Chapter 1985: 1985. Chapter 1985: Really Ended 6
1985. Chapter 1985: Really Ended 6
"Xuanxuan, don't be like this, okay? I'm speaking seriously—I, I only want you to be happy, happy." Shangguan Yun, after I said that, glanced at me slightly and said.
"Enough..." After hearing Shangguan Yun's words, my anger grew even greater; I shouted at him loudly.
"Enough, Shangguan Yun, really enough—you clearly know you don't want me anymore; you know how much pain is in my heart, you clearly know I've broken up with myself, how much suffering I must endure, you tomorrow, I know how much I love you in my heart, but you? You still bear to break up with me? I know you said Tingting is pregnant, isn't that just for responsibility? You have responsibility toward Tingting—does that mean you have none toward me? So don't speak anymore, really don't speak anymore; doing this only makes me feel more and more disgusted." I said to Shangguan Yun with barbed words.
I can understand; saying these words can likewise pierce Shangguan Yun's heart with a thousand holes, hurting him to the point of near death, making him unable to breathe, making him suffocate.
But who knows, my heart will hurt even more than his—really, it hurts more than hurting him.
But I still did this, knowing full well my heart would hurt more than his, yet I still spoke those words.
I was waiting to see how Shangguan Yun would speak to me next.
But after a long while, Shangguan Yun still had no reaction; he said nothing, nothing at all.
"Say something, say something." I hit Shangguan Yun's body like a madman, yet he remained kneeling, motionless, letting me strike.
When I had no strength left to hit, I weakly sat on the cold floor and said, "Shangguan Yun..." but I couldn't speak; my throat began to choke up, and I couldn't utter a word.
"Sorry, sorry, sorry..." Shangguan Yun kept saying sorry over and over.
Before, the three words Shangguan Yun often said to me were "I love you".
But now they have been replaced with "Sorry".
End of Chapter
