[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"origin-system-mission-seduce-the-final-boss-bl":3,"chapter-system-mission-seduce-the-final-boss-bl-system-mission-seduce-the-final-boss-bl-chapter-115":6},{"origin":4,"title":5},"english","System Mission: Seduce the Final Boss [BL]",{"chapter":7,"nextChapterSlug":19,"prevChapterSlug":20,"totalChapters":21,"novelImage":22},{"id":8,"novel_id":9,"title":10,"slug":11,"index":12,"content":13,"wordcount":14,"created_at":15,"updated_at":15,"volume":16,"translator":17,"content_hash":18},1690884,2159,"Chapter 115: Mentally weak, am I?","system-mission-seduce-the-final-boss-bl-chapter-115",115,"\u003Cp>Blake froze completely.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>For a moment, he genuinely wondered if he had heard wrong.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Woah now... what?’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His face slowly lost color, the hallway suddenly starting to feel colder.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He doesn’t remember. For some reason, he isn’t the same.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The doctor’s voice echoed inside his head again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>And again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake’s fingers twitched faintly at his side.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’No way. No, seriously, how exactly did they even arrive at that conclusion? That I’m not the same?!’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Sure, he didn’t think he was doing some incredible acting performance as Blake, but it shouldn’t have been that bad, right?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He was simply more outspoken, less quiet and well, not suicidal! He simply cared about his rights as a human!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Wouldn’t most people just think he was finally opening up a little after spending time working on himself?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Or maybe that he changed after whatever happened to him, if they at least believed he went through something?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His breathing slowed carefully, keeping his voice below a whisper.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I’ll sneak for my lover.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He carefully stepped closer to the door. Inside, the doctor say on the sofa and, seated across from him, was his stepmother.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The moment Blake saw her, something inside his chest tightened slightly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"...I already told you about that day.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her voice reached him clearly through the crack in the door.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It wasn’t particularly cold, actually, she sounded troubled, even frowning.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"That was when everything about him started seeming different.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The doctor stayed quiet for a moment, then, he sighed softly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"You all made a mistake by pushing him so suddenly.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"....\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"But you already know that much.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake frowned slightly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Pushing him out? Yeah, I thought Blake was just disliked from the very starts though?’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His stepmother wrapped a hand around her chin.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"It could never hurt him as much as it hurts us.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her voice lowered after that, almost bitterly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He’ll never understand.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A pause followed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Even now, he never really changed in that aspect.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake’s frown deepened immediately.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Now this, this was genuinely irritating. No, worse than irritating, it was downright unnerving.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>What suffering were they even talking about?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The original Blake was dead.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Dead!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He killed himself.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Whatever happened in this family had already escalated to the point where someone literally succeeded in a suicide attempt!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake lowered his gaze slightly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>For a brief second, everything around him almost seemed white, that same strange pressure from earlier starting to press against his head.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Then the doctor spoke once more.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"At this point, I suspect some kind of mental disorder.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>That instantly snapped Blake back.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He stared ahead blankly, completely unimpressed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Alright, man...’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Him naturally changing apparently wasn’t believable enough for them.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>No.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Clearly, it made more sense that he had suddenly become mentally incapacitated somehow.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Honestly, the logic made absolutely no sense to him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Still, after a second, he simply sighed quietly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Seriously... why am I even worried?’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>These people weren’t his family.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He didn’t know them, and they certainly didn’t know him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The stepmother frowned harder.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"That’s impossible.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Then, after a short pause:\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"...Or is it?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her expression tightened slightly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Why would he suddenly say things like that?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The doctor adjusted his glasses.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He lied to me multiple times during our conversation.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake blinked once.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Did I lie? I’m pretty sure I didn’t...’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The older man continued calmly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"And not about meaningful things.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Like what?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"His interests. His preferences.\" The doctor paused. \"Even his favorite flowers.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake silently looked away.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Ah, that... sorry dude, that is fair enough.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>That one was on him, he genuinely just didn’t know enough details about the original Blake.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He knew broad things.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Things he had observed within his living space, for example video games or hero novels.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Ironically enough, stories with isekai elements too.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But favorite flowers?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>How was he supposed to know something that specific?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>At that point, maybe he really should’ve just mentioned games and books instead.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Still, how exactly did that leap straight to mental illness?’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His stepmother’s expression suddenly sharpened.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He shouldn’t be appearing out of nowhere right now.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her voice became colder.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He has no right to do this.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake stared toward the room silently.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Then she rubbed her forehead tightly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He should’ve stayed out of the way, especially now...!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her breathing became uneven for a second.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He definitely did that on purpose to—!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Suddenly, Blake’s vision blurred.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His pupils trembled faintly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He felt someone grabbing his shoulders, and e sensation came so suddenly it made his chest tighten painfully.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Those were warm hands, that were so familiar atmosphere, having slightly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His breathing almost faltered.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>That strange anguish from earlier returned without warning. Sad enough to make his chest hurt.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake frowned harder.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’...Tch.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>What even was this feeling? Why did it keep happening?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>For some reason, hearing his stepmother’s voice made that pressure inside him worse.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Like there was something buried underneath his skin trying to claw its way out.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Still, Blake simply sighed. Honestly, these people were all insane.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>They talked about Blake like he was some horrible inconvenience while simultaneously acting as though they were the victims.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>What exactly did they expect from him?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>From the original Blake.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Or even from him now.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Neither version had been treated properly anyway.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The original one died.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>And the current one had bullets bounced off his body while risking his life in infiltrations.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Amazing family environment all around.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake looked down quietly. Then, his gaze slowly darkened.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Actually...’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The original Blake probably suffered way more than they realized.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>No, maybe they realized it perfectly well and simply ignored it. And that possibility annoyed him even more.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Inside the room, the doctor sighed quietly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I’m not saying he’s dangerous.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"That would never happen!,\" the stepmother replied immediately.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>When she finally spoke again, her voice sounded quieter.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"As I told you already, he looked at me differently.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake’s eyes narrowed faintly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Differently?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"What do you mean?\" the doctor asked.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He looked...\" She paused. \"Odd.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Odd.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake almost laughed. Well, what exactly did she expect?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The doctor remained thoughtful.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"That may support memory-related issues.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"And if it isn’t memory?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The older man stayed silent briefly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Then:\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Then his personality has fundamentally shifted.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake stared blankly at the floor.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Fundamentally shifted.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Well, that part was technically true.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The stepmother suddenly stood up from her chair.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"No. That doesn’t make sense.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The doctor calmly looked at her.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Not like this.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her reply came immediately.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Not him.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake frowned faintly again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Seriously, how exactly was the original Blake before all this?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Because from the way they spoke, it almost sounded like he had been emotionally chained to this family somehow.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Like every tiny shift immediately stood out.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Then again, maybe that made sense.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>If the original Blake really had isolated himself emotionally for years, even minor changes would probably look obvious.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Still... mental illness? For a second, I even thought he was qualified enough!’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake leaned slightly closer to the door unconsciously.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The doctor crossed his arms.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He hesitated multiple times before answering simple questions.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Because I don’t know the fuckin’ flowers.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"He also looked confused when speaking to me.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Because apparently an 18-year-old and an adult are way closer than I expected...’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"And his emotional reactions seem... delayed.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake’s eyebrow twitched slightly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Okay, now he was just getting analyzed like some kind of patient in a psychology lecture.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The stepmother lowered her gaze.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"...Could it be amnesia?\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I don’t know, I have some options in mind.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake almost rolled his eyes.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>At this point, maybe he should just pretend he hit his head somewhere.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Would that make things easier? No, actually, that would probably make things infinitely worse.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>They’d monitor him constantly afterward.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His head suddenly throbbed again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake pressed lightly against the wall beside him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>For some reason, hearing all this felt deeply uncomfortable.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Not because they suspected him, but becase they kept talking like the original Blake was still there somewhere.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>As though he could still come back.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’You can’t even see your own son is dead.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>That feeling in his chest tightened again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>When he carefully looked through the crack in the door, her face still remained cold.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Only her hands trembled faintly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake stared silently, then his vision blurred again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>For one horrifying second, he felt those invisible hands gripping his shoulders tighter.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A voice echoed faintly somewhere inside his head.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Not audible enough to understand.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake immediately frowned.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Enough already.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Honestly, these weird emotional flashes were becoming annoying.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His chest hurt, his head hurt, and none of it even belonged to him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Deactivate skill.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>After another few seconds of silence, Blake finally sighed. Then he raised his hand and knocked on the door.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Knock knock.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The conversation inside stopped immediately.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A few seconds later, footsteps approached.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The doctor opened the door.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The moment he saw Blake standing there, his expression visibly changed.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>There was clear caution in his eyes now.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Like he expected Blake to suddenly break down emotionally.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake looked at him quietly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>’Don’t worry,’ he thought flatly. ’That’s definitely not happening.’\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Smiling, he held out his opened hand.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I need the pomade.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The doctor stared at him silently for a second before reaching into his coat pocket.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Then he handed the metal container over without a word.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Thank you.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake accepted it calmly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>For a brief moment, silence filled the hallway.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Then Blake slowly lifted his gaze, and looked directly toward his stepmother.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Right into her eyes.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She looked frozen in place, her old expression intact.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yet somehow, it genuinely looked like she was on the verge of tears.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Blake couldn’t understand her at all.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Not even a little.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Why did the original Blake end up dead?\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Still, Blake said nothing, he simply turned around and walked away.\u003C\u002Fp>",1614,"2026-06-06T13:58:10.545Z",1,"novelbin.me","912c85d07a09a5055dee4e611750324e8059a80a2c7f6b73aa45e22c1affccf8","system-mission-seduce-the-final-boss-bl-chapter-116","system-mission-seduce-the-final-boss-bl-chapter-114",121,"https:\u002F\u002Fnovelzhen.com\u002Fimages\u002Fcovers\u002Fsystem-mission-seduce-the-final-boss-bl-cover.jpg"]