Chapter 90

The road was not easy to drive on, and the car drove slowly all the way. It was not until after four o'clock in the afternoon that we returned to the military compound.

When Han Zhen returned home, the house was bustling.

The second brother was in northern Xinjiang, but the eldest brother brought his sister-in-law and two children back together.

No one cared about his return, except that Su Lingyun took a closer look at her son. Brother Han called him and asked him to play chess with his father... Brother Han didn't like playing chess. He had been defeated by his father in several games and was really desperate.

Su Lingyun went to her son's room at night.

As soon as she entered the room, she smelled cigarettes.

...Her two older sons liked to smoke, but the youngest son never smoked before.

She looked at him, She walked to the window and opened it... It was snowing heavily outside, and when the window was opened, the strong wind and snowflakes came in.

Su Lingyun had no choice but to close the window again.

She looked back and saw that her son had crushed the cigarette butt.

"Ah Zhen, you see, Shushu is living a good life now, so don't blame yourself anymore. "

She said.

When the Lin family got into trouble, the Han family didn't get the news for a while because they were far away and the Lin family was no longer in the army. When her husband got the news and went to inquire, Huiru had already sent one of the children to the countryside and the other to a friend's house, so she didn't care about them anymore, but focused on Lin Zhaotong.

By the time she got the news, Liang Jinxi's marriage application had been filed.

At that time, his son was far away in the Hainan Air Force Base.

Don't say that he had no emotional involvement with Lin Shu, even if he did, Su Lingyun would probably just keep it a secret.

So when he knew about it, Lin Shu had been pregnant for several months.

Han Zhen didn't say anything.

Su Lingyun sighed again.

She said, "A Zhen, there is actually one more thing that I haven't told you."

Han Zhen turned to look at her.

"Do you know why I have always liked Shushu? "

Su Lingyun didn't need his answer, and just said slowly, "You think it's because of your sister that I feel pity for her, and she is beautiful and cute, and her personality is similar to mine, so I am particularly kind to her, right?"

"Actually, it's not, but there are so many girls in this compound, why do I think of your sister when I look at her... Look at this photo."

Su Lingyun pushed a photo in front of his son, an old black and white photo, which is obviously quite old.

And the clothes and dressing of the people above, the brocade cheongsam, the pearl necklace on the neck, the curly hair... are not what would appear in this era.

Han Zhen looked down, but his eyes slowly fixed on a little girl of five or six years old next to him... The little girl had two buns, but was wearing a beautiful lace western dress. This could not be Lin Shu, but she had a face that was almost the same as Lin Shu's when she was a child, with big eyes, a small nose, and a clear and beautiful lip peak... He looked at her in surprise. His mother.

Of course, this can't be Lin Shu.

And he knows very well that Lin Shu is not the biological child of Uncle Lin and Aunt Li.

In fact, anyone who knows that Lin Shu is not the biological child of Lin Zhaotong and Li Huiru will have this question in their hearts when they see Lin Shu... because she is so beautiful, and her temperament is almost born with her. What kind of family would give birth to such a child and throw her in the snow?

Su Lingyun saw that his eyes were fixed on the little girl and whispered: "This little girl is not Shu Shu. I don't remember her name. It's probably one of my sisters or cousins."

"You know I was adopted when I was a child and followed your grandparents here.Xizhou City, I have never had any contact with my biological parents, and I don't know much about the relatives there. Even this photo was found when your grandmother passed away a few years ago and I sorted out her belongings... I saw that she looked very similar to Shushu, so I saved it. In the past two years, I have tried to find out Shushu's background, but your father dissuaded me... In fact, I couldn't find out anything. "

The Su family is a famous big family in Jiangnan, a big capitalist.

After the founding of the People's Republic of China, it fell apart, and the descendants went everywhere, but most of the direct descendants went abroad.

Because she was adopted when she was young, her adoptive parents were both old revolutionaries, so she was not implicated by the family there.

She wanted to check, not because she had any feelings for the family there, but because she found that her son had a romantic relationship with Shushu.

Although it is common for cousins ​​to get married now, she still wants to find out more to make her feel at ease, in case there is a generation difference.

"I can't find it because I have carefully checked the appearance of the family there. This appearance should be inherited from my grandmother, that is, the direct line of the Su family... but it may also be from my grandmother's mother's side. Most people on both sides are not in the country, and those who are in have passed away... I will only cause unnecessary trouble if I go to them."

What's more, the past few years were a time of panic.

"Ama?"

"Are you asking me why I'm telling you this? "

Su Lingyun laughed and said, "I know why you feel bad, but if you think about the fact that Shushu might be your cousin or niece, will it make you feel better? Judging from her age, if she is really a child of the Su family, she must be my eldest brother's granddaughter or my sister's child... Otherwise, instead of worrying about it, you might as well think about it this way."

"Mom! "

Han Zhen was definitely annoyed by his mother.

What the hell is a niece!

It's better to be annoyed than to feel uncomfortable.

Su Lingyun felt relieved when she saw her son's expression as if he had eaten a fly... This son has always been very principled, and has some cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder. As long as she told him about this, he would not allow her to put her mind on it.

Besides, they are relatives, which will always give her more comfort, which is better than the pain of separation from no relationship in the future... After all, she has been thinking about it for so many years.

She said slowly: "In fact, this is also the reason why I supported you to go to Hainan Air Force Base in the first place, and I wanted you to let go of this thought."

They suspected that there was a relationship, but they couldn't find it.

Under this situation, they didn't dare to let the two of them have any relationship or even get married... So she discussed with her husband and deliberately sent her son to the remote Hainan Air Force Base.

Su Lingyun reached out and patted him, saying: "Go to bed early, don't be too hard on yourself, this may be the best now. "

Let's go back to the base's family compound.

It was too snowy at night, so Lin Shu took her son and didn't go to the farm to watch Fengfeng's performance, but let Liang Jinxi represent her.

The family members in the family compound like to visit each other on weekdays, and they like it even more during the New Year.

Because they have to stay up all night, the children have gone out to play, how can they stay up all night by themselves?

Yu Dongmei and Zhang Saozi both came to Lin Shu's house.

Everyone chatted while peeling eggs and making tea eggs together.

The chats were nothing more than children and men.

The children fought at school and were naughty, and men have so many bad habits...

Lin Shu didn't say what was wrong with her man, she just told them about Fengfeng's school life, and Zhenzhen's walking progress, and that he couldn't talk yet.

But everyone's focus soon fell on Lin Shu.

"Teacher Lin, Zhenzhen is almost one year old, why are you still not moving? You should have a second child as soon as possible, so that the two children are close in age and can play together. When they grow up a little, you don't have to worry about them. "

Yu Dongmei said.

Mrs. Zhang couldn't agree more.

She said: "Yes, you see, our eldest and second child do everything together, and there is always someone to help them. They don't have to worry about being bullied when they go to school. If there is anything, there is always someone to report it to. It's really reassuring. "

Lin Shu is not shy when talking about having children.

It's just that... she doesn't want to have a second child for the time being.

It's not because it was too hard when she was pregnant with Zhenzhen, and it was too painful to give birth... this kind of hardship and pain is usually forgotten soon after the child is born.

It's just that it's 1975 now, and the college entrance examination will be resumed in 1977. She wants to go to college... But if she has another child now, Zhenzhen will be more than three years old in 1977, and the younger one will only be one year old. Leave them to go to school by yourself?

Jinxi is so busy, and it is definitely not possible to let them go to school by themselves and follow Jinxi in the army.

She is absolutely reluctant to send them back to their hometown.

Now she I want to wait until I go to college. Zhenzhen is also old enough to go to kindergarten. She should be able to take care of Zhenzhen when she goes to school.

But adding a little one will definitely be difficult.

So if you think about it this way, it's better not to have a baby for the time being, or wait until later, anyway, I'm still young.

But it's hard to say these to the enthusiastic Aunt Yu and Sister Zhang. If I say that I don't want a second child for the time being, I'm afraid that everyone will persuade me when they see me in the future.

Also... she is so spoiled, and the label that her husband spoils his wife too much is probably going to be confirmed.

She can only say embarrassedly: "Well, the matter of children depends on fate, and it's not something you can have just because you want it."

Sister Zhang immediately said: "How can this be..., wasn't your pregnancy with Zhenzhen going smoothly? Generally, the second child will be easier. Many people didn't want it, but they got pregnant not long after the confinement..."

She looked at Lin Shu's red ears and thought of something, and suddenly said, "Teacher Lin, did you not let Deputy Commander Liang get close to you after giving birth to your Zhenzhen? Alas, men in the army train every day, and they may only get a chance once every ten days or half a month. They don't know the severity of the situation. You are also weak, so I'm afraid it will be more difficult. But you have to discuss this matter with your man. It's not okay to not let him get close to you at all. "

This has happened in the family compound before.

The new wife couldn't stand the pain, so after giving birth to her first child, she would sleep with the child all day and would not let the man get close to her.

There was also a divorce over this matter, and the matter was exposed when the man filed for divorce...

Lin Shu blushed: "...No, it's not..."

But why did she have to confess such a thing in bed?

Before going to bed at night, Lin Shu asked Liang Jinxi, "Jinxi, do you want to have another child? "

Lin Shu also knew that the countryside was all about having many children, no matter if it was a boy or a girl, having only one was always too thin.