Chapter 1107: Not asking for leave, just chatting
Not asking for leave, just chatting
You can tell how low my credibility is just by looking at the title!
But I compared notes with a friend the other day, and I wrote more than her in a year! But you guys scold me for being a pigeon and praise her for being stable…
Sighing face.
Perhaps this is the saying: "New clothes are not as good as new people, and new people are not as good as old friends." 【Vicissitudes】
Alright, back to the topic. I haven't chatted with you guys many times since I started writing. You are all old friends. I know many friends are reading across platforms, thank you.
Although you might not be interested in reading my chatter, I can just happen to sort out my emotions, so you guys just make do with it.
This book started in mid-July 2022. I thought of the idea that day, wrote it that day, and signed it that day… After all, what normal person has an outline! I can't write that stuff; once I write it, all my passion is gone. To this day, I have many complete outlines that I have zero interest in.
I can only say that I didn't develop good systematic habits when I was learning. But that's okay; anyway, my outlines are always used to go in the opposite direction. Now, except for necessary sorting of major plot points, I basically don't do any detailed outlines.
But I knew from the beginning of the book that I wouldn't be able to write a fast-paced book now. It's over! I'm just writing daily life every day.
When I was a newbie, I wrote "Qing Gui Ji Shi" with unit stories of tens of thousands of words each (not recommended to read, early writing style was poor, many ideas and scene descriptions couldn't be expressed, and there were many bugs), now I spend tens of thousands of words just to pass one day…
But after writing for eight years, I feel I have made progress—the themes haven't repeated, the tropes haven't repeated. If I couldn't write anymore or cut the outline, I didn't hide my lack of ability from everyone; I mainly focused on being honest.
Another thing is the rhythm; slow and long-winded daily life will run through to the end.
It seems I'm living more and more backward.
If I set too many tasks for myself, to be honest, I don't even want to open my eyes the next day. It's too painful; it feels like working overtime.
About updates… ah this… ah this… I know many readers are frustrated, saying you've already written so much, why can't you write more? Is it difficult? It's not difficult!
It's really almost 2000 words! I'm really a chatterbox!
Thank you all for accompanying me along the way!
Because I also want to work hard to improve. Emotional scenes are my weakness, and at the same time, extreme conflicts are also difficult… anyway, there are quite a few.
About the ending of this book—it looks like it will take a long time, and I can't give an exact number. Because some seasonal delicacies, rural layouts, and plot arrangements still need a year. So it should be written for a long time. If you guys aren't tired of it, you can have two bites of rice with the chapters every day.
So I have seen everyone's support, praise, and suggestions, and I am also grateful for your tolerance all along. I can't promise anything, I can only say I'm still trying.
But as I wrote, it got out of control, and the emotional scenes changed. The early writing wasn't good, but I have to break through. I can't just write for myself to read and ponder blindly.
But I open the document…
The reason why you don't want to read it must be because I didn't write it well enough; I'm sure of that.
Alright, idle chat over. I only take one day off this month. I still need to work hard today, striving to never overdraw my leave in the future (points are all used up!)
It's just that I have a feeling, I want to write, I pick up the pen and do it, it's that simple.
Actually, I have very little knowledge reserve. It's common for me to check information and organize while writing, but I don't feel tired. Instead, I think it's quite happy. I'm really amazing that so many people like the stories I tell!
Another thing is, to attract more readers.
I read the finished book by Old Eagle these two days, seeing him write 20,000 or 30,000 words every day, I feel so guilty and ashamed, I really shouldn't!
The annual list second place is a Huawei mobile phone (sold to another author). But I was very excited and showed it off on WeChat Moments, hehehe, happiness is so simple.
Or I have to practice emotional scenes, right? Yes. No CP is good, but I have to tell the truth, the audience is small (╥_╥).
My friends write fast-paced refreshing novels, with a climax every three chapters, and they all become hits. Am I envious? But I can't do it, I can't write it, it's that simple (-??? -??? -??? -??? -??? ___-??? -??? -??? -??? -???).
I work hard to improve, striving to keep my writing style up with everyone's experience and taste. After so many years, I feel I have barely managed to do it.
For me, the startup energy required for two chapters of racking my brains and two chapters of flowing water is different! Different!
This book, at the beginning, was actually mainly about emotional scenes (there should be readers who remember the initial blurb, dual cultivation, etc.), the initial positioning was a pastoral emotional white novel.
Alright, let's wrap it up!
But… I can't do it!
It will be more fragrant!
About the results, this book has been written until now, and last year's annual list second place was also the first time in history. After all, I am not a talented author, I can only say I am down-to-earth.
Mom, this is going to be 2000 words, I can really chat!
Now many readers might not like emotional scenes, thinking it's for balancing, or can't leave men, etc. Actually, I don't think that much when I write.
Now I don't need to. It's not that I'm short of money, it's just that life can be maintained, and the most oppressive debts have been paid off, that's enough. I am a very blessed person. I have had many noble people since I grew up, including since I started writing books, the editors are all very good, both those who resigned and those who are in office are all very good.
When I started writing to earn more money, I had a lot of debt from buying a house, and the pressure was very high, almost pressing me to cry. At that time, I asked for monthly tickets (there were bonuses at that time), and I also asked for tips. Everyone even crowdfunded silver for me. I can only say I am endlessly grateful.
After all, female-oriented novels are declining now. Don't look at me being in the top ten of the list. In fact, in terms of subscriptions, it may not be as much as the top twenty of the list a few years ago. Everyone should read more other books, attract more authors to write books, and everyone writes high-quality works together, which will be better!
I can only say that there is a gap between people. Some people write fast, much, and well, and some people… let's not mention it.
So I cherish it, this is quite good, no need to ask for too much.
Because many readers also like to read emotional scenes, I am a storyteller, I also want more people to read, earn more money, there is nothing to say about this, it's not shameful.
Now the general environment is not good, everyone subscribing to read books is the greatest support for me. Now the book is not fighting for anything except the annual list. If you have money, you can read more other books, no need to spend money on tips. ===== CHAPTER 1108 =====
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