Chapter 194: 194. Chapter 194 Heartache 9

194. Chapter 194 Heartache 9

"Sis, actually you've been together with him for so long, you should know his feelings for you; you should be able to feel them. You can't just judge that Shangguan Yun has another girlfriend based on one person's words. Feelings aren't something you can avoid. If he really no longer has feelings for you, then you should relax sooner; there should be a way to resolve this, right? This kind of avoidance isn't a solution. Besides, maybe that person was mistaken. You should at least hear Shangguan Yun's explanation." Liu Xi said to me with a serious face, and after speaking he left.

Or maybe he's better at handling feelings than I am; otherwise, how could his relationship with Lin Chen have stayed so good? Even if they argue sometimes, he handles it well. Perhaps I should listen to Liu Xi's advice and talk things out with Shangguan Yun. If he really has changed his heart, then it's also time for me to let go. I had this mental preparation from the start. But recently I've retreated again.

However, since we've come to Grandma's house, let's stay peacefully until tomorrow; having come, we should make ourselves at home.

I've let go, my heart feels much freer; I went back to my room to sleep. The air here is nice. I truly wish to live forever here with the one I love deeply—holding hands each morning and looking at the Agricultural Bank, staying here in the afternoon to watch TV, and sitting on the balcony at night to watch the stars. But if we really lived like that, we'd probably not want it; people are like that, never satisfied.

The next day, after finishing dinner at Grandma's house, I went back with Liu Xi. After returning home, when it was time to go to school again, I usually looked forward to seeing Shangguan Yun at school, but now I'm a little afraid again.

I simply decided to go to school to avoid running into Shangguan Yun, so I arrived at three o'clock. The school had only a few students who stayed on campus during the weekend without going home; it was very quiet, so quiet that you could hear the birds chirping and leaves falling.

When I reached the dormitory, there was no one inside; it was so quiet that even the sound of breathing could be heard.

I kept sitting on the bed looking out the window; gradually more and more people showed up, but I still couldn't find Shangguan Yun's figure. The dormitory residents also gradually arrived. When they went to the cafeteria to eat, I followed them to eat as well, and even after finishing my meal and returning to the dormitory I still hadn't seen Shangguan Yun—I didn't know if he had come, or whether he would come to school today.