Chapter 1314: 1314.Chapter 1314 Don't Want to Think of Him Again 6

1314. Chapter 1314 Don't Want to Think of Him Again 6

"Ahao, you must absolutely not get drunk, okay? If I get drunk, if I get drunk, how will we get back later?" I said when I was still sober.

"Don't worry, I won't get drunk, go ahead and drink." Ahao said with a smile.

"Then I can relax. Tonight, you don't need to send me home; just take me straight to a hotel to sleep. I don't want Mom to see me drunk. I've always thought I'm the well‑behaved kind in her heart, and if she finds out I've become like this, she'll surely be heartbroken." I said with a sour feeling.

For Shangguan Yun, I almost lied to Mom every day, lying about this and that, but in the end…

I thought it was worth it for Shangguan Yun, but in the end the result and consequences turned out like this.

I really didn't expect that.

Who knows how bitter and sour that feeling in my heart is—does Shangguan Yun know?

"Mm, don't worry, I know. Today just have fun, and you don't need to worry tonight. I'll make sure you're all right, and I won't do anything to you." Ahao said, looking at me gently.

Before, Shangguan Yun used to look at me and speak so gently.

He said he wouldn't let me think of him, but it's all a lie—just one gesture or glance from Ahao makes me think of Shangguan Yun, of how Shangguan Yun used to treat me.

My heart is already full of Shangguan Yun; it's impossible to make me not think of him.

So now I can only numb myself with alcohol; only when I'm drunk will I not think about anything.

This is so painful, so painful—whenever I close my eyes, whenever my thoughts stop, my mind is completely filled with Shangguan Yun.

Cup after cup, I kept drinking…

Until I drank to the point of unconsciousness, I kept drinking in a daze…

"All right, Xuanxuan, let's go back." At that moment, Ahao walked up to me and said.