.

Her mistress was indeed no longer the mistress she used to be.

Whether she said it or not, she could probably find out if she wanted to know.

Rather than letting her know from somewhere else, it would be better for her to tell her.

She sighed deeply and whispered, "Miss, when my sister asked me to bring the child to Xizhou City, she didn't tell me to give her to Miss Tang. She told me to throw the child away..."

Seeing Su Lingxing's face suddenly become very ugly, her eyes were wet again, and she said anxiously, "But Miss, everyone in the world can misunderstand my sister, but you can't misunderstand her... How much does my sister love my sister,How much she hated the Gu family who hurt and insulted the young lady back then, and... Captain Gu, she really hated them, and she also hated the young lady who dragged the young lady down. But young lady,"

"Ajie asked me to throw her away, and said a lot of cruel words... But young lady, I promised you that I would definitely send that child away and let her be well... Do you think that Sun Ma really has the heart to throw the young lady away and not care about her life or death after promising you?"

Su Lingxing did not speak.

"If young lady knew that I couldn't bear to throw the young lady away like that, do you really think that Ajie would think I could do such a thing?"

Sun Ma was already sobbing when she said this, and said, "Young lady, Ajie's heart is very bitter. It's true that she hates that child, but she never really wants to kill that child. She even wants to believe that she has killed that child to punish herself... Young lady, please don't alienate yourself from Ajie because of this matter."

After a while, Su Lingxing reached out and patted Sun Ma, saying, "It was my fault back then. "

Su Lingxing placed the white chrysanthemum in his hand next to Lin Shu's bouquet of flowers, looked at the photo on the tombstone, tears flowed down, and whispered: "I'm sorry."

It was her fault back then.

She underestimated the power of the world and the power of family background, and naively thought that the two of them would be happy.

She has always been confident.

She believes in her intelligence and ability, and thinks that as long as she is attentive and hardworking, things will always develop in a good direction.

But she was wrong.

She thought she could control her own life, but the ending was so tragic.

What qualifications does she have to blame her mother?

She is sorry for her mother who loves her, sorry for Gu Zhaoliang who loves her, and even more sorry for her daughter who needs her love and protection the most.

She owes them the most in her life.

And she will never be able to pay it back.

Lin Shu has been watching her from the side.

Watching her kneel down, carefully placing the flowers next to her bouquet, watching her restrained emotions Emotions poured out, and she burst into tears.

She bit her lip.

Originally, she thought it was just a distant story.

From childhood to adulthood, she always thought she was abandoned. No matter what the reason was, abandonment was abandonment. They gave her life, despised her, and only wished she would die. Then it didn't matter anymore... She spent many years letting herself melt the resentment and regard them as passers-by. Even if she met them again, she believed that she could be calm and indifferent.

But who would have known that it would be like this?

Who could have known that it would be like this?

It seemed that all the grievances of so many years suddenly became helpless, as if all the helplessness, fear and resentment back then became helpless.

Li Huiru reached out and hugged her and patted her.

She cried in her arms and said, "I'm sorry, mother. "

She was sincere. She had always loved her as her biological mother. She had told her that her biological mother meant nothing to her. But now, she was still upset because of another woman.

"Silly child,"

Li Huiru stroked her back and said, "If you are sad, just cry. It's nothing."

*****

Liang Jinxi's injuries were very serious.

He had several gunshot wounds and shrapnel wounds, but none of them hurt his vital parts, so he came back alive.

But the conditions on the battlefield were limited, the care was improper, and there were various infections, hematomas, and muscle necrosis... This was also the reason why the doctor at the rescue station said he had to amputate and later had a high fever and coma.

Even the doctors in the hospital thought he would probably never wake up again.

But he woke up and recovered well.

The next day, he asked the nurse to push him to the communication room and called the Nanzhou border station.

Find Brigade Commander Lu Limin and tell the operator: "It's Liang Jinxi, the commander of the 67th Regiment of the 124th Division, reporting on the situation of the 67th Regiment. "

Brigade Commander Lu was in a meeting. When he heard that Liang Jinxi had called, he was so shocked that the pen in his hand fell down. Then he turned around and walked away. When he reached the door, he turned back and saluted the officer who was presiding over the meeting. The officer smiled and said, "Go."

He was also happy... He was also too busy recently. He knew that he was busy everywhere, otherwise he would have called everywhere to ask.

"Jinxi!"

Brigade Commander Lu took the phone and shouted at the other end. Two words, pressed very hard and steady, but the muscles on his face trembled.

"Well, not dead,"

Liang Jinxi said on the other end, "You didn't tell my wife that I was dead, did you?"

Brigade Commander Lu:...

Liang Jinxi briefly explained the situation after the two separated, and Brigade Commander Lu said: "After explaining it clearly over there, bring the group back to the team to report."

Liang Jinxi: "I think, if the hospital doesn't let him out, you can issue a military order. "

Brigade Commander Lu: ...

Liang Jinxi held the phone and said, "If you can contact my wife, tell her that I have something to deal with here, don't say I'm in the hospital,"

He paused and said, "Let her find a phone number for me. I'll call her when I can find her."

After Liang Jinxi hung up the phone, he thought that he would have to find a way to install a phone at home after he went back this time.

After he hung up the phone, the nurse pushed him back to the ward, and another nurse came over and said to him, "Captain Liang, reporter Lin is here and wants to visit you. Reporter Lin has come to visit you every day these days. I don't know how excited he is that you woke up."

After speaking, he blushed and smiled.

It is said that this Captain Liang is a master of military tactics and has made many great contributions on the battlefield this time. Otherwise, the hospital is overcrowded now. Even if he is the commander, he can't live in the best single room in the hospital., received such attention from the hospital.

Such a hero, young and handsome, it is hard not to be admired.

But the infatuation of reporter Lin is visible to everyone, and others just sigh.

"Reporter Lin, which reporter Lin?"

Liang Jinxi asked.

The nurse was stunned for a moment and said, "Reporter Lin...Reporter Lin Meilan."

Liang Jinxi frowned and said, "Let her in."

Lin Meilan stood outside the door.

The little nurse came out, blinked at her, and smiled, "Reporter Lin, please go in."

These days, Lin Meilan has been interviewing the wounded in this hospital. She is very good at dealing with people and usually helps out, so she has a good relationship in the hospital.

Lin Meilan reluctantly smiled and thanked her and entered the ward.

Lin Meilan has been having a very bad time these past few months, very bad.

Zhou Chengzhi disappeared, and she couldn't find him anywhere she contacted. She was anxious for several days, and finally someone solved her puzzle.

She was arrested, and then interrogated... She was not a strong-willed person who could endure hardships, so when those people asked, they didn't need to torture her. She told everything she could except that she was a person who traveled through the book.

... She told about her relationship with Zhou Chengzhi, what Zhou Chengzhi did, including the fact that she saw Zhou Chengzhi contacting a soldier, but she said that she just liked him, but what he did had nothing to do with her. On the contrary, the good things Zhou Chengzhi did were related to her. Because she was timid, she advised him not to offend those people and to help them secretly.

She also mentioned several famous people in various fields.

They were all people she helped when she was sent down.

The interrogators probably verified it and finally released her a few days later.

However, Mrs. Gu told Xizhou Evening News about her arrest, and she was fired from the newspaper.

She was fired from her unit.

She didn't have much money on her, and she even had nowhere to go... She didn't want to and didn't dare to go back to Xizhou City.

Because she was fired from the newspaper, her affair with Zhou Chengzhi had already come to light, and she didn't want to go back and face the Zhou family or the Lin family, or even those people she had helped.

Fortunately, when she was interviewing the families of soldiers here, she met someone from a small newspaper here, and they gave her a job as an outside reporter.

It wasn't in the system, but at least it was an income for her at this time.

Then when she was interviewing in the hospital, she accidentally saw Liang Jinxi who was sent to the hospital in a coma.

She asked the hospital staff and learned that he was seriously injured and might die, or need amputation to save his life in an emergency.

... She was shocked at that time, she was in a dilemma, and the cause of all the dilemmas seemed to point to Lin Shu. If it weren't for Lin Shu, she would definitely not be in the current situation.

She didn't know what she was thinking. She had been paying attention to him these days, wondering if he would die or become disabled?

If he became disabled, what would Lin Shu choose?

And the person who tied the bell must be the one to untie it. Can she get out of the dilemma?