Chapter 161: 161.Chapter 161 The Painful Truth 9

161. Chapter 161 The Painful Truth 9

Haohua just stared at me blankly for a long time without speaking; perhaps my words hurt him.

"Haohua, our feelings are already in the past; I have already started my own new feelings. During the days after we parted, I never dared to try new feelings, but after I met him, I gradually persuaded myself to step out of the shadow of your feelings, gradually trying to accept the feelings Shangguan Yun gives me, his moving, his care and love will not be less than yours. I have slowly opened my heart to accept him; I have slowly developed feelings for him. I admit that I still cannot let go of my feelings for you, but I believe that with him by my side, I will gradually forget you. So our feelings are already in the past; time can wash away everything, time can likewise wash away feelings; I will bury our feelings forever deep in the bottom of my heart. So you should also forget me." I said to him, opening my heart.

After hearing my words, Haohua's face immediately showed a layer of sorrow; I knew my words stabbed his heart, I knew his heart now feels terrible, will be very painful. I can understand, I have also experienced it, but I cannot let his pain make me soften, let me accept him.

"Do you really have no feelings for me anymore?" Haohua said again in a sad tone, very sorrowful, very sorrowful; hearing it, I felt somewhat unwilling to bear it, his few words lightly touched my heart.

I calmly smiled, raised my head to look at the sky; a gentle breeze blew past, lifting my hair; I took a deep breath, feeling very refreshed, very refreshed, very comfortable……

"Actually, saying I have no feelings is impossible, after all we were together, after all I loved so wholeheartedly; how could one say forget and just forget? How could one say pull up by the roots and just pull up? But our feelings are already in the past, and I have also found that new feeling; although I cannot guarantee how long my feelings with him will last, I will certainly cherish them, be with him wholeheartedly. Hehe… perhaps even heaven does not wish to linger over our feelings."