Chapter 1334: 1334. Chapter 1334 Volcano Erupts Again 4

1334. Chapter 1334 Volcano Erupts Again 4

Yeah, why would I ask such a question? Why would I ask whether he's Shangguan Yun or Ahao?

Could I really be going crazy?

If I really am crazy, then it's Shangguan Yun who drove me crazy.

"You… you say it." Shangguan Yun's choked voice sounded again in my ear.

I swallowed, I didn't dare look at his expression; I was afraid, I was really, really afraid…

"I… I, Shangguan Yun, I… I didn't mean to." I said, lowering my head with an apologetic expression.

"Xuanxuan, you really hurt my heart. Xuanxuan… you… is this… is there even such a thing as intentional or not?" Shangguan Yun's voice remained choked.

When I lifted my head to look at him, I saw his eyes were reddened, a thin mist seemed to fill his sockets, like liquid—could I be seeing things?

Shangguan Yun quickly turned his head and spoke, pain directed at me; seeing his desolate back, my heart ached as if cut by a knife.

Why am I always so kind? I still feel sorry for him, my heart aches for him.

I myself need others to sympathize with me.

I should be feeling sorry for myself, yet I end up feeling sorry for him.

Isn't this exactly what I wanted him to be like?

Isn't it just that I want revenge, that I want Shangguan Yun to taste that pain too?

Now I can say my goal has been achieved; I should be happy, so why does my heart hurt so much?

Because I still love him, I still can't let him go.

The deeper the love, the deeper the hatred…

Looking at his back, I felt helpless yet had nothing to say; I pulled the blanket, slowly moved onto the bed, picked up the scattered clothes one by one, and held them in my arms.

Then I slowly crawled out of bed to the bathroom, locked the door, and began to wash my body.