Chapter 1265: 1265. Chapter 1265: As If Strangers 5

1265. Chapter 1265: As If Strangers 5

Shangguan Yun kept sitting beside me, I didn't turn my head to look at him, I just stared blankly outside, opening the window; even though it was winter, I still wanted to open the window wide to let the cold wind blow in, even if I was shivering from the cold, I still wanted to feel the cold wind.

I'm afraid my mind isn't clear. I'm afraid my mind won't be clear. I'm scared……

Especially with him sitting beside me……

I need the cold wind to blow me awake……

"Close the window." After a long, long time, I was shivering from the cold, my lips turning purple, Shangguan Yun's faint voice sounded in my ear.

I didn't listen to him, I pretended I hadn't heard, just staring outside, blowing in the cold wind……

When he said those words, my feelings became complicated again; because of his words, my throat started to choke up, tears were already rolling in my eye sockets, my heart felt sour, my nose felt sour……

Why am I still so useless? Because of his words I again weakly want to cry.

"I'm cold, could you please close the window?" Afterwards, I heard Shangguan Yun's voice again, his voice still very faint, very faint, very plain, very plain.

His voice like that made me unaccustomed to hearing it.

Very unaccustomed, very unaccustomed……

His words were so unfamiliar, so unfamiliar, his tone also very estranged, basically like speaking to a complete stranger.

That's right, we two were basically strangers to begin with, aren't we?

Just because of those words, my tears had already fallen silently.

I still didn't close the window, I turned my head outward, letting the fierce wind blow against my face.

I didn't reach up to wipe them, afraid that if I did Shangguan Yun would notice; I didn't want him to know I was crying for him again, that would be a weak display, I hate being like that.

PS: I'm sorry to you all. I don't ask for your forgiveness; I can only update more to compensate you. I've said before, you urge me to update, so can't you use a slightly better tone?

259F 756446652【blocked】116.10.149.139【blocked】Posted on 2009.08.24 17:52:29

What do you mean? Damn, making us wait like this, you didn't even give a heads-up earlier. Screw your mother.

If that's the case, would you feel better in your hearts? If that's the case and I scold you, could you pretend you didn't see it?

After being scolded, I feel really bad, really bad. No inspiration, can't write the manuscript? Whose fault is it? Right, it's mine again, I'm very unsettled.

You pay to read, you throw me two bucks, I write manuscripts for you, writing day and night; if updates aren't timely, you accept such vicious insults. Please put yourself in my shoes. If you were me, would your hearts feel better?

You pay to read, you are my God, my parents who provide food and clothing?

But God is merciful.

Of course, I know most readers are civilized. So, I'm sorry to you all!

Why did I write Xuanxuan coughing and getting sick? Because I myself had been coughing for two months without improvement, which made me think of writing Xuanxuan also coughing.

I went to the hospital yesterday, so yesterday I didn't update enough; I said I'd make it up today. Moreover, taking that cough medicine makes me want to sleep. I've been resisting the drowsiness. But I still have to endure such harsh words; tell me, will my mood be okay?

Don't blame me for losing my temper; everyone loses their temper. I've said before, my temper is very bad.

If it were you, wouldn't you get angry and lose your temper?

Also, readers ask, are you doing this just to get clicks?

Then I ask in return: can earned clicks be eaten as food? Can they be spent as RMB?

No other meaning, just complaining a bit. Keep writing the manuscript. Write while updating. Write as much as you can; if it's not enough, I'll make up for it tomorrow.

If you're still not satisfied, there's nothing I can do; I'm powerless, so feel free to scold however you like.