Chapter 208: Unwilling to Lose 11

Shangguan Yun said, a little out of breath, "It's fine, I'm not tired."

"Let me down," I said. "You're speaking so out of breath, just put me down." I began to struggle on his back.

Shangguan Yun finally let me go; seeing him drenched in sweat, my heart felt sweet. I took out a tissue from my pocket and gently wiped the tears from his forehead. After wiping, I tried to pull my hand back to throw away the tissue, but he suddenly gripped my hand and said, "Honey..." Shangguan Yun called out affectionately. He glanced around at so many people. I immediately felt embarrassed, pulled back my hand, and threw away the tissue.

Shangguan Yun's face was always suffused with a faint smile as he took my hand and said, "Let's go eat. You must be starving." One could see his eyes full of pity. He hadn't eaten all day, yet he didn't feel hungry.

Suddenly craving something, I shouted for him to take me to Baiyou Jie for snacks.

At first he refused, insisting on eating a proper meal, saying he hadn't eaten all day and those snacks would upset his stomach, but after my persistent pleading, he finally agreed.

My heart felt sweet as I walked beside Shangguan Yun, his big hand holding mine, warming me to the core.

After getting in the car, I leaned into his embrace, closed my eyes, and savored, savored, savored this warmth and happiness that I didn't know when I would lose. I quietly listened to his heartbeat.

Upon arriving at Baiyou Jie, with crowds coming and going, we weaved through the sea of people, our hearts soaring, so happy, so happy...

Seeing these things, my appetite was good; I wanted Shangguan Yun to buy me whatever I saw, until I couldn't hold them all, then I handed them to him to carry. My face was always lit with a happy smile. Although Shangguan Yun scolded me to eat less, saying too much would cause internal heat, his face still bore a smile, initially smiling at me, though he occasionally furrowed his brows, but it was clear his smile was genuine, genuine.

Tonight I want to let go of everything, forget all about staying together happily with him, I have already fallen in love with him, deeply in love, and I am beginning to fear, fear losing him.