Chapter 1943: 1943. Chapter 1943: The Heart Hurts So Much 9

1943. Chapter 1943: The Heart Hurts So Much 9

"Shangguan Yun, please, tell me, why, why is this happening?" I weakly shook Shangguan Yun's body, crying as I spoke.

"But, I couldn't cry out..."

"Shangguan Yun, tell me, do you still love me or not, Shangguan Yun, Shangguan Yun, say something, speak, Shangguan Yun, say you still love me, you promised you would love me forever." I weakly tugged at Shangguan Yun's clothes as I spoke.

But Shangguan Yun remained unmoved, still sitting like a puppet, never lifting his head.

Moreover, there was no sound, his body as stiff as if it had already hardened.

"Shangguan Yun, don't treat me like this, I can't accept it, Shangguan Yun, don't, please don't." I was desperate, my desperate gaze fixed on Shangguan Yun, though I didn't know if he had noticed.

Love, why is it always so exhausting, so painful?

Love, why is it always so imperfect?

Love, why must it always cause hurt?

Love, does true eternal love really exist in this world?

Seeing myself so fallen and humble, I had no thoughts left.

Shangguan Yun didn't say a word, nor show any reaction.

Could it be that our feelings have just ended like this?

Love, is this what our love once was? Is it about to end now, today?

My heart hurts so much...

I won't ask anymore, I won't ask anymore; even if I asked a hundred times, a thousand, ten thousand times, I could no longer call back Shangguan Yun's heart.

What good would it do?

Crying... does it help?

Although I know crying is useless, I still couldn't help but cry, telling myself to be strong, telling myself to be strong, yet I am the weakest of all.

After a long while, Shangguan Yun finally lifted his head and looked at me with sorrowful eyes, saying, "Xuanxuan, don't be like this; if you act this way, my heart will feel awful." I stopped speaking, just silently sobbing, unable to cry out.