Chapter 1322: 1322. Chapter 1322: Indulgent Night 3

1322. Chapter 1322: Indulgent Night 3

If he still doesn't believe what I say, then is there any point in me being with him again?

Does he think that just saying he'll forget all the unhappy things from the past means he can actually forget them?

"Shangguan Yun, why do you insult me as lowly, why do you drive me away, Shangguan Yun, why do you doubt me, why, why?" I shouted at him loudly, heart-wrenching.

I had never shouted out while serving like this before, and I had never asked so cheerfully before.

I had always been asking myself over and over in my heart, always questioning myself, and doing so secretly.

This time, shouting out loud, it felt as if a stone in my heart had just fallen.

"I... wife, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those things, back then I... I..." Shangguan Yun couldn't explain; indeed, what else could he explain?

"Is it just to get angry? For your face?" I continued to shout at him loudly.

"I..." Shangguan Yun was at a loss for words again, but from his expression one could guess; surely it was for those two reasons.

"Shangguan Yun, I cannot forgive you, I truly cannot forgive you, I also cannot continue being with you, I truly cannot forget everything from the past, to be with you again, truly I cannot. I hate you, do you know how much I hate you? If you don't know, then do you know how much I love you? How much I love you, then that's how much I hate you. Shangguan Yun, don't push me anymore, okay? As soon as I see you, as soon as I think of you, I think of that night, bitterly cold, I went a whole day without eating, full of passion I ran to your house, waited for most of the night, frozen to the point it felt like my blood would solidify, when I saw you come back, do you know how happy I was? But my enthusiasm was just doused by your indifference, yet I still thick-skinned, lowered my pride and followed you inside, I begged you, I pleaded with you, I lowered my pride and begged you so humbly, but what about you? How did you treat me? Your treatment of me was fine, because……………………………………