Chapter 45

Lin Shu was completely confused.

She had never been attacked by such a strong sense, completely involuntarily.

When she slowly recovered from the strong shock, her heart was still pounding, and the hand holding his clothes was still shaking slightly.

What did he say?

Disgusted? He said, if you hate it, just forget about it, he will return to the army tomorrow.

She didn't have time to think about anything, tears welled up all of a sudden.

She pushed him away with shame and anger, turned around and ran to her room.

After walking a few steps, she remembered that she forgot to close the door, turned back to close the door, but didn't expect that he had stepped in.

He held her shoulders, stretched out his hand to help her wipe her tears, and was obviously a little anxious, calling her: "Shushu."

Lin Shu wanted to push him away at this moment, but he held her tightly.

She was so petite in front of him, how could she open her eyes when he held her shoulders?

This made her even more panicked.

He said: "Shushu, I don't want to bully you, I just can't help it, you tell me, as long as you tell me that you don't like it, don't want to do this with me, II will send you back tomorrow and leave at night. I will never appear in front of you again. "

I will never appear in front of her again.

Lin Shu was so angry in the panic that she hit him.

This bastard, he was forcing her. After doing such a thing to him, he was still forcing her with such an aggressive attitude.

Either you like him and marry him as he wants, or you turn around and leave and never appear in front of her again!

He didn't give her any room to speak.

She hit him, and he didn't stop or avoid it, letting her hit him.

But his body was like a copper wall and iron wall, and she only felt pain in her hands when she hit him.

Lin Shu's tears flowed more and more, and she sobbed.

She had never cried so sadly since she was a child.

In the end, she didn't know whether she was crying because of herself or because of what he did to her.

He had never coaxed anyone.

He had never coaxed a girl who cried like this.

Even a child dared to When she cried, he would either yell or turn around and leave.

But now that she was crying like this, he was not impatient, nor did he despise her for being weak and useless, but just thought that he might have gone too far.

She was a girl after all.

If she really had no interest in him, then his behavior just now...

Thinking of this, he felt uncomfortable.

He half hugged her, but did not dare to hug her too tightly. He just whispered to coax her, saying, "It's my fault. I just couldn't help it. I'm a bastard. If you want to hit me, hit me. Just don't cry. Didn't you just tell me not to lie to you and let me tell you why I want to marry you? I didn't lie to you. I just wanted to do that. You asked me not to lie to you, so of course I can't lie to you. "

Lin Shu was even more angry.

Is this her fault?

She asked him to tell her, and he just told her like that?

Lin Shu was simply choked by his anger.

This time, she finally personally experienced the deep feeling of Aunt Hu every time she was so angry that she wanted to whip him.

She was angry and uncomfortable, but she was still a little greedy for his embrace. This discovery made her hate herself again.

She pushed him away with all her strength, wiped her tears randomly, and said angrily: "Go back to your room, I'm tired, go to bed first, let's talk about this when we go back."

"What chance can we have to talk when we go back?"

There are people everywhere, can they hide in the room and talk?

Liang Jinxi didn't want to separate from her like this, leaving her alone in the room.

He probably said in the most gentle voice of his life, "Calm down first. "

After saying that, he looked down and saw that she was standing barefoot in slippers, so he simply hugged her. Lin Shu was startled again. When she was about to struggle, he had already stuffed her into the bed. He covered her with a quilt and sat aside. He said, "The ground is cold. You will get cold if you stand like this. Okay,"

He paused and said, "Didn't you just say you wanted to talk? Then just say it. I will listen to whatever you want to say, okay? "

Lin Shu pulled the quilt and glared at him.

It must be said that now that she was sitting on the bed with the quilt in her arms, she was free from the pressure from him on her head, and she was no longer cold and frozen. She felt much better immediately.

She could calm down a little easier.

What to say?

She didn't want to say a word now.

She just wanted to calm herself down quickly.

There were still tears on her face, but she didn't say a word. She just stared at her with her eyes full of water and her eyelashes wet, as if she was angry and resentful. Liang Jinxi's heart trembled.

But then his heart was filled with a complex taste of sweetness, joy, sourness and reluctance.

He was such a sensitive person. How could he not understand her like this?

...Thinking about how cold and disgusted she was when she mentioned Zhou Chengzhi, how straightforward she was when dealing with things, and how she had never been so delicate and pitiful?

He took the towel next to her and wiped her face.

She opened it with one hand and said, "That's the towel I used to wipe my feet just now. "

Liang Jinxi laughed and said, "Didn't you wash it clean?"

He asked her again, "Do your feet hurt? Do you want me to massage them for you?"

Lin Shu was angry, but although she was very angry, her heart was inexplicably numb.

She sat back, leaned on the bed with the quilt in her arms, and looked at him.

... This man.

She was still embarrassed.

She wanted him to go out immediately and give her some space so that she could digest her emotions.

But unlike her delicate appearance, she has always been a rational and organized person.

No matter how embarrassed she was, she knew he was right after she recovered a little.

In their current situation, if she didn't want to have no contact with him forever, and wanted to sort out the things between them, only now was the best opportunity to talk.

And she knew which side the balance in her heart was leaning towards.

She bit her lip for a long time before finally saying, "Do you have any bad habits? "

Liang Jinxi raised his mouth uncontrollably and said, "No, it's clean and neat. As long as I'm at home, I do all the housework. You can't drink in the army. I only smoke occasionally. Sometimes I may be a little depressed, but I will try my best to treat you well."

"Beat your wife?"

Liang Jinxi:... "You are insulting me."

Lin Shu curled her lips, but soon fell back, exhaled, and said, "Then you go back, I'm going to sleep."

"Agree?"

"I'll think about it."

Liang Jinxi reached out and touched her, but soon took it back and said, "I'll leave after you sleep."Lin Shu tugged at the quilt and said, "Let's go now."

Liang Jinxi's heart was filled with pain.

He stood up and said, "Okay, then go to sleep now, don't think too much, I'm next door, call me if you need anything."

He took the basin of water on the ground with him before leaving.

Lin Shu watched him leave, watched him close the door, and then heard the sound of water in the bathroom.

She shrank into the quilt, wrapped herself up, but couldn't help reaching out to touch her lips, and then her hands and heart couldn't help shaking together... Disgusted?

Such a strong invasion, full of his breath and taste, my heart was about to jump out.

But it was definitely not disgust.

What did he say...I wanted to do this to her when I looked at her, this bastard!

At this time, she suddenly remembered Lin Meilan's thoughts.

...She said that she didn't know what it felt like to be hugged and kissed by such a man, and to go to bed...what it felt like...

Lin Shu's face suddenly became hot.

As soon as that scene flashed by, she immediately covered her face with the quilt and stopped.

Think about the reality.

Think about the reality.

She repeated it silently several times, and then she slowly calmed down.

She thought of his back as he just left and the look in his eyes when he looked at her, and her heart ached for no reason.

She trusted him.

Even though he had just done that to her and she was a little annoyed, she still believed him no matter what he said.

His purpose of wanting to marry her was very pure.

He said he would treat her well.

She believed him.

But she herself.

She knew herself.

He said he wanted to marry her, and after she panicked, all that flashed through her mind were realistic measures.

And a person as sharp as him must also know her, her entanglement, struggle, and compromise.

This made her feel a little uncomfortable and ashamed.

Lin Shu thought she would not be able to sleep.

But in fact, after two days of tossing and turning, she underestimated her physical fatigue.

She lay on the bed thinking about those things, and her mind soon fell into confusion, and then she fell asleep unknowingly.

It didn't take too long.

It was Liang Jinxi who couldn't sleep.

He did hundreds of push-ups in the room, sweating all over, and still fell asleep at some time in the early morning, but woke up again before dawn.

After waking up, he was afraid of waking her up, so he washed his face and brushed his teeth gently.

Then he saw that the door from the bathroom to her room was ajar.

This silly girl, she didn't lock the bathroom door after he left last night, she was really defenseless against him.

Before he went out, he couldn't help but look at her, and saw that she was sleeping soundly, with her little mouth slightly tilted, as if she was angry with someone. He resisted the urge to kiss her again, and turned to go downstairs.

The dining room downstairs opened early.

It was more than five in the morning, and the steamed buns were steamed in the dining room, and the dough was kneaded, and it was steaming hot.

But there were several chefs in the kitchen, but only one person was sitting in the dining room.

Liang Jinxi didn't expect to see Zhou Chengzhi so unlucky in the morning.

He was sitting there alone.

Just like yesterday's clothes, his face was dark blue and had stubble, and he looked haggard as if he hadn't shaved for several days.

Is he sitting there all night?

Liang Jinxi saw him, glanced at him, and walked straight to the dining room counter.

Zhou Chengzhi stood up and blocked the way.

He said, "Let's talk?" Liang Jinxi sneered, "Why should I talk to you?" "You always want to know about her, right?" Zhou Chengzhi hated his cold and contemptuous look, and said, "You saw me coming up, and you didn't feel any surprise or surprise. You must know me." "You know me, and I know you too. You know everything from your childhood to adulthood. You are a person who is always sober and always wants to be in control and make others submit to you. Whatever I say, whether it is true or false, it has nothing to do with you. What you said is just information for your analysis, so why can't you listen to it? What's more, my mouth is on my body, and this is not your territory. What I want to say, can you stop me or plug your ears? "

Liang Jinxi took a step to the side and said, "Oh, then tell me."

Zhou Chengzhi looked at his arrogant look as a winner, and hatred rose in his heart. After a moment of silence, he said, "In fact, you know it very well, how can you not know the reason why she is willing to marry you in such a short time?"

"Are you here to talk nonsense?"

Liang Jinxi said. Zhou Chengzhi gritted his teeth and said slowly, "When I was a child, I lived next door to her great-uncle's family and we were also from the same hometown. Our two families have always been very close. Her father is a man who values ​​kinship and hometown affection. He often brings his family to our house to play on weekends... She was very beautiful when she was a child, different from ordinary people, like a snow doll..."

"Speak to the point!"

"She and I were childhood sweethearts. Even if we are not childhood sweethearts, I have always obeyed her since she was a child. I would find her whatever she wanted without her asking. At that time, she didn't hate me as much as she does now. She would follow me and call me Brother Chengzhi softly."

Seeing his eyes turn cold and sharp like a sharp arrow, Zhou Chengzhi finally felt a little pleasure.

He continued, "She said you were her partner before she met you. Could it be that she still likes you?"

"She refused to marry me, but it was because I was not powerful enough, becauseShe knows that I can only give her a stable life at most, but I can't help her father, can't help her get her father out. But she thinks you can, or rather, not that you can, but at least you can be a stepping stone. "

"Chengxi Military Region, what is that place? That's where she grew up. The old leaders of the military region are all her uncles. There are countless children from the military compound who have surrounded her. Like me, or like you, they treated her as a treasure in their hands, pampered her, and were afraid that she would suffer a little grievance. You know best that she has this magic, don't you? "

"She married you because she wanted to go there and find someone to save her father... But when her father comes out, who are you? You are just a small battalion commander from a farming family. She stepped on you as a stepping stone to get what she wanted. Do you think she will still want you? "