Chapter 1324: 1324. Chapter 1324: Wanton Night 5

1324. Chapter 1324: Wanton Night 5

I just blurted it out, I… I at that time only knew how to vent, to vent fiercely, wanting to let out all the dissatisfaction in my heart.

Because on the first day I came back, I kicked you out of the private room; soon after, I also went home, I waited for you at home, always waiting for you, but you never came to look for me, I kept staring at my phone, I kept waiting until dawn, but you didn't come; later, the next day when I went drinking, someone told me you went to look for Ahao, so I… when I saw you, I would say that to you, but later I regretted it, I really regretted it, I also realized I was wrong, I shouldn't have spoken to you like that; when I chased after you, I saw you and Ahao again, at that time did you understand the pain in my heart? In the end, you still heartlessly followed Ahao away, leaving me alone, pitifully sitting there, I sat there until the sky was faintly bright before I went back, lying in bed, very sleepy, very tired, my heart ached even more, but I still wanted to go to Xuexiao, because I knew you were at Xuexiao, I wanted to go there, I also didn't know why I would go to Xuexiao, I just wanted to go to Xuexiao, I wanted to see you, or maybe just wanted to see you.

Later, I unintentionally saw you come out, and at that moment I was wondering if you were going home, so I also found an excuse to wait at the guard's post; perhaps I was too concerned about saving face, I didn't speak to you, I just kept watching you; when you left, I followed behind you; at that time, I just wanted to follow you purely, with no other intention, I watched you get on the bus, and I also got on; but while on the bus, you kept mistreating yourself, I watched, feeling heartbroken, truly heartbroken; I originally thought you had hurt me, my heart only had scars, but when my heart was aching that moment, I could no longer bear it, I had you close the window and door, but you didn't listen, out of helplessness I had to do it myself; hearing you cough one after another, each of your violent coughs tugged at my heart, so painful, so painful, truly painful, each pang of pain had already deeply pierced into my bones.

At that time, I really wished I could hold you in my arms to give you warmth, seeing your lips frozen purple, do you know what's in my heart? But I saw that your gaze toward me was still full of hatred, I didn't dare to do that, I shrank back, how laughable, I, Shangguan Yun, actually have something I dare not do, I actually just shrank back like that…

After saying that, Shangguan Yun smiled helplessly at me.