Chapter 3361
Tawana didn't react for a moment.
She looked confused and asked: "You. Dear, what do you mean by that? I don't quite understand."
Trevor gave a wry smile and said: "What I mean is I'm going back to training right away, and after you finish these 20 performances in China alone and return to the US, will we still be lovers?"
Tawana immediately said: "Of course, otherwise what? Would we break up during these 20 concerts?"
Trevor said somewhat dejectedly: "I'm not entirely sure either, I just feel less confident than before."
After saying that, Trevor hesitated slightly, then continued: "You know, after experiencing what happened in Tokyo, our worldviews might have undergone earth-shaking changes, especially since before that, I never imagined there would be someone like Mr. Ye in this world, and I'm worried your worldview and views on choosing a partner might also change because of this."
Tawana smiled, her first thought was to comfort Trevor, but after thinking, she felt that since Trevor had already brought it up, if she continued to be evasive, it would seem less sincere.
So she sighed slightly and said seriously: "To be honest, dear, Mr. Ye's shock to me was indeed very great, just like you, I never imagined there would be such a man in this world. You say, as a woman, would I be conquered? Of course; would my heart flutter? Naturally."
Trevor heard this and his expression showed no surprise at all, instead a hint of loneliness and decadence floated up.
Tawana then continued: "Dear, but these are just natural human feelings, just like after you met him, you would also unconsciously admire him, which is uncontrollable."
"Think again, your fans or my fans would also admire us for our qualities surpassing ordinary people, so do our fans not need to fall in love? Do our fans not need to marry and have children, build their own families?"
"At the bottom line, you are Mr. Ye's fan, and I am too, but like most rational fans, I won't chase unrealistic dreams—I admire him and like him, but in life, you are my other half."
Tawana's words were her laying bare everything she thought inside.
She truly admires Ye Chen, but she also clearly knows in her heart that she and Ye Chen are from two worlds, and the best outcome between her and Ye Chen is for her to go from being his fan to his friend, let alone becoming his red-painted confidante—she probably doesn't even qualify for that.
Trevor originally thought Tawana would deny it or directly confess her love for Ye Chen and then break up with him.
But he didn't expect Tawana to actually say such words that moved him deeply.
Toward Ye Chen, he felt no jealousy at all, but like Tawana, he developed admiration for Ye Chen.
Now hearing Tawana say this, she understood: what exactly is Tawana's deep feeling for Ye Chen?
Even after hearing Tawana personally admit admiring and liking Ye Chen, he still didn't feel lost or jealous.
On the contrary, he was deeply moved by Tawana's honesty.
So, he asked with red eyes: "So will we still be lovers, right?"
At this moment, Tawana also had red rims around her eyes, she nodded heavily and said emotionally: "I've had many different boyfriends before, but only you have stayed with me the longest, shared the most experiences, and know so much of my past—I feel we are suited for each other, and we can walk further together in each other's lives."
Trevor smiled and said: "If one day we two can enter the hall of marriage, do you think we could invite Mr. Ye to be our wedding officiant?"
Tawana laughed out loud, but tears also came out, she wiped her tears, covered her mouth and laughed: "This… this I don't know either, but first you need to propose to me, right?"
Trevor suddenly came to his senses, excitedly saying: "Honey… you… you agreed?"
Tawana shook her head: "Before I see a 10-carat diamond ring, I won't agree."
Trevor immediately said: "Honey, don't worry, after I return to the US I will immediately start looking for a diamond ring over 10 carats, and after this stage of training ends, I will bring the ring to China and propose to you."
Tawana looked at him, smiling and said: "You can propose, but whether I will agree or not, I won't make any guarantees to you."
Trevor nodded repeatedly in excitement.
He knew Tawana's words already meant she tacitly accepted his proposal, but for now, he needs to give her a proposal ceremony that satisfies her.
Until this moment, his anxious heart over the past few days finally found redemption.
One's beloved likes and admires another person; if one doesn't know who that person is or what they've done, one's heart would certainly feel some jealousy, even inability to accept.
But when one and one's beloved together experience that person's deeds and witness their unparalleled nature, one's innermost heart has no negative emotions.
Perhaps one cannot grow old with Tawana, but one thing is certain: one and Tawana will, until leaving this world, still regard that man as a lighthouse and idol in life.
At this moment, the plane pierced the cloud layer, and the distant land became faintly visible.
Tawana said to him: "Dear, ahead is China, I finally understand why my fans would travel thousands of miles around the world to see my concerts—when you pursue an idol, every moment is thrilling and exciting."
Trevor also smiled and said: "Yeah! Just thinking about soon seeing Mr. Ye makes my heart very excited."
Tawana said: "I've never been to the city where Mr. Ye lives, but I really want to buy a house there now. Trevor, before the performance starts, let's go take a look together."
"Sure." Trevor readily agreed, saying: "Like you, a world-class top-tier star, if you buy a house in the city where Mr. Ye lives, the promotional effect for that city should also be great—they say you've already become a synonym for economics, this time arriving in Jin Ling, you can use your fame to let more people know this place."
Tawana nodded slightly and reached out to tightly hold Trevor's hand.
She knows she will never find another man like Trevor who has shared so many experiences and dangers with her; if he truly proposes to her, she should accept him and build a family together, ending so many years of emotional drifting…
Thinking of this, Ye Chen's face unconsciously appeared in her mind.
She looked at Trevor's blissful face, feeling ashamed in her heart—she ultimately deceived him, and also deceived herself.
End of Chapter
