Chapter 1949: then translation of title

1949. Chapter 1949 Heart Hurts Like This 15

When I heard Shangguan Yun say those words, I cried again, tears falling silently.

It hurts, it hurts; those tears felt like a sharp knife scraping across my cheek, really painful.

"Mm, I'll wait for your call." Tingting said so gently to Shangguan Yun.

That gaze was filled with deep, affectionate love.

The two of them, the two of them were as affectionate as lovers in the heat of romance.

Perhaps it cannot be said to be so; perhaps they just are.

Clearly it was my boyfriend who betrayed me, and it was such a naked betrayal.

But I lacked the courage to confront him, lacked the courage to talk about breaking up.

I, I have actually sunk to this point.

Really unimaginable, unimaginable.

After A Chun and Tingting left, Shangguan Yun turned and entered.

I, like a thief, watched Shangguan Yun turn and come back; I guiltily climbed onto the bed and sat up, my posture the same as before.

Why am I so afraid? Isn't the person I'm afraid of Shangguan Yun?

Why is the person I'm afraid of myself?

Because, because I love him deeply, because I fear losing him, because I am afraid, truly afraid.

Shangguan Yun stopped at the doorway, didn't step further in, stood there looking at me and said: "I'll go out to buy you something to eat, I'll be back soon; if you're tired, sleep first. I'll call you when I return."

I gave him a faint nod and said: "Mm, I know."

Shangguan Yun merely glanced at me lightly, then said nothing more and left.

Just like that, he left.

Deep down there was an urge, I really wanted to rush out like this and hug him, to keep him from leaving.

But I didn't do that…