[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":-1},["ShallowReactive",2],{"origin-the-more-tragic-i-act-the-stronger-i-get-my-fans":3,"chapter-the-more-tragic-i-act-the-stronger-i-get-my-fans-the-more-tragic-i-act-the-stronger-i-get-my-fans-chapter-205":6},{"origin":4,"title":5},"english","The More Tragic I Act, the Stronger I Get — My Fans Beg Me to Stop Killing Off My Roles",{"chapter":7,"nextChapterSlug":19,"prevChapterSlug":20,"totalChapters":21,"novelImage":22},{"id":8,"novel_id":9,"title":10,"slug":11,"index":12,"content":13,"wordcount":14,"created_at":15,"updated_at":15,"volume":16,"translator":17,"content_hash":18},1297819,1723,"Chapter 205: Illusion Like Flowers in a Mirror","the-more-tragic-i-act-the-stronger-i-get-my-fans-chapter-205",205,"\u003Cp>\"Cut!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Zhang Mouyi's voice drew a conclusion to Su Qingying's heart-stopping solo performance.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Yet, the air on the film set didn't relax in the slightest.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Technical pause!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Zhang Mouyi's command rang out from the loudspeaker again, brooking no argument.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Change camera angle! Shoot A Li's subjective reaction!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Makeup! Costume! Five minutes! I want to see the same A Li who just cried herself to collapse!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The entire crew, like a precise machine, began operating at high speed once more.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying didn't even have time to pull herself out of Ling Xi's resentment before she was supported by assistants on either side and rushed back to the makeup room at a fast pace.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Jiang Ci was still \"nailed\" to the Divine Tree by the prop arrow.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>In the previous scene, he only needed to close his eyes and be a perfect background element, but now his neck was stiff and aching.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He instinctively wanted to move.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Brother! Don't move!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The prop guy next to him immediately rushed over, pressing down on his shoulder with a tense expression.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"The arrow! The angle is fixed, it'll go crooked!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Jiang Ci remained motionless, but his heart was utterly calm.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Fine. Being a perfect \"corpse\" is also part of an actor's self-cultivation.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The door to the makeup room opened again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying had returned.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>In just a few short minutes, the makeup on her face was like that of a different person.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The sharpness and cold beauty belonging to Ling Xi had been completely wiped away, replaced by a pallor and fragility soaked through by tears.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Messy strands of hair stuck to her cheeks, and within her reddened eye sockets, freshly added tears that were about to fall but hadn't yet still hung.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She had transformed back into that helpless, remorseful, yet wildly stubborn A Li.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her gaze didn't linger on anyone, heading straight for the Divine Tree.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>In front of Jiang Ci, she knelt down and sat back again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This time, the one standing in the shadows, playing the role of the lofty judge, was a stand-in wearing Ling Xi's Priestess Robe.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying slowly raised her head.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The moment her line of sight met that black figure, her eyes, brimming with tears, once again overflowed and broke through the dam.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She didn't say a word.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She simply reached out, using all her strength, to desperately cling to Jiang Ci's waist in her embrace.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>That posture was like a trapped beast in a torrential rainstorm, desperately trying to protect the last flicker of a flame.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She used every ounce of strength in her body to resist the oppressive weight of destiny from a thousand years ago.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Action!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Zhang Mouyi's voice sounded.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>On the screen.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>That black figure representing \"Ling Xi\" slowly raised a hand, palm facing upward.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying's body trembled violently in response.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She knew Ling Xi was forcing her to leave.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She held Jiang Ci even tighter.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The force was so great that Jiang Ci even felt his ribs trembling slightly.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>His eyes were closed, yet he could clearly sense the pure, scorching despair erupting from within Su Qingying's body.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This was the performance she was giving back to him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying took a deep breath, suddenly raised her head, and let out a hoarse roar towards that proud figure.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I won't go back!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The voice was raspy, broken, wrapped in a heavy sob.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"I want to stay with him! I want to save him!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Every word seemed to be squeezed out with blood from the depths of a torn soul.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>That reckless, scalding vitality belonging to a mortal girl clashed most violently with Ling Xi's inhuman coldness.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She wasn't just fighting a love rival.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She was fighting the powerlessness against \"destiny,\" fighting against the heart-piercing words, \"You are the chief culprit.\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying's performance precisely captured this.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>I know I was wrong, I know I hurt him.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But I will never let go.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This obsessive love that burned everything moved everyone present.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>However, \"Ling Xi\" gave her no chance.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The stand-in actor in the distance, following the director's instructions, made a waving motion.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>An invisible, tremendous force seemed to strike Su Qingying hard.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her body jerked violently backward, falling uncontrollably.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The wirework team activated at this moment.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A huge pulling force came from her waist, forcibly dragging her entire body backward.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"No!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying let out a desperate scream.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her hands clawed frantically in mid-air, trying to grab onto something.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>In the end, she desperately, fiercely, grabbed onto the piece of red sleeve hanging from Jiang Ci's costume.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She used all the strength in her body, her nails almost digging into the fabric.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The force of the wirework continued to increase.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her entire body was dragged, scraping a messy, disheveled trace on the ground.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But her hand seemed to have grown onto that piece of fabric, using the last bit of strength to desperately cling on, refusing to let go.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>\"Riiip—!\"\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A crisp, sharp sound of tearing fabric abruptly rang out in the quiet film set.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The preset cut on Jiang Ci's costume opened with a sound under the immense pull.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A large piece of bright red sleeve was torn off by brute force.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying's body fell heavily backward due to inertia.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>In her hand, only that thin piece of red fabric, stained with \"blood,\" remained.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Time seemed to slow down at this moment.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying fell to the ground, not looking at herself, nor at the distant Ling Xi.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Her entire gaze was concentrated on the piece of fabric in her hand.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>That piece of red was like a flame about to be extinguished.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>It was also like the last bit of warm blood flowing from Ye Chen's body.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The stubbornness, the determination, all the desperate resistance on her face completely collapsed the moment she saw that piece of torn fabric.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Disintegrated.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Shattered.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>An extreme, visceral despair of being ripped apart alive instantly swallowed her whole.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>At this moment, she was no longer Su Qingying.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She was A Li.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A pitiful mortal who watched her lover be destroyed by her own hands, and in the end, couldn't even hold onto a corner of his clothing.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Behind the monitor.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Zhang Mouyi stared fixedly at the screen.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>This tearing detail was originally his backup plan for pursuing realism.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He never expected that, under Su Qingying's god-tier performance, it would actually be elevated into a tangible representation of \"parting in life and death\"!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>A stroke of genius!\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He didn't call cut.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>He wanted to wring this despair dry to the very last drop.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>The force of the wirework increased again.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Su Qingying's body was forcibly dragged away from Ye Chen.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Three meters.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>Five meters.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She was dragged towards the glowing gate of the \"Moon-Patterned Bronze Mirror\" that would be composited in post-production.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>She cried and shouted, reaching out a hand towards the direction of the Divine Tree.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>But the distance between her and him was being mercilessly widened.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>On the ground, Ye Chen remained motionless, still nailed there.\u003C\u002Fp>\n\u003Cp>As if he truly, had already 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