Chapter 1883: 1883. Chapter 1883 What awaits is heartache 9

1883. Chapter 1883 What awaits is heartache 9

But it rang for a long time with no one answering; I listened to that lovely ringtone over and over, yet it stabbed my heart like a knife.

But still, no one answered……

What on earth is Shangguan Yun doing—turning his phone off one moment, then not answering my calls the next.

Could he really be so busy that he can't even take my call or reply to a message?

If he had me in his heart, then no matter what came up or how busy he was, he would surely find time to send me a message, wouldn't he?

Doesn't he know I'd worry about him, that I'd miss him?

These words were all his.

Listening to that lovely ringtone over and over, my heart ached terribly, and tears silently fell.

Could our relationship really be over just like that?

Could our relationship have ended that night, the night Shangguan Yun received that call?

Love grows from a kiss and ends with a tear……

That saying seems to fit our feelings perfectly.

Back then, Shangguan Yun and I grew from a kiss; it all began with that kiss……

That hooligan was Shangguan Yun—he kissed me, and that's how we began.

I can't cry, I can't—I can't let this tear end our love.

Shangguan Yun, do you know? I can't live without you now, truly I can't—why, when I depend on you so completely, do you treat me like this?

Shangguan Yun, do you know? I now can't live without you, really can't live without you. Why, when I can't live without you, so dependent on you, do you have to treat me like this?

All this week I've kept my anger bottled up inside, not shedding a tear—today I can finally cry my heart out.

But I don't want to, because I know that if I cry, it might mean our relationship is ending.

But I don't want that; I know that if I cry, perhaps it also means our feelings will also end.