Chapter 29: Finally Seeing Zhang Longtao
At this moment, I was blinded by hatred. How could I listen to these words of hers? I pressed Zhang Yinuo fiercely and roared at her: "Don't force me. Believe it or not, I'll fuck you right now. Tell me quickly where your brother is!"
Zhang Yinuo lay on the bed with tears, didn't move, nor did she struggle. She looked at me and murmured: "I know Zhang Longtao is sorry to you. If this can reduce your pain, I don't mind!"
Hearing this, I was even more angry and cursed: "Are you trying to carry it for your brother?"
"I really don't know where my brother is!" Zhang Yinuo said this and didn't intend to explain more, lying on the bed as if she had accepted her fate.
I was so angry that I tore off her coat. Zhang Yinuo was wearing pink underwear inside, and her skin was tender. However, I didn't have any intention of appreciating it at this moment. I directly pressed her on the bed and, imitating what I saw in the movies, kissed her face wildly.
I lifted my head, looked at Zhang Yinuo, and finally said: "I'll give you one last chance, where exactly is your brother?"
Zhang Yinuo looked at me and said calmly: "This matter of Su Xueyan really has nothing to do with me from beginning to end. I know you are struggling and painful in your heart now. If bullying me and taking revenge on me can make you feel better, I don't mind. But I'm afraid you will regret it later. Although Zhang Longtao didn't do the right thing, are you doing the right thing now?"
"Has nothing to do with you? Has nothing to do with you, then why did you ask me out for a meal that day, and why didn't you say anything when eating?" I roared, my voice already slightly hoarse.
"Because I like you!" Zhang Yinuo's sudden voice stunned me completely.
I looked at Zhang Yinuo lying on the bed in disbelief, completely not believing this was true, feeling that Zhang Yinuo was lying to me. How could someone like me be liked by anyone? It wasn't out of inferiority, but I truly felt that I wasn't worthy of anyone.
"Actually, I liked you a long time ago. Do you remember? One winter a few years ago, I was walking on the roadside when I was suddenly bullied by a few people. It was you who appeared in front of me and saved me. From then on, your shadow has always been in my heart. Once I went to Zhang Longtao's place and suddenly saw you. I was very happy and wanted to ask Zhang Longtao about you, but I never had a chance. Zhang Longtao is usually quite busy and doesn't go home much. I don't want to go to his place either. However, a while ago, you suddenly appeared at school, and I felt this might be a gift from heaven, a fate given to me!"
Zhang Yinuo cried and continued: "At that time, I approached you and tutored you. Originally, I asked you out for a meal that day, wanting to confess to you. But when school was over, I found you with that girl. Although you seemed to be arguing at the time, I knew you liked her, and she also liked you. I didn't want to destroy other people's feelings, so later, although I intended to confess, I didn't know what to say. But I really didn't know that she was just taken away by Zhang Longtao at that time!"
Hearing Zhang Yinuo's words, I was stunned and stood there for a long time. At this moment, I also slowly cleared my head. Thinking of the bastard things I did just now, I felt that I was no different from Zhang Longtao, a naked bastard. I squatted on the ground, holding my head and crying bitterly, feeling particularly sorry for Su Xueyan in my heart.
Zhang Yinuo saw me squatting on the ground crying bitterly, didn't take the next step, slowly climbed up from the bed, put on her clothes, walked to me, and said apologetically: "I know whatever I say now is useless. It's Zhang Longtao who is sorry to you. Although I also really want to help you, I cannot do the thing of betraying my brother, so sorry!"
I squatted on the ground and shouted painfully: "You go!"
Zhang Yinuo also squatted on the ground, looked at me with teary eyes, suddenly hugged me, and then pressed her whole body onto me. I only felt the light touch coming from my lips. She hugged me enthusiastically and crazily, asking for it. I was completely stunned.
Slowly, Zhang Yinuo let go of me: "This is returning it to you. You kissed me just now, and now I kiss you. We don't owe each other anything. All the previous things were my own willingness, so you don't have to blame yourself. I know it's impossible to persuade you to give up revenge, but I hope you also consider your own safety!"
After saying that, Zhang Yinuo took her things, slowly stood up, opened the door, and left. Seeing Zhang Yinuo's departing figure, I felt extremely complex, my expression painful. I naturally knew everything Zhang Yinuo did just now; she was to make me not have psychological pressure, to make me not blame myself.
Zhang Yinuo was indeed a very kind girl. Even though I did such excessive things to her just now, she didn't get angry, but instead came to comfort me. At this moment, I felt that I was truly a naked piece of human trash.
I lay on the ground weakly. Zhang Yinuo and Third Brother were indeed right; I was clearly delivering myself to death by going to take revenge now.
I pre-paid some salary from Sister Ling. When I was free, I would buy some things to see Su Xueya and Zhang Fengnan. Although they tried their best not to take them, they couldn't beat me and had to accept them. Indeed, I couldn't be impulsive now. After all, Su Xueya and the others were still waiting for me to take care of them.
Third Brother and I decided to return to school again and attend classes as usual. And Third Brother was also happily picking up his girls. However, Zhang Yinuo hadn't come to tutor me during this period. Since she left my house that day, we hadn't said a word.
Because I really didn't have the face to see her. Now I lowered my head or walked around whenever I saw her. These two days, Third Brother, Wang Hua, and I also started thinking of ideas to recruit troops and buy horses. But our current strength couldn't do it at all. We had no money and no power, nothing at all. All the methods we thought of were useless.
And just on this day, Sister Ling suddenly asked me to have a meal together. Indeed, I had always said I would treat Sister Ling to a meal, but I never had a chance. This time I simply agreed and went over.
The place where Sister Ling asked me to eat was actually the Jin Ling Hotel in our town. This big hotel was not an ordinary small restaurant. Some big bosses ate here. Seeing this, I felt a pain in my heart, thinking it was over, I was going to drink the northwest wind. The consumption here for one meal was probably more than my salary for several months.
That day, I arrived at the Jin Ling Hotel early. Suddenly I saw a familiar person. That person I would never forget in my life. It was none other than Zhang Longtao. ===== CHAPTER 30 =====
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