Chapter 2009: 2009.Chapter 2009 Beginning of a Depraved Life 13

2009. Chapter 2009 Beginning of a Depraved Life 13

"Mm. Let's go." Ahao also understood me well; seeing I seemed not wanting to deal with Shangguan Yun, he didn't want to keep dragging it out with him.

I really couldn't bear to see Tingting and Shangguan Yun just standing there before me; I could hardly stand it—heaven knows how painful my heart is.

Heaven knows, how much courage and heartache I need to bear with each sentence I speak.

Each word, each sentence stabs my heart like a sharp blade, so painful I can't breathe.

Just like that, I left with Ahao…

Actually, I had thought that if I really ran into Shangguan Yun, I would grab Ahao and kiss him passionately in front of him, to anger him to the point of vomiting blood; but when I actually met him, I didn't do that—no.

It seems I can't do it; I really can't.

I still seem somewhat unwilling to hurt Shangguan Yun; I still seem unable to let go, unable to move on.

Depraved—I, Lu, am depraved, yet I cannot become depraved…

I truly don't know what the coming days will become; I truly don't know if I can still survive in the days ahead.

Shangguan Yun is my air; my love for him is deeply rooted. Now that I have lost him, the pain of being uprooted remains deeply etched in my heart…

After arriving at the dance floor with Ahao, I no longer had the mood to dance.

Ahao seemed to notice as well; he smiled at me and said, "How about we go back?"

"Why go back? Why must I leave just because he came?" I looked at Ahao, not understanding, and asked.

"Okay, okay, calm down; then we won't go back. If you don't want to dance, let's go drink instead." Seeing how agitated I was, Ahao hurriedly said to me.

I gave Ahao a faint glance, nodded slightly, and said, "Mm, alright."

So we came back again.

When we returned to our seats, we only then discovered that Shangguan Yun was actually sitting right beside us.