[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"origin-reincarnated-as-the-villainess-s-son":3,"chapter-reincarnated-as-the-villainess-s-son-reincarnated-as-the-villainess-s-son-chapter-464":6},{"origin":4,"title":5},"english","Reincarnated As The Villainess's Son",{"chapter":7,"nextChapterSlug":19,"prevChapterSlug":20,"totalChapters":21,"novelImage":22},{"id":8,"novel_id":9,"title":10,"slug":11,"index":12,"content":13,"wordcount":14,"created_at":15,"updated_at":15,"volume":16,"translator":17,"content_hash":18},1365857,1806,"Chapter 464: [Dystopian Elven War] [40] [Memories]","reincarnated-as-the-villainess-s-son-chapter-464",464,"\u003Cp>Chapter 464: [Dystopian Elven War] [40] [Memories]\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The world burned brighter as I walked inside the door.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Part of me that I had never been able to feel before came crashing down back at me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The feelings that I currently had were completely washed away.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Instead, my entire being was turned into a being brimming with happiness.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘…What is happening?’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I couldn’t help but wonder as I looked around.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>There was nothing but darkness all around me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘…Did something go wrong?’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>As I felt panic bubbling inside me, I began to look around the place.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It wasn’t long before I found a way out of the place.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A light came from the other side of the darkness that I was drawn to.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>When I crossed the light the world around me changed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I wasn’t at the top of the mountain but back in the main palace of the royal elves.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Well, not quite the same as the World Tree was brimming with light.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>There was nothing like the war-inflicted kingdom that I had come to know.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I blinked and instantly my body was drawn away.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>When the world stilled, I heard a lullaby.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A gentle, soothing song sung by a voice that always had venom for me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I blinked as I looked in front of me where an elf sat on a reclining chair.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her long greenish-blonde hair fell behind her back, her eyes closed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>In her hand was a child, whom she was breastfeeding.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A child with short purple hair who wore a cute dress.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“…..”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The child in talk was me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I just stood there, frozen, staring at the scene.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The woman sitting in the reclining chair… she wasn’t the cold, venom-laced figure I knew.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her face was calm, serene even, as she rocked the infant gently in her arms.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>My eyes lingered on the baby.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>On me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Tiny hands curled against the fabric of the dress, lips pressed against her skin as she hummed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“…Is this real?” I whispered.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The world around me shimmered, as if it was both a memory and a dream.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The lullaby stopped as she slowly opened her eyes.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“…Nymeria,” she said quietly, almost lovingly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I turned back as I found a small child hiding behind a door.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>When she heard Nerissa calling her she quickly rushed towards her mother.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nymeria leaned forward as Nerissa placed me in front of her.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“You see him?” Nerissa asked with a bright smile. “Isn’t he cute?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nymeria nodded in response as she gently touched the child’s face.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“…He is.” Nymeria replied, giggling as the child grabbed her finger.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“He will stay with us for a while.” Nerissa replied gently. “You will love him, right?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nymeria nodded with a bright smile. “Yes!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The world around me stretched and pulled as the scene changed once again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I was now in a different place.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A child Nymeria was playing with that purple-haired, stupid-looking child.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘….’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This is going to take a long time.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>**\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Time works differently in this dreamlike place.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A day here felt like a day in the real world and a month also felt like a day.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I was witnessing and living my childhood.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>All the important events that happened played right before my eyes.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>And I don’t like how it’s affecting my mind.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Though I still don’t understand why I am not seeing all this from my younger self’s perspective.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Yenna.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Yes?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“What is this?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Right now, I was only a one-year-old toddler who was walking around with Yennefer.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She had been with me since day one… just like Nerissa.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yennefer looked at the statue that I was pointing at.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“That?” She asked. “That’s the statue of Goddess Anastasia.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Who is she?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“She is a Primordial Goddess.” Yennefer replied, scooping me up in her arms. “She is the one who helped the elves grow.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The child me tilted his head. “Why?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Man, I was an annoying toddler.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Why ask so many questions?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Because gods need followers.” She replied, kissing my cheek. “A follower is what keeps them attached to this world.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I cleaned my cheek as I asked. “Why would they want to attach themselves to the world?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“That I don’t know.” She replied, kissing me again. “Maybe because they like this world.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“What if a God dies, what about those who worship them?” I asked, giving her an annoyed look for the kisses. “What will happen then?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“They will die.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A voice made my younger self look back at Nerissa.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She was walking while holding the hand of young Nymeria.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>My younger self tilted his head in response. “…How do you know?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Well, there is a saying in elves.” Nerissa replied as she took me from Yennefer. “Thou who follows Sun and Seer will end up with death.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘…Hm, that’s something new.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This is my first time hearing it and so was my child self.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yennefer took Nymeria in her arms as I poked Nerissa’s face. “…What does that mean?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“You see, there was a time when some elves were worshiping Sun and Time.” Nerissa replied, not minding the child.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The child me blinked up at Nerissa, tiny face scrunching in curiosity.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“The Sun and Time?” I asked. “But… what’s wrong with that?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nerissa’s gaze lingered on the statue, her hand gently patting my back.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“They thought the Sun would give them endless light, and Time would grant them eternal life,” she said softly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“But they were wrong. The Sun burns, and Time consumes. Those who clung to them… disappeared.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nymeria tilted her head, hugging her doll tighter. “Disappeared where?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yennefer spoke this time, her tone calm. “Gone. Like ash in the wind.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She looked at Nerissa, almost as if waiting for her to add more.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Do you know why that happened?” She asked the child me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Because their God is dead?” I replied, unsure if that’s the answer.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“That’s right.” She replied with a smile. “They died because they followed a dead god.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nerissa then looked at me with a small smile.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“But maybe that’s not the real reason.” She said. “Because how could a dead god bless you?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘…Ah.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Now that I think about it, Amun-Ra blessed me when I was born.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>They both should know about it but the child me didn’t seem to understand that.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Is everyone of them dead?” The child asked with curiosity.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Well, there was one who was first to vanish while fighting the Aljanah.” She replied. “His name was Dakarai. Worshiper of Sun and Time.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The child me nodded as he seemed lost in his own thoughts.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nerissa and Yennefer brought us to a garden where a maid was looking after another child.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She looked a year older than the younger me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The child smiled brighter as she looked at Yennefer. “Mama!”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The little one was Zenith.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘….She is dumb.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Even though she is almost two years old, she can’t speak properly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Aw. My baby.” Yennefer smiled as she picked up her child. “Wait, are you eating crayons again?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yennefer immediately began to lecture her daughter who only giggled more.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nerissa put me down as well as I sat on the floor.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nymeria hugged me from behind, putting her whole weight on me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Az!” She said. “What… What are you doing?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I didn’t reply as I picked a crayon and began to draw something.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nerissa and Yennefer sat down beside me as they looked at my drawing.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nerissa patted my head as she smiled softly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Even though he was born manaless.” She said gently. “He sure is smart.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her voice carried warmth I had never thought possible from her.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yennefer chuckled beside her, bouncing a giggling Zenith on her lap. “Yeah, I wish my child was this smart.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nerissa looked at me with love as she whispered. “I hope the world is kinder to him.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“…”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I felt a stinging pain as I drew in a deep breath.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The world….\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>…It wasn’t kind to me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>—\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Another year and a half passed as I kept on looking at my memories.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A lot happened in the time period.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Like Zenith getting smarter and Nymeria slowly showing signs of her OCD.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She wasn’t at the point of concern but it was still there.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Other than that, there were other things that happened.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>My child self met with Roselle, Pasithea, Elife and a lot more.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The most thing that bothered me was how I never saw Ragnar.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“Az, catch it!” Zenith yelled again, tossing a ball made of cloth in my direction.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It pulled me out of my thoughts as I saw my child self playing with Nymeria, Zenith and Pasithea.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I never noticed when playing with them became my daily activity.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>On the other shades of a tree sat both Yennefer and Nerissa who were talking to themselves.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>My child self wasn’t focused on them so I couldn’t hear it as well.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘Hmm?’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Just as I was about to catch the ball, a figure loomed over me.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘I’ looked up as I found a purple-haired man, holding the ball in his hand.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The man smiled softly. “Hello, Azariah.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yennefer quickly rushed in as she pulled me away.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“What are you doing here, Jones?” She asked, her eyes wary.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Uncle Jones raised his hand in response. “Don’t be alarmed.” He replied. “I was called here.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Nerissa quickly moved to protect the other children.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She didn’t lose her composure. “And who might allow a Vessel of a Primordial God in my kingdom?”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“I did.”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A voice echoed from behind making everyone look at the man.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>“….”\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His long red hair floated behind him like a mane while his golden eyes filled with spirals remained cold.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘…Ragnar.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But more than him something else took my attention.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Beside Ragnar a man also stood with his hand folded.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He was staring at me with keen interest.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>‘…Why is Samyaza here?’\u003C\u002Fp>",1637,"2026-06-05T21:29:08.031Z",1,"novelbin.me","d4ab414c6ba3cc338dc60fe23da83881b16464f4009b84115e9057b5f2917b45","reincarnated-as-the-villainess-s-son-chapter-465","reincarnated-as-the-villainess-s-son-chapter-463",556,"https:\u002F\u002Fnovelzhen.com\u002Fimages\u002Fcovers\u002Freincarnated-as-the-villainess-s-son-cover.jpg"]