Chapter 159: 159. Chapter 159 The Painful Truth 7

159. Chapter 159 The Painful Truth 7

Haohua said all that in one breath, and when he finished he smiled at me, but you could tell that smile had a hint of bitterness, and my tears had already traced every inch of my skin, my heart was clenched tightly, tightly, I never expected Haoran to hide such a big thing from me, he actually almost got taken away by the god of death, it turned out he left for this reason, but I couldn't forgive it, why wouldn't you let me take care of him? Why did you have to bear it alone.

"Do you think breaking up or your condition would hit me harder?" Knowing your condition, I admit I would be sad, but at least I could take care of you, I could stay by your side every day, but seeing you every day, yet you want to break up with me, what would that mean? It would mean I have nothing left, I lose everything, you should know that in my heart you are my everything, you are my whole world." I said this, tears in my voice, excitedly.

Since he told me the truth, since this truth moved me and shocked me, but I cannot accept this understanding he gave me, does him thinking of me mean he should break up with me? Does him thinking of me mean he has to hide it from me?

I paused for a moment and then continued saying: 'Do you think not telling me the truth is good for me? If you were really taken away by the god of death, then what about me? I am still just one person, but you won't even give me a bit of recent memory, the last moments. If you hadn't come back to life, then would your condition have to be told to me by Huiqing? And at that time I wanted to see you, but there was no chance left, let alone speak, or perhaps when you were about to leave, I could see you one more time, but I could no longer have your days, do you think what you did is right? You are so cruel, how can you bear to be this cruel, fortunately you didn't leave, fortunately I can still see you, but if you really had left, what would be left for me, do you know? You clearly understand me so well, why did you make that choice back then, why...' I really couldn't understand his thinking like that, I really couldn't imagine how he could be so heartless. The more I spoke, the more excited I became, the more I spoke, the more excited I became, finally I shouted.