Chapter 1958: 1958. Chapter 1958: The Illusion of Happiness 4

1958. Chapter 1958: The Illusion of Happiness 4

It's already Thursday; I told myself that if I just get through one more day, I can make it, if I just get through one more day, I won't have to see Shangguan Yun anymore, I won't……

Things have already come to this point; I understand that our feelings seem to be over, gone, as if our feelings have already reached the end.

No matter how humble I am, no matter how hard I try to hold on, it's already useless.

A relationship requires two people to maintain; I alone am truly powerless, willing but unable.

There's no way, really no way; this love is so heavy, so exhausting, he doesn't value it at all—what's the point of me clinging to this feeling alone?

But I can't be that carefree, waving my hand and saying goodbye……

On Thursday evening after class, I once again dragged my heavy, powerless body out of the classroom.

I didn't lift my head, still as before these past few days, walking with my head slightly bowed.

It seems I did something embarrassing and can't lift my head.

It seems the person who did something embarrassing and can't lift his head is Shangguan Yun, not me.

But I don't dare walk with my head held high and chest out; I'm really spineless, so spineless.

"Xuanxuan..." I heard Shangguan Yun's soul-stirring voice again.

Such a soul-stirring voice seemed to linger by my ears, as if it could never fade away.

"Huh?" I instinctively looked up at Shangguan Yun.

My heart started to feel sour again, so sour, so sour……

"Let's go for a walk on the field." Shangguan Yun said, looking at me with sad eyes.

His gaze toward me no longer radiated light; his gaze toward me was no longer that affectionate, deep feeling, and moreover lacked pity and tenderness.

Looking at his eyes, my heart was again given a heavy tug, so painful, so painful.